etheralvoid

[etheralvoid]

i just want to go home

home away from home

a place where my emotions

aren't whipping up a storm

tear down the walls of my heart

to build their arms of hate

arms of love are what i need

to hold you near my soul

#poetry #idk what this is

[etheralvoid]

Twelve points to the font

twelve points away from my sanity

Margins as wide

as the ledge I’m hanging from

The weak will rise

and the strong will fall

The tables have turned

with their heads

in disbelief

Survival of the fittest

but I’m out of shape

#poetry #school #this is heckin old and i just found it lol #e d g y lmao

[etheralvoid]

maybe we express our love in different ways

maybe you dont lust for the warmth of my arms

in the middle of the night the way I do for you

and thats okay

you say its in the words I say

I say its in the things you do

when I show up with my hair sweaty and messy

with no makeup and bags under my eyes

but you hold me tight as if to say its alright

maybe im not good at finding the words to say

for when it matters most

I say its in the warmth of your eyes

pulling me back to reality

even if its just a memory

in the darkness of night

maybe I cant read people the way you do

maybe I cant paint pictures with words

or write poetry with a picture

maybe it doesnt matter

maybe all that matters is how you make me feel

how I smile when I see you

how I dont feel your presence

but ache during your absence

sometimes words can help

other times they don’t want to flow

maybe I dont know how to show affection

because I never had to

wanted to

until you

#poetry #love #more like ''poetry'' lol #i suck at writing

[etheralvoid]

a heart of ice,

brain set ablaze

never calm

never deserving

of what i’ve gotten.

all the love

the hate

the fear

the compassion.

when did you decide

that i was worthy?

i locked myself away

far from the light.

how did you break in?

brain and heart, once apart

now a part of who i am

my love

of you

and hate

of me

heart and brain

mind and soul.

fears arise

and i fall

back down

down

d

    o

      w

        n

towards the ground

you pull me out

the depths of my mind

a mine of pain

and discovery

of who i am

and who you are

to me

and i think i know now

maybe you do too

#poetry #this one is so old #but i never posted it anywhere #depression /

[etheralvoid]

i need a plunger

everything gets sucked in down, down down the drain of my mind till it gets backed up and spews out my eyes

#what the fuck is this bullshit #oh well at least I'm writing ? #poetry

[etheralvoid]

me: *makes a poetry blog*

me: *never fuckin writes poetry*