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shut up & listen | im changkyun (sneak peek)

🏹A/N: Hello angels! As promised a sneak peek at shut up & listen which was the winner of the pole! Please enjoy full fic coming soon! 🤭🤍✨ (disclaimer: this story will contain degradation)

[1:26am] She wasn't sure how the night ended up here. Straddling his lap, back pushed up against his desk, hands teasingly rubbing her thighs, teasing the hem of her skirt but never touching her where she needs him too. Her body ached from anticipation. Changkyun's lips were igniting a fire beneath her skin with every kiss he places on her neck. The hands that were dancing along her thighs made her breath hitch.

'Can you feel what you're doing to me?' Changkyun asked, pulling her more firmly against his lap, the swell of his cock pressed perfectly against her. She moaned in acknowledgement, meeting his lips in a rough exchange.

'Use your words baby' he said, warm breath brushing against her ear, causing goosebumps to run across her skin.

'Y-yes', she said breathlessly, rocking her hips to create more friction. She whined as soon as his hands landed on her hips causing her movements to stop.

'The only way you're getting off tonight is my thigh' Changkyun said, a sly smiling forming on his face as he saw confusion cross her face.

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♡ *:･ﾟLittle Updates *:･ﾟ♡

↳ Hey beautiful angels! It’s been a while. I don’t know if there are still people around who care about this blog but it’s worth writing a little update post nonetheless. So for starters! hi! How have you all been? I hope you’re all doing well and taking care of yourselves. I always check in on this blog and see new followers and people still interacting with my stories and it always warms my heart to see even though I haven’t been active or posting new stories for a while. I took some time away for my mental health and life was really beating my ass but things have settled and I’m in a really good spot mentally. But good news! I’m back (hopefully for good this time) and will start posting again if all goes to plan. I have a few stories in my drafts (all smutty goodness🤭) sooooo……… I’ll list them down below in a poll and whichever you guys choose I’ll post by the end of this week if you want it! I’m excited to get back into writing, I’ve got a lot of fun ideas and stories that I want to share with you guys. With all that being said, thank you if you read all this, if you’re still hanging around here etc. I appreciate you! If you’re new here, check out my masterlist here!

↳ 🏹 Choose the next story I post! (Disclaimer they’re all smut!) Whichever wins, I’ll post a small sneak peak beforehand!

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Happy Birthday | Im Changkyun

🥀 a/ n : it’s been a while!!! if you guys are still around and follow me, thank you, I miss you all and I hope life has been treating you well. And if you’re new here! Hi! Welcome! I hope you enjoy this piece, ngl guys, this was originally supposed to be a fluff but my mind took a wrong turn down the rabbit hole. If you’d like to check out some other pieces, my masterlist is here! Nonetheless! As always, thank you for existing within this space with me, thank you for giving my writing a chance and I hope you enjoy! (Disclaimer : English is not my first language so please bare with me and i apologize for any grammar errors you may come across while you read.) In case you haven’t heard it today, you are so loved, you matter, and if you ever need a safe place and someone to talk to, my dms are always open to you.

P.S ! This is a two part piece! Part 2 should be up by tomorrow night! Stay tuned!

🥀wc | 730

🥀 warnings : smut / dirty talk.

[1:26pm] “So….what do you want for your birthday?” She asked Changkyun, and she ran her hands through the wet strands of his hair, as the water from the shower was hitting his back, shielding her from most of it.

“You’re asking me this now? My birthday’s tomorrow baby” he asked with an eyebrow raised towards her. She playfully hit his shoulder in response as a small laugh escaped her lips.

“You’re asking me this now? My birthday’s tomorrow baby” he asked with an eyebrow raised towards her. She playfully hit his shoulder in response as a small laugh escaped her lips.

“Yes I know that! You’re insane to believe I’ve forgotten the day my best friend was born. I’m asking you now because I want you to have a good day tomorrow.” she spoke softly, as he turned her by her shoulders so her back was to him. He squeezed some shampoo into his large hand and began lathering it up.

“Yes I know that! You’re insane to believe I’ve forgotten the day my best friend was born. I’m asking you now because I want you to have a good day tomorrow.” she spoke softly, as he turned her by her shoulders so her back was to him. He squeezed some shampoo into his large hand and began lathering it up.

“Yes I know that! You’re insane to believe I’ve forgotten the day my best friend was born. I’m asking you now because I want you to have a good day tomorrow.” she spoke softly, as he turned her by her shoulders so her back was to him. He squeezed some shampoo into his large hand and began lathering it up.

“I’ve got everything I want and she’s about to have soap in her eyes if she doesn’t close them” Changkyun said. His large hands began rubbing shampoo into her scalp, his hands moving in a circular motion, a small moan escaped her.

“Can you be serious for a moment? Please?” she said to him, as he began helping rinse off the shampoo.

“Okay. For my birthday I want….” He trailed off, pretends to think about what he was planning to say. “You. I want you for my birthday..” he said, her breath caught as his hands slowly wrapped around her, his fingers lightly grazing back and forth against the soft skin of her stomach.

“You already have me” she said, breathlessly as his hand dipped lower.

“I do, don’t I?” Changkyun whispered, his hot breath, setting off goosebumps all over her. “But I’m thinking, I want you…” his hand trails lover, slipping between her wet folds, “here. I want to feel how wet you get for me, when I keep you on edge all day and then when I get home and finally have my way with you, I want to feel how tightly you wrap around me.” Changkyun began rubbing slow circles on her clit. Her head falling back onto his shoulder and his arms wrapped around her, keeping her balanced.

“Kyun” she moaned softly, hips bucking into his hand.

“And I want to here all the precious sounds you make when I make you come. Want to here you moan my name, maybe yell it a little yeah? So everyone who hears knows you belong to me and how good I’m making you feel, while my cock is buried deep between these thighs” he whispered harshly. Nipping at her neck, as his free hand slowly descended and gripped the front of her thigh roughly.

“Please” she said in a whisper, as she felt her stomach tighten, her small hand wrapping around is wrist so she can rock her hips against his hand for more friction.

“Please what? Use your words baby” he said, nipping at her ear as her breathing got heavier.

“Please let me come” she moaned out, as her legs began to shake, she felt Changkyun’s cock, poking her backside, a groan escaped him as she grinned up against him.

“And after a few rounds, when your exhausted, my cum leaking down your leg, and sore from taking me, you’re going to give me one more, and I’m going to take you from behind, and bury my cock so deep inside you, you’re going to feel me inside you for a week.” His dirty words lite a fire inside her stomach, her high washing over, as he rubbed her clit through it. His hand slowed, rubbing light circles on her clit, milking out her climax as she moaned his name repeatedly, almost like a chant.

Changkyun finished washing both of them up. Taking his sweet time on her sensitive places, making sure to be gentle with her. Her eyes still closed as the warm water cascaded down her body, as Changkyun made his way back up, her kissed her along her torso. Teasingly nipping at her breast, taking his time to leave a mark on one, as she moaned out his name, grabbing him by his hair. His lips crashed onto hers, his hand wrapping gently a rougher, to cup the back of her head, his other hand holding hip tightly so she was flushed again standing his naked body.

“So what do you say babe? Tomorrow? “ he asked, giving her his signature cocky grin.

#hi sorry pt 2 is a little late 🥺💕 but i promise itll be up soon!

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Happy Birthday | Im Changkyun

🥀 a/ n : it’s been a while!!! if you guys are still around and follow me, thank you, I miss you all and I hope life has been treating you well. And if you’re new here! Hi! Welcome! I hope you enjoy this piece, ngl guys, this was originally supposed to be a fluff but my mind took a wrong turn down the rabbit hole. If you’d like to check out some other pieces, my masterlist is here! Nonetheless! As always, thank you for existing within this space with me, thank you for giving my writing a chance and I hope you enjoy! (Disclaimer : English is not my first language so please bare with me and i apologize for any grammar errors you may come across while you read.) In case you haven’t heard it today, you are so loved, you matter, and if you ever need a safe place and someone to talk to, my dms are always open to you.

P.S ! This is a two part piece! Part 2 should be up by tomorrow night! Stay tuned!

🥀wc | 730

🥀 warnings : smut / dirty talk.

[1:26pm] “So….what do you want for your birthday?” She asked Changkyun, and she ran her hands through the wet strands of his hair, as the water from the shower was hitting his back, shielding her from most of it.

“You’re asking me this now? My birthday’s tomorrow baby” he asked with an eyebrow raised towards her. She playfully hit his shoulder in response as a small laugh escaped her lips.

“You’re asking me this now? My birthday’s tomorrow baby” he asked with an eyebrow raised towards her. She playfully hit his shoulder in response as a small laugh escaped her lips.

“Yes I know that! You’re insane to believe I’ve forgotten the day my best friend was born. I’m asking you now because I want you to have a good day tomorrow.” she spoke softly, as he turned her by her shoulders so her back was to him. He squeezed some shampoo into his large hand and began lathering it up.

“Yes I know that! You’re insane to believe I’ve forgotten the day my best friend was born. I’m asking you now because I want you to have a good day tomorrow.” she spoke softly, as he turned her by her shoulders so her back was to him. He squeezed some shampoo into his large hand and began lathering it up.

“Yes I know that! You’re insane to believe I’ve forgotten the day my best friend was born. I’m asking you now because I want you to have a good day tomorrow.” she spoke softly, as he turned her by her shoulders so her back was to him. He squeezed some shampoo into his large hand and began lathering it up.

“I’ve got everything I want and she’s about to have soap in her eyes if she doesn’t close them” Changkyun said. His large hands began rubbing shampoo into her scalp, his hands moving in a circular motion, a small moan escaped her.

“Can you be serious for a moment? Please?” she said to him, as he began helping rinse off the shampoo.

“Okay. For my birthday I want….” He trailed off, pretends to think about what he was planning to say. “You. I want you for my birthday..” he said, her breath caught as his hands slowly wrapped around her, his fingers lightly grazing back and forth against the soft skin of her stomach.

“You already have me” she said, breathlessly as his hand dipped lower.

“I do, don’t I?” Changkyun whispered, his hot breath, setting off goosebumps all over her. “But I’m thinking, I want you…” his hand trails lover, slipping between her wet folds, “here. I want to feel how wet you get for me, when I keep you on edge all day and then when I get home and finally have my way with you, I want to feel how tightly you wrap around me.” Changkyun began rubbing slow circles on her clit. Her head falling back onto his shoulder and his arms wrapped around her, keeping her balanced.

“Kyun” she moaned softly, hips bucking into his hand.

“And I want to here all the precious sounds you make when I make you come. Want to here you moan my name, maybe yell it a little yeah? So everyone who hears knows you belong to me and how good I’m making you feel, while my cock is buried deep between these thighs” he whispered harshly. Nipping at her neck, as his free hand slowly descended and gripped the front of her thigh roughly.

“Please” she said in a whisper, as she felt her stomach tighten, her small hand wrapping around is wrist so she can rock her hips against his hand for more friction.

“Please what? Use your words baby” he said, nipping at her ear as her breathing got heavier.

“Please let me come” she moaned out, as her legs began to shake, she felt Changkyun’s cock, poking her backside, a groan escaped him as she grinned up against him.

“And after a few rounds, when your exhausted, my cum leaking down your leg, and sore from taking me, you’re going to give me one more, and I’m going to take you from behind, and bury my cock so deep inside you, you’re going to feel me inside you for a week.” His dirty words lite a fire inside her stomach, her high washing over, as he rubbed her clit through it. His hand slowed, rubbing light circles on her clit, milking out her climax as she moaned his name repeatedly, almost like a chant.

Changkyun finished washing both of them up. Taking his sweet time on her sensitive places, making sure to be gentle with her. Her eyes still closed as the warm water cascaded down her body, as Changkyun made his way back up, her kissed her along her torso. Teasingly nipping at her breast, taking his time to leave a mark on one, as she moaned out his name, grabbing him by his hair. His lips crashed onto hers, his hand wrapping gently a rougher, to cup the back of her head, his other hand holding hip tightly so she was flushed again standing his naked body.

“So what do you say babe? Tomorrow? “ he asked, giving her his signature cocky grin.

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sending you so much love and hugs angel; hang in there 💜

save me | im changkyun

🥀 A/n : Hey? Hello? Hi! It's been a while since I've written! I took a long break from this blog but somehow even despite me being inactive; you've all still showed my works such love and I can't explain how grateful I am! So thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thanks for sticking around and if you're new here! Hi! Nice to meet you, thanks for giving me a chance. My masterlist is here if you'd like to read more of my works! Requests are closed at the moment but I will open them up again soon hopefully! I hope you're well. You're loved, you matter. Take care of yourself angels! Eat well and stay hydrated! Just a disclaimer! I have not proof read this and English isn't my first language so bear with me!

warnings : mentions of anxiety & lots of fluff! ♡

genre : fluff

wc | 975

[1:26pm] It's been a few hours since she's gotten off the phone with her fiance. Her anxiety was through the roof, noticing he's been acting weird all day. He normally checks in regularly through the day but today? One text at most and when she called he he was in a rush to hang up they didn't even have the chance to say anything important.

She was headed home, nerves through the roof, worried something was wrong. Did she do something? Say something? Maybe she hasn't been present enough? Works been taking up most of her and stressing her out to the point she's forgot to eat and doesn't sleep much. But one thing always helps, no matter what. Home. Him.

A lot of people like to describe home as a place. But to her. Home was a feeling....a person. It was him. Changkyun. Her best friend, her fiance, her other half, her person. Her past, present, and future was all him. He provided her with a sense of security, safety, and peace. Having someone to hide and confide in when things got overwhelming. Having a person to calm the storm in your mind and remind you daily that's you're doing well. Someone to keep you afloat when all you want to do is drown. To her, that was home.

"Babe?" she called out as she opened the front door.

"In the backyard!" Changkyun shouted back, his voice seemingly strained.

She made her way through the house. Greetings her pets, and dog as she made her way to the backyard. The backyard was covered in flowers along the fence. Wildflowers, roses, sunflowers, hydranges, lillies, you name it it was probably in their backyard. With a large green patch in the middle and a small patio by the back door.

"What are yo-" she asked, stopping short as she took in the sight in front of her.

The backyard was covered in fairy lights running from the top of one fence to the other. A freshly cut flower bouquet in the hands of the person she calls home.A blanket with pillows, a small picnic basket, and a projector sat in the middle of the backyard.

"Surprise!" he said, shyly, as she looked at him in awe. Soft music played in the background. He crooked smile made her heart race a thousand miles a minute. His dimples shining under the fairy lights.

"What's the special occasion?" she asked, as she walked over to him. He tilted his head, looking at her. That was one thing she loves about him No matter how much time as passed, that look, the one he gives her every day never faded. He admired her daily, the love he held for her shining through his eyes. It never dulled. One look from him caused her heart to skip a beat no matter what.

"No special occasion baby. Just wanted to do something for you." he handed her the flowers, placing a kiss on her forehead. Her eyes started to burn, tears threatening to spill.

"Flowers for me? Why?" she asked, looking up at him.

"Because I know you've been having a rough week and Ive noticed you been anxious about everything so I wanted to do something nice for you." he turned around, waving his hand, gesturing at the little set up he made. She looked down at the flowers, shaking her head softly.

"I didn't.... I didn't think anyone noticed." she said, tears filling her eyes. Blinking back tears, a few years escaped her closed eyes.

He hooked his fingers underneath her chin, tilting her head up. "I always notice you babe. Don't ever hide from me" he said softly, his thumb wiping her tears. He placed kisses on her cheeks, seemingly kissing her tears away. She sighed from him touch. Leaning into him. Flowers still in hand, she wrapped her arms around him as he did the same. His lips resting against her head.

"Thank you...for all of this. I needed it." she said, head resting on his chest. She dropped the flowers down onto the blanket to hug him better. Her hands resting on his shoulders, his hands wrapped tightly around her waist. He hummed in response, kissing her head for what felt like the millionth time. They swayed slowly to the music for quite some time before he pulled away.

"What do you need from me?" Changkyun asked, running his hands up and down her arms, noticing goosebumps breakout from the soft breeze.

"Just hold me please" she said, meeting his eyes as she gave him a shy smile. She went to lean back into him before he stopped her halfway.

"Your wish is my command but before that I ask you give your handsome fiance a proper kiss. " he said, pouting out his lips and pointing to them. She laughed lightly, stood on her tip toes and kissed him. He pulled her closer, arm wrapping around her tightly once again. His younger grazed her bottom lip, asking for permission. She opened her mouth, their tongues dancing. She moaned softly into the kiss. The taste of his mouth like mint and cinnamon. After another minute or so she pulled away. Both breathless from the kiss.

"It's getting cold so we should go inside and change into warmer clothes then come back to watch the movie." she agreed as she walked after him. Once inside, he stopped her half midway. Hugging her tightly, holding all her pieces together.

"I'll always hold you, you only have to ask" Changkyun whispered in her ear before he let her go and they went to change and made their way back outside to spend the night under the stars, watching a movie and exsisting in their own little world. This is what her home was. Someone who knew you needed comfort without saying it.

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never let me go. | im changkyun

🥀a/n : hi!! I'm back again! but with angst! (I love me some good angst). I'm saying sorry in advance if you cry or I break your heart with this piece. I hope you enjoy it nonetheless. thank you for reading and exisiting within this space with me. you're loved, you matter, remember to take care of yourself, eat, even if it's small, and drink water loves. thank you; always. ♡ As usual, English isn't my first language so please be mindful when reading if you come across any grammar errors etc. My apologies in advance!

wc | 1k+

warnings : angst (really depends how you perceive this piece)

[1:26am] Five missed calls. That's how many times he called her since the news broke. Media outlets released the story around midnight. Despite all the fight they put in to stop this exact situation from happening, nothing worked. Several media outlets reported her and Changkyun to be dating for nearly two years, and in a matter of seconds her phones started pinging nonstop. Ranging from nice messages to a world of hate and death threats and many other vile things she wouldn't wish on anyone. Her phone pinged again and she glanced at it where it sat on the closet floor.

Changkyun : Answer your phone.

He called again. She didn't answer. She was too overwhelmed. She didn't even remember how she ended up sitting on the closet floor sitting in the dark. She couldn't move. Not when she felt her whole world has stopped. That's the thing about their relationship. It wasn't a secret because of what the world would think. It was a secret because it protected her and her privacy, and now.... Now... that privacy is being threatened.

After a few minutes of her sitting in the dark, that's when she heard him. The sound of him slamming the front door pulling her out of her thoughts.

'Babe!' he yelled, as he made his way up the steps. She didn't respond. How could she? She didn't know what this all meant for them. She was scared to say the least.

After a few minutes he called out again, 'Babe! Where are you?'

She heard him enter the closet before she saw him. He was breathing heavily as if he ran a marathon. The exact moment he spotted her his breathing relaxed. He went to turn on the light in the closet but she shook her head. The light from the bedroom creating enough of a glow to see in the darkened room. He left the door cracked and made his way over to where she was seated on the floor.

'Baby, are you okay?' he asked, kneeling in front of her. His hands lightly touching her cheeks finding wet tears silently flowing down her face. She let out a soft sob, not being able to answer him.

'Shhh. It's okay, I'm right here' Changkyun spoke softly, pulling her head into his chest. She silently cried in his chest. His arms wrapped tightly around her.

'Im so sorry...' she said into his chest. A chocked sob escaping her.

'No. You have nothing to be sorry for and I'm not going to apologize for loving you either.' he said, kissing her head softly. She felt a tear fall down his cheeks onto her hand and looked up at him. To her surprises, he was crying too.

'Are you okay?' she asks him, shifting so she is sitting in his lap, facing him. Her small hands wiped his tears off his cheeks as she pressed soft kisses onto his reddened face, where his tears were falling. He rested his head against hers.

'You always do that" Changkyun says softly. Taking a deep breath. His eyes closed and he controlled his breathing.

'Do what?' she asked, her hands comfortably playing with the small strands of hair on the nap of his neck.

'Calm me down when I should be calming you down. I'm sorry' he finally says after a long pause.

'Thats not how it works babe. We're in this together. I never want you to hide your feelings for the sake of mine. I want to be there for you in the same way you are to me' she speaks softly, he kisses her softly. His hand landing on the back of her neck, pulling her closer.

'I love you' she says says against his lips.

'I love you too' he says. Her chest pulling tight for what all this may mean for their future,. 'I need you to know th-' he says but she cuts him off.

'Dont. Not now. Not ever' she said, pulling a way slightly to look him in the eyes. This is the first time tonight she fully looked at him. His eyes were bloodshot but he still put up a strong front. But she knew. She knew him better then anyone. There was a war going on inside of him, both in his head and heart. He shook his head at her.

'Please.." his voice cracked as he spoke, 'I have to say this.' Changkyun looked at her with pleading eyes. So she nodded. Fresh tears threatening to spill from her eyes. He took another deep breath.

'I want you to know that if it gets to much you can walk away. I will still love you as I do today tomorrow and every day after. But if you can't do this. I understand.' Changkyun spoke, his voice cracking with each word, as tears fell from his face. She reached to wipe more of his tears.

'Is that what you want?' she asked, biting her lip trying to keep a sob from escaping.

'No. Not in a million years. But I don't want to be the cause of your pain.' he spoke, looking at her as if this might be the last time he ever sees her. Her heart was breaking with each word. He's got is all wrong. She leaned her head back against his.

'You're wrong. In all two years of our relationship, you haven't brought me an ounce of pain. You brought me a world of happiness and I wouldn't give that up for any other person or for anyt reason. I'm going to fight for you. For your love. Whether you think I deserve this or not, doesn't matter to me. Because I want this. You want this. And we deserve this. So you're going to have to try harder to get rid of me' she said the words in a rush, trying to get her point across because she couldn't bear to see the man she loved breaking right in front of her eyes.

He let out a chocked laugh and kissed her roughly. His tongue teasing her bottom lip, begging for permission. She opened her mouth. Their kiss wasnt like any they've ever shared before. This one spoke without the words. Solidified that they will fight for their love because they deserve it. He pulled away, biting her lip as he pulled away.

'We'll survive this, you and I. We will,' he spoke against her lips. His arms tightened around her wasits. She nodded.

'Never let me go.' she said, burying her head into his chest and Changkyun hugged her tightly.

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never let me go. | im changkyun

🥀a/n : hi!! I'm back again! but with angst! (I love me some good angst). I'm saying sorry in advance if you cry or I break your heart with this piece. I hope you enjoy it nonetheless. thank you for reading and exisiting within this space with me. you're loved, you matter, remember to take care of yourself, eat, even if it's small, and drink water loves. thank you; always. ♡ As usual, English isn't my first language so please be mindful when reading if you come across any grammar errors etc. My apologies in advance!

wc | 1k+

warnings : angst (really depends how you perceive this piece)

[1:26am] Five missed calls. That's how many times he called her since the news broke. Media outlets released the story around midnight. Despite all the fight they put in to stop this exact situation from happening, nothing worked. Several media outlets reported her and Changkyun to be dating for nearly two years, and in a matter of seconds her phones started pinging nonstop. Ranging from nice messages to a world of hate and death threats and many other vile things she wouldn't wish on anyone. Her phone pinged again and she glanced at it where it sat on the closet floor.

Changkyun : Answer your phone.

He called again. She didn't answer. She was too overwhelmed. She didn't even remember how she ended up sitting on the closet floor sitting in the dark. She couldn't move. Not when she felt her whole world has stopped. That's the thing about their relationship. It wasn't a secret because of what the world would think. It was a secret because it protected her and her privacy, and now.... Now... that privacy is being threatened.

After a few minutes of her sitting in the dark, that's when she heard him. The sound of him slamming the front door pulling her out of her thoughts.

'Babe!' he yelled, as he made his way up the steps. She didn't respond. How could she? She didn't know what this all meant for them. She was scared to say the least.

After a few minutes he called out again, 'Babe! Where are you?'

She heard him enter the closet before she saw him. He was breathing heavily as if he ran a marathon. The exact moment he spotted her his breathing relaxed. He went to turn on the light in the closet but she shook her head. The light from the bedroom creating enough of a glow to see in the darkened room. He left the door cracked and made his way over to where she was seated on the floor.

'Baby, are you okay?' he asked, kneeling in front of her. His hands lightly touching her cheeks finding wet tears silently flowing down her face. She let out a soft sob, not being able to answer him.

'Shhh. It's okay, I'm right here' Changkyun spoke softly, pulling her head into his chest. She silently cried in his chest. His arms wrapped tightly around her.

'Im so sorry...' she said into his chest. A chocked sob escaping her.

'No. You have nothing to be sorry for and I'm not going to apologize for loving you either.' he said, kissing her head softly. She felt a tear fall down his cheeks onto her hand and looked up at him. To her surprises, he was crying too.

'Are you okay?' she asks him, shifting so she is sitting in his lap, facing him. Her small hands wiped his tears off his cheeks as she pressed soft kisses onto his reddened face, where his tears were falling. He rested his head against hers.

'You always do that" Changkyun says softly. Taking a deep breath. His eyes closed and he controlled his breathing.

'Do what?' she asked, her hands comfortably playing with the small strands of hair on the nap of his neck.

'Calm me down when I should be calming you down. I'm sorry' he finally says after a long pause.

'Thats not how it works babe. We're in this together. I never want you to hide your feelings for the sake of mine. I want to be there for you in the same way you are to me' she speaks softly, he kisses her softly. His hand landing on the back of her neck, pulling her closer.

'I love you' she says says against his lips.

'I love you too' he says. Her chest pulling tight for what all this may mean for their future,. 'I need you to know th-' he says but she cuts him off.

'Dont. Not now. Not ever' she said, pulling a way slightly to look him in the eyes. This is the first time tonight she fully looked at him. His eyes were bloodshot but he still put up a strong front. But she knew. She knew him better then anyone. There was a war going on inside of him, both in his head and heart. He shook his head at her.

'Please.." his voice cracked as he spoke, 'I have to say this.' Changkyun looked at her with pleading eyes. So she nodded. Fresh tears threatening to spill from her eyes. He took another deep breath.

'I want you to know that if it gets to much you can walk away. I will still love you as I do today tomorrow and every day after. But if you can't do this. I understand.' Changkyun spoke, his voice cracking with each word, as tears fell from his face. She reached to wipe more of his tears.

'Is that what you want?' she asked, biting her lip trying to keep a sob from escaping.

'No. Not in a million years. But I don't want to be the cause of your pain.' he spoke, looking at her as if this might be the last time he ever sees her. Her heart was breaking with each word. He's got is all wrong. She leaned her head back against his.

'You're wrong. In all two years of our relationship, you haven't brought me an ounce of pain. You brought me a world of happiness and I wouldn't give that up for any other person or for anyt reason. I'm going to fight for you. For your love. Whether you think I deserve this or not, doesn't matter to me. Because I want this. You want this. And we deserve this. So you're going to have to try harder to get rid of me' she said the words in a rush, trying to get her point across because she couldn't bear to see the man she loved breaking right in front of her eyes.

He let out a chocked laugh and kissed her roughly. His tongue teasing her bottom lip, begging for permission. She opened her mouth. Their kiss wasnt like any they've ever shared before. This one spoke without the words. Solidified that they will fight for their love because they deserve it. He pulled away, biting her lip as he pulled away.

'We'll survive this, you and I. We will,' he spoke against her lips. His arms tightened around her wasits. She nodded.

'Never let me go.' she said, burying her head into his chest and Changkyun hugged her tightly.

#monsta x #changkyun #monsta x imagines #monsta x scenarios #monsta x smut #monsta x fluff #changkyun smut #monsta x changkyun #changkyun fluff #changkyun drabble #changkyun angst #monsta x angst

[eternalmx]

i need a part 2 of "you are the reason" pls🥺🥺🥺❤️‍🩹

https://eternalmx.tumblr.com/post/633256913699815424/you-are-the-reason

oh my gosh!! hi! i accidentally never added part two to the master list but it's here if you still want to check it out! thank you for reading!! ♡

#asks

[eternalmx]

save me | im changkyun

🥀 A/n : Hey? Hello? Hi! It's been a while since I've written! I took a long break from this blog but somehow even despite me being inactive; you've all still showed my works such love and I can't explain how grateful I am! So thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thanks for sticking around and if you're new here! Hi! Nice to meet you, thanks for giving me a chance. My masterlist is here if you'd like to read more of my works! Requests are closed at the moment but I will open them up again soon hopefully! I hope you're well. You're loved, you matter. Take care of yourself angels! Eat well and stay hydrated! Just a disclaimer! I have not proof read this and English isn't my first language so bear with me!

warnings : mentions of anxiety & lots of fluff! ♡

genre : fluff

wc | 975

[1:26pm] It's been a few hours since she's gotten off the phone with her fiance. Her anxiety was through the roof, noticing he's been acting weird all day. He normally checks in regularly through the day but today? One text at most and when she called he he was in a rush to hang up they didn't even have the chance to say anything important.

She was headed home, nerves through the roof, worried something was wrong. Did she do something? Say something? Maybe she hasn't been present enough? Works been taking up most of her and stressing her out to the point she's forgot to eat and doesn't sleep much. But one thing always helps, no matter what. Home. Him.

A lot of people like to describe home as a place. But to her. Home was a feeling....a person. It was him. Changkyun. Her best friend, her fiance, her other half, her person. Her past, present, and future was all him. He provided her with a sense of security, safety, and peace. Having someone to hide and confide in when things got overwhelming. Having a person to calm the storm in your mind and remind you daily that's you're doing well. Someone to keep you afloat when all you want to do is drown. To her, that was home.

"Babe?" she called out as she opened the front door.

"In the backyard!" Changkyun shouted back, his voice seemingly strained.

She made her way through the house. Greetings her pets, and dog as she made her way to the backyard. The backyard was covered in flowers along the fence. Wildflowers, roses, sunflowers, hydranges, lillies, you name it it was probably in their backyard. With a large green patch in the middle and a small patio by the back door.

"What are yo-" she asked, stopping short as she took in the sight in front of her.

The backyard was covered in fairy lights running from the top of one fence to the other. A freshly cut flower bouquet in the hands of the person she calls home.A blanket with pillows, a small picnic basket, and a projector sat in the middle of the backyard.

"Surprise!" he said, shyly, as she looked at him in awe. Soft music played in the background. He crooked smile made her heart race a thousand miles a minute. His dimples shining under the fairy lights.

"What's the special occasion?" she asked, as she walked over to him. He tilted his head, looking at her. That was one thing she loves about him No matter how much time as passed, that look, the one he gives her every day never faded. He admired her daily, the love he held for her shining through his eyes. It never dulled. One look from him caused her heart to skip a beat no matter what.

"No special occasion baby. Just wanted to do something for you." he handed her the flowers, placing a kiss on her forehead. Her eyes started to burn, tears threatening to spill.

"Flowers for me? Why?" she asked, looking up at him.

"Because I know you've been having a rough week and Ive noticed you been anxious about everything so I wanted to do something nice for you." he turned around, waving his hand, gesturing at the little set up he made. She looked down at the flowers, shaking her head softly.

"I didn't.... I didn't think anyone noticed." she said, tears filling her eyes. Blinking back tears, a few years escaped her closed eyes.

He hooked his fingers underneath her chin, tilting her head up. "I always notice you babe. Don't ever hide from me" he said softly, his thumb wiping her tears. He placed kisses on her cheeks, seemingly kissing her tears away. She sighed from him touch. Leaning into him. Flowers still in hand, she wrapped her arms around him as he did the same. His lips resting against her head.

"Thank you...for all of this. I needed it." she said, head resting on his chest. She dropped the flowers down onto the blanket to hug him better. Her hands resting on his shoulders, his hands wrapped tightly around her waist. He hummed in response, kissing her head for what felt like the millionth time. They swayed slowly to the music for quite some time before he pulled away.

"What do you need from me?" Changkyun asked, running his hands up and down her arms, noticing goosebumps breakout from the soft breeze.

"Just hold me please" she said, meeting his eyes as she gave him a shy smile. She went to lean back into him before he stopped her halfway.

"Your wish is my command but before that I ask you give your handsome fiance a proper kiss. " he said, pouting out his lips and pointing to them. She laughed lightly, stood on her tip toes and kissed him. He pulled her closer, arm wrapping around her tightly once again. His younger grazed her bottom lip, asking for permission. She opened her mouth, their tongues dancing. She moaned softly into the kiss. The taste of his mouth like mint and cinnamon. After another minute or so she pulled away. Both breathless from the kiss.

"It's getting cold so we should go inside and change into warmer clothes then come back to watch the movie." she agreed as she walked after him. Once inside, he stopped her half midway. Hugging her tightly, holding all her pieces together.

"I'll always hold you, you only have to ask" Changkyun whispered in her ear before he let her go and they went to change and made their way back outside to spend the night under the stars, watching a movie and exsisting in their own little world. This is what her home was. Someone who knew you needed comfort without saying it.

[eternalmx]

save me | im changkyun

🥀 A/n : Hey? Hello? Hi! It's been a while since I've written! I took a long break from this blog but somehow even despite me being inactive; you've all still showed my works such love and I can't explain how grateful I am! So thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thanks for sticking around and if you're new here! Hi! Nice to meet you, thanks for giving me a chance. My masterlist is here if you'd like to read more of my works! Requests are closed at the moment but I will open them up again soon hopefully! I hope you're well. You're loved, you matter. Take care of yourself angels! Eat well and stay hydrated! Just a disclaimer! I have not proof read this and English isn't my first language so bear with me!

warnings : mentions of anxiety & lots of fluff! ♡

genre : fluff

wc | 975

[1:26pm] It's been a few hours since she's gotten off the phone with her fiance. Her anxiety was through the roof, noticing he's been acting weird all day. He normally checks in regularly through the day but today? One text at most and when she called he he was in a rush to hang up they didn't even have the chance to say anything important.

She was headed home, nerves through the roof, worried something was wrong. Did she do something? Say something? Maybe she hasn't been present enough? Works been taking up most of her and stressing her out to the point she's forgot to eat and doesn't sleep much. But one thing always helps, no matter what. Home. Him.

A lot of people like to describe home as a place. But to her. Home was a feeling....a person. It was him. Changkyun. Her best friend, her fiance, her other half, her person. Her past, present, and future was all him. He provided her with a sense of security, safety, and peace. Having someone to hide and confide in when things got overwhelming. Having a person to calm the storm in your mind and remind you daily that's you're doing well. Someone to keep you afloat when all you want to do is drown. To her, that was home.

"Babe?" she called out as she opened the front door.

"In the backyard!" Changkyun shouted back, his voice seemingly strained.

She made her way through the house. Greetings her pets, and dog as she made her way to the backyard. The backyard was covered in flowers along the fence. Wildflowers, roses, sunflowers, hydranges, lillies, you name it it was probably in their backyard. With a large green patch in the middle and a small patio by the back door.

"What are yo-" she asked, stopping short as she took in the sight in front of her.

The backyard was covered in fairy lights running from the top of one fence to the other. A freshly cut flower bouquet in the hands of the person she calls home.A blanket with pillows, a small picnic basket, and a projector sat in the middle of the backyard.

"Surprise!" he said, shyly, as she looked at him in awe. Soft music played in the background. He crooked smile made her heart race a thousand miles a minute. His dimples shining under the fairy lights.

"What's the special occasion?" she asked, as she walked over to him. He tilted his head, looking at her. That was one thing she loves about him No matter how much time as passed, that look, the one he gives her every day never faded. He admired her daily, the love he held for her shining through his eyes. It never dulled. One look from him caused her heart to skip a beat no matter what.

"No special occasion baby. Just wanted to do something for you." he handed her the flowers, placing a kiss on her forehead. Her eyes started to burn, tears threatening to spill.

"Flowers for me? Why?" she asked, looking up at him.

"Because I know you've been having a rough week and Ive noticed you been anxious about everything so I wanted to do something nice for you." he turned around, waving his hand, gesturing at the little set up he made. She looked down at the flowers, shaking her head softly.

"I didn't.... I didn't think anyone noticed." she said, tears filling her eyes. Blinking back tears, a few years escaped her closed eyes.

He hooked his fingers underneath her chin, tilting her head up. "I always notice you babe. Don't ever hide from me" he said softly, his thumb wiping her tears. He placed kisses on her cheeks, seemingly kissing her tears away. She sighed from him touch. Leaning into him. Flowers still in hand, she wrapped her arms around him as he did the same. His lips resting against her head.

"Thank you...for all of this. I needed it." she said, head resting on his chest. She dropped the flowers down onto the blanket to hug him better. Her hands resting on his shoulders, his hands wrapped tightly around her waist. He hummed in response, kissing her head for what felt like the millionth time. They swayed slowly to the music for quite some time before he pulled away.

"What do you need from me?" Changkyun asked, running his hands up and down her arms, noticing goosebumps breakout from the soft breeze.

"Just hold me please" she said, meeting his eyes as she gave him a shy smile. She went to lean back into him before he stopped her halfway.

"Your wish is my command but before that I ask you give your handsome fiance a proper kiss. " he said, pouting out his lips and pointing to them. She laughed lightly, stood on her tip toes and kissed him. He pulled her closer, arm wrapping around her tightly once again. His younger grazed her bottom lip, asking for permission. She opened her mouth, their tongues dancing. She moaned softly into the kiss. The taste of his mouth like mint and cinnamon. After another minute or so she pulled away. Both breathless from the kiss.

"It's getting cold so we should go inside and change into warmer clothes then come back to watch the movie." she agreed as she walked after him. Once inside, he stopped her half midway. Hugging her tightly, holding all her pieces together.

"I'll always hold you, you only have to ask" Changkyun whispered in her ear before he let her go and they went to change and made their way back outside to spend the night under the stars, watching a movie and exsisting in their own little world. This is what her home was. Someone who knew you needed comfort without saying it.

#monsta x #changkyun #monsta x imagines #monsta x scenarios #monsta x smut #monsta x fluff #changkyun fluff #changkyun drabble #monsta x changkyun #changkyun smut #changkyun moodboard

[eternalmx]

welcome back sweetie. :) missed you.🖤

🥺💜 thank you so much. I'm happy to be back

#asks #my heart is full 🥺

[eternalmx]

fortune. | im changkyun

🏹a/n: Hello! ♡ Long time no see. Ahh; I abandoned this blog for a few months so I want to apologise to those who anticipated updates from me here. I am back and super excited to be writing again! I've been gone a while but I came back to 2k. It's crazy because when I left it was at about 680 so the fact that you're still reading my work and sharing it means the world. I will open request up in a few days and update some stuff here. I hope all is well. Thank you a million times for sticking around. 💜 As always; sorry for any grammer errors.

warnings : slightly suggestive

genre: fluff

wc | 772

[11:23pm] This was it. Everything bad that happens during his day is worth it in these moments. Her. Her smile. Her laugh. Her presence. Most of all the comfortable silence that falls upon them as they lay there on the grass, staring up into the night sky.

"How was your day?" she asked softly, turning to lay on her side as she grabbed his hand and played with his fingers.

"Better now that I'm with you" Changkyun says, winking up at her.

"Oh c'mon, you think that's going to work on me?" she argued playfully.

"Not at all but it is true. Everything's better with you around." he mimicked your movements, playing with your hands.

"Want a fortune cookie?" she asked, trying to push aside how flustered he makes her. He laughed lightly and sat up.

"You carry fortune cookies with you all the time?" he said raising an eyebrow at her.

"Noooo, we didn't eat them after dinner so I put them in my bag before we left." she says, making him smile at her. She pulled them out and handed one to him.

"You believe in these things?" he asks, tilting his head at her.

"I don't think I do but sometimes it says what we need to hear and I think there's some comfort in it. Maybe it'll tell you to marry me tomorrow if I'm luck" she says; shooting a wink his way seeing his cheeks grow red under the glow of the moonlight.

"Is that what you want?" he asks.

"Want what? To marry you? I'd marry you right now if you ask. Though I do ask when you do ask me, assuming you will someday that you don't make a big scene. I want it to just be us babe. Something only you and I can share when all that's left between us is memories." she says, peeling the wrapper from the fortune cookie. Changkyun smiles slightly and does the same.

"So what's the verdict?" she asks; leaning over to peak at his fortune.

"Happy news is on its way to you....That's lame" he says, crumpling the paper between his left hand.

"Oh c'mon you grouch. Happy news! Everyone likes happy news don't they? Mine says; 'you can create your own happiness'..." she sat there for a minute moment and shrugged. "Maybe you're right these are lame" she huffed out a breath and laid her head on his lap. They both are their cookies in silence before Changkyun spoke up.

"Yours wasn't too bad" he said, looking down at her.

"Yeah? How so?" she asked, keeping her eyes on the night sky.

"That's what you're doing already. When you said you hope we get married someday. Creative your own happiness" he said, as she felt him shift a little. "Sit up for me, will you?" he asked softly pushing her up.

"What are you doing?" she asked, eyeing him suspiciously as his hands were moving around in the pocket of his sweats.

"Well... I was going to wait until next week to do this because I had a nice dinner planned and a whole speech I was going to deliver but then you said earlier you don't want fancy so..." he said, pulling a box out his pocket. Her head tilted to the side as she watched him open it. Revealing a heart shaped purple diamond connected to a infinity band. Her hands clasped against her mouth.

"Will you marry me?" Changkyun asked, flashing her his dimples and crooked smile. She squealed and jumped on his lap. Kissing him hard.

"Is that a yes?" he asked, laughing against her lips.

"It's a yes in a million different worlds Kyun. Yes yes yes yes! I'm going to be your wife!" she exclaimed happily as he slipped the ring on her finger.

"I'm going to be your husband" he smiled against her lips. She kissed him and rocked her hips slightly agaisnt his. Changkyun inhaled sharply.

"Ya know, I've never made love to my fiance" she says, slowly rocking her hips as his eyes fluttered shut.

"I think my fortune might not be too bad after all" he said, in a whisper.

"How so?" she asked, stopping her movements.

"You said yes, happy news was on its way" he said, as she playfully slapped his shoulder. He kissed the tip of her nose and stood up still holding her.

"Now let's go home before we get arrested for public nudity" he says, plastering kisses all over her face.

"I'm marrying a fool" she laughed into his neck.

"Only a fool for you" he said, kissing her again.

#monsta x #monsta x imagines #monsta x scenarios #monsta x smut #monsta x fluff #changkyun #changkyun fluff #changkyun drabble #monsta x changkyun #changkyun smut

[eternalmx]

you are the reason. (pt 2) | im changkyun

genre : fluff

wc | 3k+

a/n : this was requested a while back when I wrote the first part but I've never got around to it. I originally wasn't going to make a part two but this is one of my favorite pieces I've written and I reread it all the time because it brings me a lot of comfort. I hope it makes you heart full and warm so here's part two! ♡. part one here! As always;; sorry for any typos.

{1:26pm} "Hey, can I come in?" Changkyun said. Knocking lightly on the door as opening it a little.

"What? No no no! It's bad luck!" she yelled. Pushing the door closed. He laughter filled the air from the other side of the door.

"I see you everyday babe. What makes today different?" he asked. He was only joking, she can tell because she knew him like the back of her hand. The smile evident in his voice.

"Today is extra special. You know this" she said, resting her head against the door. "What do you want kyun?"

"I wanted to give you something but it's too late now. I'll get going" Changkyun said, lowering his voice, as she unlocked the door and stuck her hand out.

"Give it" she said, smiling to herself as his hand held her, squeezed it gently before placing a small box in her palm.

"Open it while I'm here please" he asked.

"Okay." She said softly; leaving the door cracked so she can talk to him. He sat outside the door on the other side as she mimicked his actions.

"Well?" Changkyun asked nervously.

"Babe...." she said, as she opened the box. A small heart necklace with their initials and the date engraved onto it.

"I know it's nothing special but can you wear it when you walk out? I would show you but I have a similar one on. I got two one for you and one for me" he said, his voice was warm. It was different. He wasn't the type of guy to get flustered or nervous but today was different.

"Who knew you were a matching necklace type of guy?" she said laughing, as she placed the necklace around her neck.

"There's still a lot of things you haven't discovered about me yet babe" Changkyun said with a cocky tone.

"Oh I bet." she said, admiring the charm on the on her neck. "I can't wait to spend forever learning them" she added soon after. Nerves filling her body as she leaned against the door, head resting against it softly.

"Are you nervous?" he asked.

"A little" she answered truthfully.

"Me too" Chankyun said, in a small whisper.

"The Im Changkyun. The man who is ready to curse any guy who looks my direction out is nervous?" she asked, trying to calm their nerves.

"Hey! You're mine to look at not theirs! I have my reasons. Just like when you kicked that one girl out of my studio and then sedu-" he said, arguing back playful before she cut him off.

"I GET IT!" she said, laughing. The sould like music to his ears. The guest outside the venue filling the yard with laughter and music as they filtered in and got seated.

"I should get going angel" Changkyun said. His voice low but the smile still on his face.

"I love when you call me angel, you know" she said, smiling to herself.

"Just wait till you hear my vows" he said, as she heard him get up.

"I love you" she said to him through the door.

"I love you" he responded as he stick his hand through the crack of the door. She reached up and kissed his palm before he pulled away.

"See you out there" Changkyun said, walking away and making obnoxious kiss noises as he walked down the hall.

Changkyun's P.O.V

There she stood in front of me. Her hair in a bun and a small silver crown on her head. The cherry blossoms falling off the tree making the moment that much more breathtaking. She's always been beautiful to me. I didn't think she could get more beautiful but as she stood in front of me I second guessed it.

"You look beautiful" I said to my girl. The nerves making my palms sweaty as she smiled at me and mouthed a 'thank you'.

"Shh" she said, laughing slightly as she winked at me. Her hand softly playing with the charm I had given her earlier signaling she was nervous like me.

"If we may start the ceremony now" the priest said, smiling between the two of us. The yard filled with guests but it felt like it was only her and I in this moment.

"Sir, you may say your vows" he motioned towards me as I pulled a paper out of my pocket. I laughed nervously as I fumbled to open the paper. My hands shaking slightly as I held it open in my hands.

"To my love" I say, clearing my throat so my words are clearer. "My soulmate even. The person I am more than ready to spend the rest of my life with. Today's the beginning of the next chapter. Our chapter. All our chapters have been intertwined leading up to today but now it's finally our chapter. I don't know what these chapters have in store for us but I promise to stay by your side through it all. The ups. The downs. The bad. The good. I will be there. Just like you've been there all these years. You know me better than I know me and I never thought I'd find someone who's knock the air out of me until I met you. I look forward to you asking me what's wrong before I know what's wrong with me." I say, choking on my words and take a deep breath.

"Don't cry. If you cry I'll cry and we both know that won't be good" she whispered to me, causing me to laugh.

"I look forward to our 3am drives. Your midnight concerts in our kitchen. The endless stories about your days. Waking up to you and going to sleep next to you. I look forward to our forever. I love you." I finished off. Closing the paper and rubbing my sweaty palms on my suit.

Her P.O.V:

"Ma'am, your vows please" the priest says to me.

"Well... I don't have a piece of paper or a tear jerker of a speech planned. You know me better than I know myself and took the words right out of my mouth" I say and the guests laugh at my nervousness.

"Im Changkyun. The guy I would give the world too if I could. You have the purest heart of any person I've ever come across in all my years of life. You love me at my lowest and praise me at my highest. I whom belongs only to you, look forward to our next chapter. I look forward to kissing you goodmorning and cuddling you goodnight. For the many shared moments ahead of us. I can't wait to share every midnight with you from today forward. Thank you for loving me unconditionally up until know and for wanting to love me for even longer. To my best friend, my soulmate, the guy who taught me how to love and what it's like to be loved. I love you, let's plan forever together." I say, tears falling down my cheek.

Changkyun hands reached over wiping the tears off my cheeks as he smiles at me. His eyes watery as I take a deep breath and we hold hands.

"I love you" he mouthed at me as I returned the saying.

"Do you take the beautiful lady before you to be your wife?" the priest asks to Changkyun.

"I do" he says, placing a beautiful purple diamond on her left hand.

"Ma'am, do you take Im Changkyun, to be your husband?" the priest asks her as she looked up at Changkyun.

"I do" she says, placing the wedding band engraved with the day in purple on his left hand.

"I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride" the priest says, smiling fondly between the two.

The crowd caps and cheers as their lips met. The kiss lasting long as his hand reached the back of her head as he kissed her. Once he pulled away she adjusted his bow tie on his neck as he kissed her nose softly. The air filled with claps and cheers from family and friends as they walk down the isle. Flower petals filling the air as they waved at the guests.

"So our chapter begins" he says to his beautiful bride. Her eyes twinkling as she looked at him and smiled.

"So it begins" she said, as they push the door open to the venue and disappear inside before the reception starts.

#monsta x #monsta x imagines #monsta x scenarios #monsta x smut #monsta x fluff #changkyun #changkyun imagines #changkyun scenarios #changkyun smut #changkyun x reader

[eternalmx]

1:26am + changkyun + #9 🙄💜

«1:26»

9. “On your knees and say ‘Ah~’”

Genre: Smut

a/n: Here’s your Changkyun smut 🙄💜

My back against the cold tiled shower wall is a complete contrast to the warmth the hot water and his body was bringing to my front. His plump lips sucking lightly on my neck as his hips roll carefully into mine. He didn’t need to be rough to make me see stars and feel weak. I try my best to stay put on my one leg, his other hand holding the other one close to his hip. My moans and his grunts echo freely in the bathroom and I hear him chuckle lowly in my neck.

“That’s a good thing your roommate isn’t here~” He says as he raises his head to put his forehead against mine.

“We still have fun when she’s here.” It’s between two moans that I manage to say a proper sentence.

“Yeah but I don’t get to hear you like that… Fuck.” He swears after I clench around him at his words. “I’m almost there..” If it wasn’t for the shower, I could have been able to see sweat dripping down his neck and forehead. But his wet hair messily slicked back is just as hot and I’m not complaining.

“Don’t come inside.” I quiver as his hips almost snap into mine to chase his high. He grunts in answer and I start to fully lose myself as he hits this one perfect spot over and over. “Don’t come now please, keep going.. Kyun~” He chuckles at my messy sentence and clenches his teeth, his hips still meeting mine perfectly. He brings his free hand down to circle my swollen bud and it doesn’t take long for me to violently arch my back off the wall as I cry his name in between my moans.

“Shit.. On your knees and say ‘Ah~’” He pulls out of me, my core still throbbing through the orgasm and I do as he says.

He pumps himself a few times before strings of cum spill in and on my mouth. Once he’s done with a long groan, I look up a bit to see his expression and I can die happy. His eyebrows furrowed, eyes closed and his chest heaving with his mouth slightly agape. Droplets of water sliding down his torso and falling off his wet locks. He’s just breath taking. I bring my thumb up to my lips and wipe some of his semen off to bring it to my mouth. He opens his eyes and his cheeks blush lightly.

“That’s kinda hot~”

#speechless....🙄💜 #whoever requested this;; big brained dnsndjd #was it me?.... #🙄💜 #ali bean❤️ #just a biased girl here excuse me #recs #not but this was ✨✨✨✨ #no*

[eternalmx]

My love I have a very sweet request for you 🥺 you can save this for later if you would rather fulfill someone else’s request

May I get Changkyun + on campus (uni) + confession time friends to lovers????

a/n: Hope you like it my love <3

Genre: Fluff

Here goes nothing.

“I think.. mhh” I look down at my hands and Changkyun turns his head to look at me. I look back up at him. The lavender hanging on the wooden arch above us made him look unreal. I can feel my cheek burn up and I try to contain myself.

“What do you think Y/N?” He says with a low chuckle.

“I—“ I feel something fall on my eye then cheek.

“Don’t move.” He brings his hand up and shows me the little lavender bud he took off my face. I smile at it and he places it in my hair. “That’s definitely your color.” He says nonchalantly with a small smile on his lips.

“Th—Thanks?”

“It’s not an insult.”

“I would hope so.” We both end up laughing.

“So, what do you think?”

“I think.. I like your face.”

“Mhh?” His eyes almost double size and he starts to laugh his heart out. “It’s not that funny..”

“You like my face? Y/N, what does that mean?”

“Ugh..” I sigh at my dumb phrase. “I don’t know?” I close my eyes then look away.

“What about me?”

“What?”

“Do you like me?” I can’t help my cheeks from blushing and burning up making him laugh and giving a pretty straight answer. He takes my cheeks in his hand and brings my closer to kiss right under my right eye, then my nose. “I like you~” He says his face still close to mine.

“I like you too.” I say still trying to compute what had just happen.

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the wisp sings. | lee jooheon.

➵ genre: fuff, angst.

➵ warnings : none;; you may cry. I apologise. ♡ pain

➵ wc | 1040

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[eternalmx]

anon requested : Hello angel! can i request a changkyun fluff where he invites s/o to a slow dance? Hehe u can decide the storyline!

🦋a/n : I was so happy to get this request like fjdjdj I've been wanting to write something like this but didn't know how to go about it and NOW?!? UGH THANK YOU🥺💕 I hope this makes you happy and warm and fuzzy!

warnings : THIS IS FLUFFY PLS🥺❤️ I AM CRYING STILL....

You Are The Reason.

{9:15𝖕𝖒} The lights at your sister's wedding were beautiful. The air was nice. The air filled with laughter, glasses clinking, smiles, kids running around. You were sitting at a table in the corner waiting for him to get back from the bathroom.

"Hey beautiful" he says, as he sits next to you. His arm sprawls across the back of you chair. His dimples on full display.

"Hey handsome" you say, leaning in to leave a kiss on his cheek. He smiles and grabs your hand as he begins to stand up.

"Where are you going?" you asked, about to let his hand go but his grip tightens.

"I want a dance with my beautiful girlfriend before everyone around us gets completely trashed and ruins the dance floor" he says, slightly tugging at your hand.

"Kyun... I" you say, avoiding eye contact.

"You invited me to come to your sister's wedding and won't even dance with me?" he said, titling and his head to look at you. His hand lifts your chin so you're looking into his beautiful brown eyes.

"Only one." you says, sighing and standing up.

"That's enough for me, babe" he said, taking your hand and leading you to the dance floor. "Hold on one second!" he says, leaving you in the middle of the dance floor, alone. You looked around awkwardly. He came rushing back and placed his hands on your hips.

"What's wrong?" you asked, frowning a bit.

"Nothing, I just requested a song for us to dance to, that's all." he said, as it starts playing.

As the song starts play, he guides your hand to his shoulders and his hands rest on the small of your back. You both begin slowly swaying. The dance floor quiet empty with only a few couple. It felt like it was only to two in the room.

"It's so beautiful, don't you think?" you ask, him resting your head against his shoulder as you sway.

"What you? Yeah, you look beautiful but that's nothing new" he says, pulling back a little to look at you. His eyes were sparkling with the string lights illuminating in them.

"No, not me. The wedding" you say, playfully pushing him. You put your head back on his shoulder and he kisses your neck softly.

"Ours will be even better" he said, his hold on you getting tighter. You smiled into his neck.

"Ours?" you asked, picking your head up to look at him while dancing.

"You heard me. I'm not planning on letting anyone else in this world have you" he said, shooting you a wink. His long black hair in his eyes as he tried to shake it out of the way. He was beautiful as always. His black suit looked so wonderful on him. You reached up to touch his cheeks and pushed his hair back a bit. Leaving you hand in his cheek he leaned in and kisses your palm.

"Who says I wat to get married?" you asked, challenging him and raising an eyebrow to him.

"C'mon babe, I know you, I watched you the whole ceremony. You had that look in your eyes that said 'i can't wait for this to be mine'" he said softly. You shook you head softly.

"You should've been watching the ceremony" you said, softly smiling. The song was slowly down and you listened to the lyrics.

'I'd climb every mountain, I'd swim every ocean.Just to be with you,and fix what I've broken. Cause I need you to see that you are the reason'

"Why'd you pick this song?" you asked, looking at him in his brown eyes.

"I love you. After all these years, tours, fights, and the many good things too. Here we are. You're still here with me. You didn't leave when things got difficult. You didn't leave when I got difficult. You stayed with me and for that I love you." he says, his cheeks growing red from the confession.

"Im Changkyun....." you says, softly, looking at him as you both stopped swaying.

"Wait, let me finish please. I know it's not the place but I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to have people congratulate us for making it. For being in love. I want to see you happy every day. I want to wake up next to you and fall asleep next you every day and night. I want to be with you and love you like you deserve to be loved. I want to be your husband. I want to have kids someday that look like you and I and we tell them stories about how you and I met, when we broke up and didn't think we'd be here right now, together. I want to complete this love story that is ours. I want to start a new book. I love you, will you marry me?" he asked. He didn't get on one knee and no he didn't have a ring. Not because he wasn't prepared or it was last minute but because this was your thing. You never wanted the glitz and glam of his lifestyle. You were never with him for money in the first place. Only for him. The man you loved.

"Yes, I will marry you Im Changkyun" you said, throwing yourself in his arms. You kissed him as he lifted you up of the floor a little bit and smiled into the kiss.

"I am so in love with you" he says, hands pushing your hair out of your face.

"I am so in love with you" you say back. You sister walks by and smiles as the song finishes. Nobody else noticed but she did. It was just a moment between you and changkyun. ' Congratulations!' she mouthed to you as she took her seat in the middle of the main table.

🦋a/n : I AM IN TEAR I AM DEVASTED FJFJD. I REALLY WROTE THIS THROUGH TEARS IM- anyways, first off just to clarify this one thing, he did propose but this is also s/o's sister wedding so it wasn't a huge official proposal etc because I'm y'all should not be getting engaged and taking the spotlight off the couple of the day. But her sister knew and yes they did get engaged🥺❤️(part 2 anyone??? 👉🏼👈🏼)