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okay so I'm having people over later so I'm cleaning my room and we have to sweep the carpets, which btw is stupid, and I got all the stuff in the dustpan then sort of blanked out and when I un-blanked I was sitting on my bed and the floor was clean and the dustpan was clean and I spent ten minutes looking for the dirt and I started panicking because what if I put it somewhere weird?! and then I found it in the bathroom trash can. That was literally one of the most nerve racking moments in my life, you have no idea.

#IRL #I'm stupid

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I'm starting to remember why I left this account for so long....

#I was literally gone for like two hours and my dashboard was so full omg... #*sigh* I need to go work on my other blog anyway... #I'll probably write some fanfics or something... #IRL

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yooooo bloggin from school

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YOOOOOOO I missed the bus :(

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hhhhhhh I can't breatheeee

#between stress and cigarette smoke and dog hair and humidity and heat and sinuses this is ridiculous!!! #IRL #I'm stupid...

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So in honours english we were talking about religion and I told them I wasn't christian and now I think everyone in that class hates me because they're all religious and stuff and plus //I'm p sure  they all think I'm stupid because I wasn't in any 'smart' classes besides AP environmental science and I'm quiet and answer questions wrong oh dear not again...//

#IRL #i'm stupid #I should be taking notes...

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gfdi I'm getting distracteddddd I need to do my notes!!!!

#IRL #I'm stupid... #OTL

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Reblog if you're a Homestuck fan and then check your inbox

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KK so I'm back for like a day or maybe more who knows? Things I should be doing: -Psych notes -Binder organization -Queue setup on my reblog blog And other important things. I will I will but I'm also blogging so nyeh. Senior year is so busy!!! Anyway yeah back for a day I guess :P

#IRL #oh and #for the few peeps that read my tags #my reblg blog url is coffee-cupp #please don't subject me to anymore drama tho #I need to simplify my blog...

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hey howdy hello I'm back for like a few hours....

MARCHING BAND EQUALS DEATH OK

Either I've been at marching band or sleeping or having stupid emotions so it's save to say my schedule is packed with a load of bullshit.

Sorry~ also I may or may not have made a separate blog for actually reblogging things (because this is in fact my PERSONAL blog) but I'm not telling any of you bitches the URL *glares daggers at IRL friends* because of good reasons so HAHAHA. (Actually it's because I'm trying to keep things organized and friends are personal and must be kept on my personal blog :P something like that....) there was a good reason but I forgot it and I need to go to bed or something IDK GOODNIGHT

#IRL

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ffffuck it's already 2:45 I need to go to bed I have band tomorrow!!!!!

#IRL #fml #lemme just finish this cup of coffee and read a fanfic or two =v=

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hardcoreneurotica replied to your post: hardcoreneurotica replied to your post: I’m like...

Eurgh, I don’t care if an alter ego is taking over, I still love you. And I don’t want you to beat yourself up over something like that because I love talking to you and adsslkfsaasvgdaafhh I don’t think you’re annoying okay

BRO CALM DOWN OK I'm not beating myself up over anything it was just a common observation and I like being the annoying cat ok cats are awesome. We're all annoying ok and I think it's important to know when and where we annoy others the most so take deep breaths and stop worrying so much! IT'S GOING TO BE OK VINCE I SWEAR JUST CALM DOWN. 

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hardcoreneurotica replied to your post: I’m like that annoying cat that climbs on your lap...

Bullshit, you’re not like that at all

I call your bluff I demand EVERYONE'S attention. Not that it's necessarily a bad thing, everyone needs attention and I try to keep it positive when I do things for my fair share but I'm just annoying about it.  

#I think an alter-ego is taking over atm....?

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I'm like that annoying cat that climbs on your lap and grabs your hand and meows at you obnoxiously screaming "GIVE ME ATTENTION" in cat-language. 

#IRL #I'm stupid

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I don't want to think about dying anymore I'm starting to scare myself.

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For the ones who asked for arm tutorials :)

#tutorials #references #this is a god-send I've been looking for thisssss

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I really understand the whole timelines thing now.... like it all kind of makes sense?  Anyway, story time:

I was walking home from the bus stop and.... well I was.... in a bad place emotionally. I got about thirty feet from the road and stopped and looked back. I wanted to just lay down and get run over. I took a few steps towards the road but stopped, deciding it wasn't worth it. None the less, I stared. I watched myself keep walking forward. I didn't want to see my own 'death' so I turned back around and kept walking. But in that moment, the few steps that I took and the more that I didn't, I had created an alternate timeline. The other version of me had kept going, she had gotten to the road. I don't know what happened after that, maybe she stopped and turned in the end like I did, maybe she went through with it, that's not important. The fact is that every decision that we make and everything we do creates an alternate timeline, and that action gets carried out but we don't realize it because we're in our own reality and not the other. It's like Newton's third law 'to every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.'

dude.... 

that's just crazy...

#IRL #this is what I think about guys.... #philosophies #LIFE MAN #split time lines