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Writing this so y’all know I have not fallen off the face of the earth. There’s just been too much adulting taking up tumblr time 😩😂 but summer break is in 3 weeks!

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#dirty minds worldwide

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Chapter 8 is up!

#one more reblog for the night crowd

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Chapter 8 is up!

#reblog for the morning crowd

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Chapter 8 is up!

#SVU #law and order organized crime #eo #Bensler #olivia x elliot #hurt/comfort #my fic #flumptober 2023 #whumptober 2023

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Freefall

I know we haven’t done this since you left, but do you have time for a call?

Post SVU 25x10.

#OMG YAY #WELCOME BACK #fic rec

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i swear to god, men raising their voice is the most terrifying thing in the whole world. they dont understand, like its an immediate panic response, game over

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quarterfinals (round 8)

descriptions under the cut

season 12 -> final neal baer season. meloni departs the series. tamara tunie + bd wong final season. episodes of note: trophy, rescue, pop, pursuit, bombshell, smoked.

season 15 -> raúl esparza's first season as a main cast member. belzer + florek depart midseason. lewis arc. rollins gambling storyline. baby noah found in drawer! episodes of note: surrender benson, imprisoned lives, internal affairs, wendesday's child, spring awakening.

#lol 12 of course not even a moment of hesitation #15 was a clusterfuck of trauma porn and Warren trying and failing to address social issues that he’s way too out of touch to write

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quarterfinals (round 8)

descriptions under the cut

season 4 -> bd wong moves to series regular. ms march's last full season. huge cabenson vibes the whole season.. episodes of note: chameleon, rotten, futility, perfect, soulless.

season 14 -> raul esparza's character introduced and the return of dean winters which begins the bensidy arc. the season opens on the aftermath of cragen being framed for murder. episodes of note: manhattan vigil, secrets exhumed, poisoned motive, her negotiation.

#season 14 had some decent moments but it will always be 1.0 for me

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Fic Update #2

Yes, as seems to be the trend lately, I'm once again posting back-to-back updates with both HABH and LMR. I hadn't anticipated to get Chapter 4 of Losing My Religion done tonight, but the muse was definitely in my favor, so I guess that means you get something else to read (and that I can cycle back to some of my other WIP for a bit). At any rate, you can find Ch 4 of LMR at either link below, and again, thank you for reading!

#fic rec

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After sleeping on it, I didn’t hate last night’s SVU but I think the main issue I did have with it and that I’ve had with some others in the past is that they sometimes spoonfeed their audience as if we aren’t capable of thinking for ourselves. When they do parallels to things like Lewis they go too hard at it. They make it too obvious and give us so many parallels to the point where it’s like they’re just copying almost like they are more focused on sparking outrage rather than getting a point across that adds to character development. because i think they were attempting to correct past wrongs in a way? and show healing but that point was missed because they picked such outrageous parallels that people couldnt overlook those things to see the rest. I don’t think they should never do a Lewis parallel…unfortunately as awful as it was it was something that happened to Olivia and healing isn’t linear so it’s gonna come up from time to time. I just think they should be more SUBTLE about it rather than making it so obvious that it’s a parallel to the point that it’s triggering for people because it feels like it’s just shock value(they’re picking the most obvious parallels they can find). They could’ve accomplished what I think they might’ve been trying to without doing that.

Like…don’t pick the crazy juror. Everyone remembers that. Don’t pick him representing himself. Everyone remembers that. Pick some random small detail that no one is gonna remember unless they rewatched that arc within the last week and a half. Something none of us really pick up on until the end when there’s a resolution and then we’re like “oh wait! That’s what they were doing. I didn’t realize but I see now. I’m glad they fixed that. I’m glad Olivia got to have that moment of closure.” Make me THINK in other words. Make me have to be a bit confused at first and critically analyze what’s in front of me. +and make predictions. Not be exactly sure that’s where you’re going with it. OC doesn’t spoonfeed us which is why sometimes their plots are confusing. You don’t have to go so hard with the parallels. Pick some random thing and then at the very end Olivia mentions it in therapy or to Fin and we’re all like “oh wait I didn’t even think about that and now all this stuff that happened makes sense that was good writing”. And don’t make it have no point. I did really like the ending though I just wish the ending wasn’t overshadowed by such blatant parallels. Even if we didn’t get a Lewis convo with Elliot I would’ve either liked to think we were leading up to one or see Olivia working through something/talking through something to encourage Maddie that she’d get through this because she dealt with those feelings (because maybe Maddie says something to her and it’s small enough that we didn’t even remember Olivia having those same thoughts until the end etc). She recognized as something as part of her own journey and she’s finally addressing it at the end because of that random thing that happened in the episode and then it wouldn’t be so blatant and shocking and obvious and we’d be like finally we are getting some healing and something is being addressed that hasn’t been before yay continuity! Rather than just blatantly tell me this is a parallel. Make me guess. You don’t have to spoonfeed me I’m an adult I can think for myself. Make me go ohhhh I see what you did there I wasn’t expecting it and it took me a minute to get it but now I do and it’s not one of the most obvious offensive ones like making a female juror a nutjob who wants to sleep with the suspect. We all remember bronwyn freed. It makes it more compelling when we have to think. When we go I didn’t remember that shit at all until your context clues led me to realize it and then it made it a more compelling story than if you’re just picking an obvious one. Be more subtle so I could pick up on the good parts.

#svu #thoughts

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To be clear when I say zero payoff I understand there was payoff - Liv having the opportunity to help someone make a different choice than the one she regrets, Liv overcoming her past and using it to help others build a better future, Liv beating this demon in a way she could not beat her own, etc, and that is good stuff and 💡 could never but I mean zero payoff in the sense that Liv was literally sitting there watching history repeat beat for beat and didn't say a word about it. No one said a word about it. We don't really know how Liv feels after having been confronted with these memories or how Liv is processing them on a personal level and that makes it feel hollow to me. Like they opened the door but they didn't walk thru

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Fic Update

I'm back with another Fic Update, this time for Lighthouse. Chapter 28 (I can't believe I'm saying that), titled "Resurfacing" has just been posted. I hope you enjoy it, and at least I can say that I don't think you will all yell at me quite as much as you did last time I updated this one. You can find the latest installment at either link below.

#fic rec

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Til My Lungs Give Out

an SVU story

TW: smut, Lewis

Summary: Set during s25e9 Children of Wolves. After Olivia almost loses control in the park she goes looking for a fight, and finds a reason to hope again.

Read on FFN

or Ao3

#HELL YES #fic rec #run don’t walk

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Tumblr is such my safe space.

Bored in public? Tumblr.

High? Tumblr.

Going thru some shit? Tumblr.

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Fic Update

A new chapter of my fic "One Night Can Last Forever" has been posted. Chapter Three is titled "If You Leave Me Now". Some of you may have noticed that each chapter so far is based on a song title, when the story reaches it's conclusion, I will include an authors note of each of the songs I was inspired by so you can find and listen to them. In the meantime, you can find Chapter 3 at either link below. I hope you like it.

#fic rec

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Noah reveals he goggled Liv and knows about William Lewis and Johnny D

And knows that Johnny D is his father

#the BEST cold open in I don’t know how long