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Name: Michael Makowski
AKA: Mike, Vampir
Gender: Cis-Male
Age: 21+, usually at least 23-24
Sexuality: Queer *Which there is a note at the bottom for this* (As defined by https://www.hercampus.com/school/cal-poly/various-types-sexuality-explained will be shown below) Queer is a very ambiguous word. It has many different definitions and uses, but here I will try to define it as simply as possible. Basically, a queer person does not conform to traditional gender or sexuality norms
Face Claim: Efren Garza
Personality: Kind, Understanding, Intelligent, Actually knows how to fight but prefers not to, Enjoys dark elements but prefers it as awe and not a way to hurt someone, Is TECHNICALLY a form of Goth, Aspires to show others that Goths are NOT what society or Michael makes them all out to be and prefers the true history, Loves history, Loves ancient burial sites and rites, Travels when he can, A huge cuddle bug, Just loves to be nice to as many people as he can, Tends to hide his crushes and just work to make others happy before himself.
History: Always bullied by Michael and his group, Mike just did his best to keep to his own group and be loving to everyone who joined them. He played a father-figure to many of the younger vamp kids. He always had to be the mature one, the smart one, the one to turn to... He never really got the chance to be a kid... especially not with his "Dad” always acting out. Due to that, he sometimes has difficulties expressing himself and his feelings in an honest and constructive way.
Sometimes: Loses his temper... like REALLY loses his temper in full out “take me on” fashion. Is also the kind to sometimes get fed up enough that he’ll step up to bat, take off his shoes and say he took them off because he doesn’t want to break their nose when he kicks them.
Other: Michael is the reason he can’t use his full name because he had his life threatened if anyone referred to him as Michael.
MUN NOTE:
I understand ‘queer’ is a word that some find offensive. I promise you I am not using it in that form. I am a hetero-flexible trans-man in a homosexual relationship and I would NOT undermine our battle. Queer was fought to be reclaimed, do not let them take it back.
HOWEVER... If you would prefer I not use the word queer around you then simply ask and I will refer to him as gender-flexible in appearance and pansexual in sexuality. However you want to bend it. Basically, he doesn’t care what someone has or identifies, he does it for love. He doesn’t dress a certain way because of xyz but because he simply wants to, whether it applies to gender-norms or not.
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Look Who’s Back
I’ll make my attempts to make this blog more active. Had to reset the password because I forgot the damn thing.
Anyway, coming back and going to work more. POSSIBLY, upload art.
Warning: Some changes will be made.
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He glanced over, “Can I watch you play Zoo Tycoon instead..?” Moving, he curled to lay around the other. He was comfortable watching Larry play games and laying close by.
I Wanna Play A Game The Playstation Okay - CLOSED
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“You’ve moped for the better part of an hour, boss.” He replied, smiling slightly as he rubbed a hand through the other’s hair, massaging his scalp absently, “We should play some games or something, get your mind off of it? I could start with Viva Pinata and we could go from there?”
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“Thank you my friend.” He smiled, petting the other’s hair while the smaller hugged him. Chuckling lightly, he flipped Larry’s ponytail playfully, “How about we go do something fun? There’s a party tonight...?”
You’re A Sky Full Of Stars - CLOSED
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“That’s good to know, my lord.” Larry chuckled, happy to step a little closer and hug the taller man. It was always a little awkward, but he didn’t mind so much anymore. Once one was used to being told he was short by so many people, he had no choice but to accept it. “You’re a good person, too. If I go anywhere, you can come in, no invites necessary.”
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Mike’s brows drew together and he smiled softly, “Larry... You’re my best friend... One of my closest... I know that we’d work well together... we always do... I just... worry about what if it didn’t work out or... what if... I couldn’t treat you well enough..?”
Let Me Out Of My Head - CLOSED
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“I– I mean, I just–” Wow, he really hadn’t meant to say that. He shouldn’t have had to explain himself, not when Mike had been going on about someone that he wanted to mate. It wasn’t fair for him to go out and say stuff like that, and the second it left his lips, he knew it.
“Y-yes.” Larry had a hard time lying to anyone, and he licked his lips, “I’ve… Probably been in love with you for a very long, long time. But I… I wouldn’t push anything.” He held up his hands in a placating gesture, “I’ll support you in whoever you decide to mate.”
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Slavic Bestiary by Lucas Staniec
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Conversation
you: *opens my audio biography*
me: hi welcome to my audio biography.. chapter 1.. [begins screaming for 4 hours]
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Send “I’m a little fishy” for an AU where my muse turns into a merperson whenever they get soaked with water.
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“I’m not the solution, I’m the problem.”
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‘DANGER DAYS’ BY MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE : STARTER SENTENCES !
I’m sure there’s already one of these,   if not multiple,   floating around somewhere,   but I’ve never seen it,  personally,   so.    Here !     I switched up the phrasing of some of the lyrics to make sense ; feel free to change things to suit your needs,    like pronouns,   tenses,    etc.
NA NA NA :
“Drugs, gimme drugs.” “Hit the gas, kill them all.” “I’ll take what I want from your heart, and I’ll keep it.” “Shut up and sing with me!” “Keep your apology.” “Shut up and let me see your jazz hands.” “Remember when you were a madman?” “Kiss me, you animal.” “You fuck like a Kennedy.” “What will save us?” “Everybody wants to change the world, but no one wants to die.” “Make no apologies.” “It’s death or victory.” “I’d rather be in Hell than go to Purgatory.” “Pull this pin, let this world explode.”
BULLETPROOF HEART :
“I’m who I’ve got to be.” “These pigs are after me.” “We could run away from here.” “Let’s blow a hole in this town!” “[NAME], could you come back home?” “Let me be the one to save you.” “Stop your preaching right there, cuz I really don’t care.” “Get me out of my head.” “It’s getting kinda cramped, y'know.” “I know how much you hate this.” “We ain’t gonna be the ones left standing.”
SING :
“You’ve got to see what tomorrow needs.” “You’ve got to be what tomorrow needs.” “Use your voice every single time you open up your mouth.” “You’ve got to make a choice.” “Raise your voice every single time they try and shut your mouth.” “I refuse to answer.” “Keep running!” “Every time that you lose it, sing it for the world.”
PLANETARY (GO!) : 
“There might be something outside your window.” “You’ll just never know.” “If Heaven ain’t got a vacancy, then we just get up and go.” “Fame is now injectable.” “Faith is unavailable.” “I can’t slow down.” “I won’t be waiting for you.” “I can’t stop now.” “Don’t fuck around, this is our last chance.” “Come kill the party with me.” “Just leave the party with me, and never go home.” “You’re unbelievable.” “You ruin everything.” “You better go home.” “I’m undefeatable.” “Let’s ruin everything.” “Are we still having fun?” “Are you holding the gun?” “Take the money and run.” “I think I better go now.” “Go home!”
THE ONLY HOPE FOR ME IS YOU :
“Where were you when all of the embers fell?” “I still remember them.” “I still think of the bombs they built.” “You’re the only hope for me.” “What have we learned?” “I know you can tell.” “If there’s a place that I could, then I’d be another memory.” “If we can’t find where we belong, we’ll have to make it on our own.” “Face all the pain and take it on.” “The only hope for me is you alone.” “Remember me.”
PARTY POISON : 
“The car has a full tank, so we’re packing the explosives in a suitcase!” “Everybody pay attention to me!” “Now get your hands up!” “We’re gonna shine tonight.” “I sold my soul long ago for rock and roll.” “Get off the dance floor.” “Ain’t nobody gonna take my life.” “Ain’t nobody gonna get the best of me.” “Ain’t a preacher gonna save me now.”
SAVE YOURSELF, I’LL HOLD THEM BACK :
“Are y'all ready where you are?” “I’m coming for you now.” “I hope you’re ready for a firefight.” “We’re never leaving this place alive.” “Get off the ledge and drop the knife.” “I’m not a victim of a victim’s life.” “We can steal this car, if your folks don’t mind.” “We can live forever, if you’ve got the time.” “I’ll tell you all how the story ends.” “It ain’t about all the friends you made, but the graffiti they write on your grave.” “Salute the dead and lead the fight.” “I’m the only friend that makes you cry.” “You’re a heart attack in black hair dye.” “Just save yourself and I’ll hold them back tonight.” “You motherfucker!” “Be a burning star if it takes all night.” “Can you save yourself tonight?”
S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W   ( SCARECROW ) : 
“Everybody hide!” “Make a wish when your childhood dies.” “We’re all alone tonight.” “Count to seventeen and close your eyes.” “I’ll keep you safe inside.” “Never mind about the shape I’m in.” “We’re all in love tonight.” “Love won’t stop this bomb.”
SUMMERTIME : 
“Will you take me with you?” “And if you stay, I would even wait all night.” “How long until we find our way in the dark and out of harm?” “You can run away with me anytime you want.” “I was terrified of what I’d be.” “I don’t think I need them now.” “You stop the noise.”
DESTROYA : 
“Don’t believe what they say.” “They don’t like who you are.” “You won’t like where we’ll go.” “Brother, protect me now.” “You don’t believe in God.” “I don’t believe in luck.” “They don’t believe in us.” “I’m sick down from the bones to the other side.” “They laugh, we don’t think it’s funny.”
THE KIDS FROM YESTERDAY :
“This could be the last of all the rides we take.” “Hold on tight, and don’t look back.” “We’ll find you when the sun goes black.” “You only live forever in the lights you make.” “You only hear the music when your heart begins to break.” “Now we are the kids from yesterday.” “They only care if you can bleed.” “Does the television make you feel the pills you ate?” “Here we are, and we won’t stop breathing.”
VAMPIRE MONEY :
“3-2-1, we came to fuck.” “Sparkle like Bowie in the morning sun.” “The kids don’t care if you’re all right, honey.” “Pills don’t help, but it sure is funny.” “Hey, you look like somebody I used to know.” “We got the bomb.” “Get your finger on trigger, tap the barrel of the gun.” “Sing it like the kids that are mean to you.” “Oh, I’m such an idiot.” “Our music is way too loud.” “We’re gonna have to turn it down a little.” “I’m sorry.”
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❛ no playing nice when you live so selfish . ❜ (tragedyxboy)
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“You’re one to talk...” Mike muttered, “Out of all of South Park, I don’t think the Goth Kids are allowed to complain about being selfish... Not unless you’re talking about being less selfish than Cartman... Otherwise, your clique has got to be some of the most selfish people available...”
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Not being heard is no reason for silence. (Thingsaredifferentwhenyouredead)
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“I usually agree, Larry... I’m just really tired right now...” Mike laid on his side on the carpeted floor at Larry’s house. “I’m fine with continuing to yell until someone hears because it’s what’s right... I’m just really tired right now of not being heard and so I kind of... just want to mope for a moment...”
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“You make a good point...” He leaned slightly on the shorter, closing his eyes and taking a breath, “Do you think we’re actually helping anyone..? Or are we just lying to ourselves..?”
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“You really think so..?” He glanced over sadly, trying to believe the other, “I just… I want everyone to be happy, you know..? And sometimes that just…”
He sighed, “…Seems so impossible…”
“I do.” He replied softly, petting the other’s hair absently as he tugged him a little closer, a one-armed hug for now.
“And I know that feeling very well, too, Mike. The thing about it all is that you can only help someone as much as they want to be helped. It isn’t your job to fix everything. You want to…” He did, anyway, “But you can’t do more than they’re willing to accept. I mean, I guess you could, but it isn’t going to help either of you.”
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“Larry... it’s gonna be okay... I know you all love me and I love all the Vamp kids too... We’re a family... I’ll stay as long as I can, okay..?” Petting Larry’s cheek, he smiled softly and pulled him into a hug, “You’re a sweet guy... It’ll work out...”
Everyone Relies On Someone - CLOSED
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Brows drawn together, a hand rested on Larry’s shoulder after a moment while he forced a small smile, “Larry… I… I guess I could stay a little longer..? Consider it just a passing thought… I wouldn’t mind staying longer if you… really need me…”
With Mike initiating contact, Larry all but threw himself into the other’s arms, the water works already going. It took him hours when he’d first started to be able to get his eyeliner to run just right, but it took all but seconds for it to smear and run all the same when Mike was involved. “Please just… Stay a little longer.” He really couldn’t take it if Mike just left him. What he was talking about, it had all seemed so far away, but his trip was coming up and Larry was scared. Terrified, even. 
“I always need you. I love you.”
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Mike blinked and curled around his friend a little, relaxing against him, “Thanks... You always know the right things to say... I think that’s why everyone knows they can turn to you...”
Wrapping his arms around Larry, Mike buried his face some more and breathed in deeply, visibly relaxing. He was happy here...
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Reluctantly rolling over to scoot close to Larry, he buried his face in the smaller’s chest. The dark shirt gripped beneath his fingers was soft and reassuring as the faint scent of Larry’s body wash. Something about Larry was always so calming… Maybe it was his personality or even his aura… Regardless, it was a relief to be near.
“How do we know that’s actually me..? What if I really am just pretending..? Just trying to be something I’m not and fake it until I make it…?”
“Shhhh…” Softly humming against Mike’s hair, he pressed a kiss to the crown of the elder’s head and shook his head. Nose to the part of his hair, he sighed softly, slowly.
“I’ve been your best friend for as long as I can remember.” He informed slowly, voice quiet, “With how much time you and I have spent together, alone or in a group, I’d be willing to bet that this is who you are. You aren’t a liar, Mike, and you aren’t a bad person. Everyone slips up, and everyone has bad thoughts from time to time. But it doesn’t mean that those thoughts define you. What makes you nothing like them is you look at those thoughts and you think twice.” 
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“Of course... Stay as long as you need to...” Mike pet Larry’s head carefully, making sure to go with the direction his hair was pulled back in so he wouldn’t mess it up. “You’re welcome to stay as long as you want... I’m not gonna chase you out... You’re my best friend and one of the coolest people I know...”
Please Don’t Go - CLOSED
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Hesitantly reaching up, he pet the other’s brushed back hair before holding Larry’s head against his chest. That was an honor… That their happy-go-lucky and, seemingly, fearless friend relied on him for support like that… Turned to him to chase away his personal demons…
“You’re a good person, Larry… My best friend… I don’t know how I’d hold things together without you… When I start to fall apart you pick up the pieces… Let me do the same for you… okay?”
Practically scooting in and making himself comfortable against Mike’s body, he relished in the sound of the other’s heartbeat and the soothing rumble of his voice. Mike had always been the one constant in his life; the one person he could rely on more than himself. He didn’t like to burden him with his own issues, but sometimes, even the most indestructible person needed help. 
“I try really hard, Mike.” He murmured, clutching the other’s shirt a little tighter and burying his face in the fabric. Just being enshrouded in Mike’s cologne was enough to make him feel safer. “Y-yeah… Yeah, I can do that. I… Can I just stay here? For a bit?”
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“Why are you my friend?”
“Unfortunate circumstances.”
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