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A huge apology to everyone that I was getting to know and plotting with recently, but unfortunately Hyuna will be leaving the circus and leaving for Seoul to go clean up some problems that came up because of her real parents.

It's mainly just my own ooc problems, and I don't think they're really "good enough" excuses, but they are getting the better of me. I had fun here, even though it was short, and I hope to maybe see you guys around ^^

#ooc #ooc: saying goodbye

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Hyuna gasped at the contact, back arching as her eyes widened. She hadn't been expecting the kiss, most definitely. She feebly tried to push the skinny girl off, but from the position she was in, she couldn't move properly. The cold water seemed to have no avail as her entire body heated up. She squealed slightly, closing her eyes and trying to struggle out against the surprisingly strong girl. Her breaths were growing heavier. She shut her eyes tightly and tried to concentrate on escaping.

But before she knew it... She was kissing her back. Their tongues were entwined, playing with each other. She had opened her lips slightly, just enough to let the little tongue slip through. She began pushing back against the stranger, gasping for air in between each rhythmic motion of the kisses. Her eyebrows furrowed slightly as she moaned, trying to keep herself quiet.

She was straight. What was she doing? She was kissing a girl, naked, in a freezing cold shower. Not a single part of that seemed appealing to her, She had only been physically attracted to men her entire life, never once considering having sexual contact with a woman.

Her hands, once placed firmly against the other woman's shoulders, moved across to her back. She pulled the girl closer to her, hands wrapped around her neck.

Tigress || Hyuna & Kota

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#nsfw #smut #cirquekota #tigress

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Nightmares || Hyuna & Ara

Vivid images surrounded her. Everywhere she looked, there were distorted faces, people she had never seen before. Their eyes were falling out of their sockets, their cheeks sagging lower and lower as they melted, and mouths curling into either sadistic smiles or desperate, silent pleas for help. All Hyuna could do was drag herself forward, the only direction she could make out in the hysteria, and pretend not to see or hear any of the monstrous abominations that trailed her, begging for her youth, her beauty, her everything. It horrified her beyond words, and all she could make out were whimpers and whines, similar to a dog begging for food.

Chills were running up and down her spine as she felt the figments of her imagination breathe down at her. Of course, she didn't know that they were just part of her mind, nightmares collected from each and every one of her "victims", the people she had used her ability on. It had a horrible backlash on her, and the vivid hallucinations would follow into her dreams.

She continued to dash through the dark woods, getting farther and farther away from the main camp. She wasn't aware of where she was going, of course, since the only things in her focus were the nightmares and terrors that she had made others experience. She had tears streaming down her face, in pure fear and desperation. She had to get away. She absolutely had to. It didn't occur to her that her powers were backlashing on her again, since the mirages were just so... real.

She began wailing, screaming again as she ran. Branches and rocks cut her skin as she stumbled across roots in the grass, barefoot. She grasped at nothing, hands reaching forward as something from her dreams grabbed her white dress and began dragging her back. She only knew one thing for sure - she had to get away.

She struggled for several minutes, alone in the woods where everything seemed to be eternal. Eternal suffering in an everlasting forest. Had she not been in such a state of horror, perhaps she would have laughed at that thought.

#p;nightmares #cirqueara

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Hyuna backed up against the wall, feeling unsure of what to do. She wasn't used to having such close contact with someone, and certainly not a girl she had never seen before. She avoided the shower handle, her back aching as it scraped against the tile wall. She bit her lip, tilting her head to the side to avoid looking at the incredibly awkward situation. Was this girl really that drunk? Was she even a circus member, anyways?

She tried to edge away, but as the shower space was so small and cramped, it was impossible to get out without making the other girl move back out. She pressed against the side of the girl, trying to avoid her pectoral region as she attempted to escape the confined space. How would other people handle this situation?

Did people even get into this situation?

She looked up at the girl, still avoiding eye contact, and cleared her throat. She wasn't sure of what to say, or what to do. "Um... Excuse me..." She shifted awkwardly. "Could you please move a little?" 

Tigress || Hyuna & Kota

Annoyed by the strain in her leg, Kota dragged herself into the showering area. She was slightly intoxicated, she had to admit, as she had sneaked into the kitchen and stolen a few small bottles of beer. It wasn’t a strong liquor, but she had always had little tolerance to alcohol. She sighed as she approached the old building. The dust and dirt on her skin and clothes was irritating her, for once, and she had decided to take a shower - something she hardly ever did.

She opened the door with a kick and almost tripped over the entryway. She immediately pulled off her sheer white shirt, covered in dirt and grass stains, and unbound her chest. She usually kept a firm cloth wrapped around her body, just to keep herself even more unnoticeable. She stretched out her arms, her ribs poking out as she arched her back. Stepping out of her black shorts that rode up on her thighs and her lacy black underwear, she threw her clothes on a nearby table. She took a swig of alcohol before opening the first shower and pulled on the handle - nothing. She stepped to the shower next to the first one and did the same - nothing. She raised her eyebrow. She knew that the circus had always had horrible maintenance, but this was going too far. She groaned loudly before stepping out. 

She stood in front of the last shower. The curtain was closed, and cold water droplets were dripping out. She reached towards the side, sighing pleasantly as she enjoyed the feeling of the liquid hitting her skin. She ripped the curtain to the side, not expecting a woman to be standing in front of her. Her eyes traced her curves, her long legs, and the way she was hiding behind her hands. Kota rolled her eyes. Fantastic. A shower buddy.

She ignored the woman’s reaction and pushed her forward to get to the water of the shower. She smiled, another sigh escaping her lips. She wasn’t aware of the other body pressing into her as she ran her fingers through her dark hair. It felt so good. She felt her black makeup running down her face, being cleansed. 

#tigress #cirquekota

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Tigress || Hyuna & Kota

Hyuna opened the shower curtain, sighing. Her entire body ached, after having done far more shows than she thought she would have to. Despite her usually blank schedule, she sometimes had to work ridiculously hard. She stepped into the shower and winced as the cold water weakly sprayed down over her body. Despite spending so much time at the circus, she was still not used to the bitter frigid feeling of the water. Even when she had been living with her prostitute mother in the projects, she had gotten hot showers.

She shivered and tried to wash up as quickly as possible, quivering almost violently as her hair, soaked with freezing water, slapped her back. She whined silently, her voice going up high as she closed her eyes and desperately trying to clean off sweat and dirt. She refused to utter a single word of disdain, however. She wasn't going to complain after she had been working so hard for all those years. She couldn't give in over a little shower. Not when Hana had been going out being used severely and against her will, selling her dying body in order to help Hyuna. And now it was time for Hyuna to help herself. 

Suddenly, she felt someone opened the door to the old bathing area. She didn't particularly care, at first, until she realized that the two showers next to her were out of order and that she was using the only running one. What would she do? Would the other girl have to just wait until she finished? That could get awkward. She scrubbed at herself faster, just to get everything over with, until the shower curtain was ripped open by a small figure. One that Hyuna had never seen before.

A skinny, small, girl with dark hair in her face stood in front of Hyuna, also naked. Hyuna's eyes opened wide and her mouth dropped open as she tried to cover herself with her hands. "Wh-what are you doing?"

#tigress #cirquekota

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I need more plots ;-;

#ooc

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Even from the distance she was at, she could tell that the girl was feeling nervous and scared. Well, that was to be expected. The woods were quite frightening at night, and the fact that no one else was around wasn't a help either. Although Hyuna herself didn't know exactly where they were, she could get a general sense. It wasn't as if she was totally lost, after all.

She blinked slowly, her deep auburn eyes flashing slightly under the moonlight. She tucked a few strands of straight black hair behind her ear and tilted her head slightly. She was starting to feel a little lethargic, and wasn't willing to spend too much time chatting. Her body was still sore from the work she had done that day - being stuffed into a box and used as a prop of sorts for several different acts. It wasn't as if she disliked it - if she had, she wouldn't have even considered signing up for any of it. But it could be a surprisingly difficult occupation at times.

She streched out her long, thin arms in front of her. She cracked her neck and waited for the girl to approach her. She avoided making direct eye contact with the stranger - well, she wasn't exactly a "stranger". Hyuna had seen her around a little every now and then, but their paths usually didn't cross. Which was expected, since Hyuna was always either running around or lazing about. It was only on very occasions when she left her tent to go out into the woods behind the circus.

She smoothed out the back of her hair. She blinked and tried her best not to look too tired. It appeared as if the girl needed help, and she would offer it to her. Despite her entire body aching, she smiled a little at the timid girl. "I'm just about to head back. Would you like to come back with me?"

Lost and Found || Hyuna & Luna

  As always, Luna had decided to wander a little bit. It was, in fact, one of her favourite things to do. It allowed her to discover new places, places she could later return to when she needed to be alone or peaceful. It also allowed her some time to think, though that wasn’t that pleasing. Luna’s thoughts sometimes wandered too much, to places that weren’t peaceful at all. She had decided to go on an exploring trip around the new location, hoping to get to know the new place soon, so that she wouldn’t get lost. 

As she walked around the tents, she noticed some people around, though not many. Afraid they would come talk to her, something Luna incredibly feared at the moment, she decided to walk a bit further away from the circus’ grounds. It wasn’t exactly that she feared people, but her wandering and thinking time was something she preferred to do alone. She preferred to do almost anything alone, but specially this. She knew it wasn’t the most recommendable thing to do, but she did it anyway. 

While she wandered around, her thoughts started to drift away. She didn’t know where they would lead to, as well as her steps, she just hoped she wouldn’t get lost. It seemed today they had decided to reminisce the past, something they usually did. It wasn’t the most peaceful path, nor the easiest, but Luna couldn’t help her thoughts from following it. Earlier that day, she had encountered an old bookmark in one of her books, one her older twin sisters had given her as a gift when she was little. One of them had drawn it and the other had coloured it, and it had a little dedication on one of its sides. 

She though about them, five years older than Luna, and how they had probably changed in the last two years since she had last seen them. She knew both of them had managed to leave their father and were now living their own lives. She could clearly remember their relieved voices when she called them to say she had escaped from the psychiatric. They had promised to go visit her once she was properly settled at the circus, but Luna knew it was too risky, both for herself and her sisters, so she wasn’t surprised they still hadn’t come. She missed them badly, but she knew she probably wouldn’t see them any time soon. 

As her thoughts wandered, her feet had carried her somewhere without she realizing where. As she came back from her process of thinking, she looked around a bit scared, realizing she didn’t know where she was. Biting her lip out of habit, she started to walk around, trying to trace back her steps, but she had been too engrossed on her thought to realize where she was going to. She came to a stop as soon as she heard someone’s voice. It wasn’t a known voice to Luna, but it was a female’s and she probably hadn’t wandered as far off from the circus as to encounter someone who was not a member. She turned around and confirmed her suspicions. It was in fact a member, though who she didn’t know. She remembered seeing her around, but they had never talked. 

Walking slowly to the other girl, she finally answered. “I think I g-got lost…” She said, voice low, as she approached the girl.

#p;lostandfound #cirqueluna

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Lost and Found || Hyuna & Luna

Hyuna stretched out her arms high over her head, extending her fingers to the sky. It was a gentle and cool night, a quiet one that seemed out of place considering the commotion that had been going on before. She ruffled the back of her head, letting long strands of brown, wavy hair flow along with the breeze. She let out another sigh of satisfaction as she walked through the dark woods.

She had been thinking a lot lately. A lot more than usual. She usually didn't like to get lost in her thoughts, since they usually brought pain along with them. Every step she took on the dirt road seemed to take her a little further into her memories. She frowned slightly, a little discontent with her current status. She wasn't the type to overthink things and reminisce, but with the lack of work in the last few days, her personality had changed ever so slightly.

Painful things began to resurface in her head. Images of her parents, her adoptive mother, everyone she encountered - it was all coming back to her. The experience of using her power against her parents and running away from them solidified once again in her conscience. A million questions began stemming off the memory of when she ran from her parents in the hospital out to the streets. Was her father doing better? Had they forgotten her? Was her mother still alive?

Her train of thought came to an abrupt stop when she saw someone wandering along the path in front of her. She had ventured deep into the woods, and had not been expecting to see anyone else there. She raised and eyebrow and called out to the other female in a gentle voice. While she couldn't recognize her immediately, considering the time and location, it was probably another circus member. 

"Hey. What are you doing out here?"

#cirqueluna

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Melancholy || Hyuna & Ren

Hyuna felt the weight of her right arm bring the glass down onto the old wooden table. It was a very light, cheap wine that she often drank after a long day - which certainly was a perfect description of the past 24 hours. She was exhausted, surprisingly, considering the fact that she almost never did anything at the circus. But instead of acting pretty and acting as a side actress as she always had, today she had to be a living decoration. She had stood in front of the circus, twirling a damn baton for hours, practically naked.

Of course, it was much better than being bored. But still - who could like doing such derogatory things for hours? And despite how tedious it was, it certainly worked her body out. Her arms ached, and her back needed a good cracking after she had finished. And it took plenty of her concentration, as well. If she dropped it, she knew she probably wouldn't get dinner for the day.

The kitchen area was completely empty. It was twilight, the purgatory-like state in between night and day, when other performers were fast asleep. She took another sip of her drink, letting out a sigh of contentedness and smiling slightly. The alcohol eased her pain, the aching slowly erasing itself as she smiled slightly.

Her short moment of bliss was enough to keep her distracted. She didn't notice the presence of another person in the area with her, and was taken a little by surprise. 

#cirqueren

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