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i dont “have ptsd” that’s all just the wizard’s curse

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something has uhhhh cracked a little bit upstairs oopsies :3 i cannot process consequences atm because nothing feels real and i am so incredibly disconnected from the concept of me, everything around me, and like. reality in general. which is. probably not great? really really do not feel real and it usually clears up at least for a few hours but it's been 4 days and it hasn't let up at ALL

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makin foccacia for the first time and the dough is frightening me im gonna be so real with you. i know it's supposed to look like that but WHY DOES IT HAVE BOILS!!!!! MY BREAD DOUGH HAS FUCKING SKIN DISEASE!!!

#lune.txt #i like baking but i'm SUPER new to bread like... in general #it's like adult play dough to me #“bread machine” “stand mixer” what terrible eldritch words are you whispering in my ears we're rawdogging this shit like god intended #is it pulling my fingers out of place to the point that i kinda need to pop them back? #yeag #BUT I'M NO PUSSY!! GET IN THERE SOLDIER! #how does that one post go #are you gonna handpick that pasta out like a MAN or use a strainer like some kind of liberal

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#lune.jpg

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#lune.jpg #ranboo fanart #dream smp fanart #dsmp fanart

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thing that looks at you from under a rock

#lune.jpg #me posting again. sorry. #ranboo fanart #dream smp fanart #dsmp fanart #ranboo

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in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

#Yeag

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i’m so fucking sad this is a sideblog guys. it can’t boop people what do you MEAN i can’t slap my mutuals with my giant cat paws this is the worst thing to ever happen to me . AND ON TRANS DAY OF VISIBILITY TOO!!!!!!!

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sending a psychic blast directly into ur brain to draw c!tubbo with a fat hairy tummy NOW

#i think i hauve covid .

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Anyone here love men

#HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

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Bench trio cuddling

They having a lazy morning and everything is right with the world for a couple hours")

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Not straight, not cis, not allo people, I'm curious:

#for a really long time i struggled SUUUPER hard with labels and the concept of like #being queer Right. i was young and the internet was kind of a hellscape #i was so intent on finding the right word to describe my experience on whether i was REALLY what i said i was or if i was doing it wrong #letting all of that go has been just. really nice? #i use labels for the convenience of others. some of them contradict! they are also all true. but they are not All Of Me #and when it comes down to my own personal identity? i’m trans. i’m queer. i’m very likely aspec. i don’t care to get more specific #i do looove butch/femme as words and concepts but words are words you know #i can use as many of them that apply as i want and they won’t measure all of me and that’s ok!! #not everything is meant to be known i think :3

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I like her,, Frye,,

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I've been using markers to sketch sometimes, instead of pencils, and I really like the way it looks

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apple spider vinegar

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Here's what I spent my morning doing... like, a good five hours... It's finnnneeee