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IT FEELS GOOD TO BE KNOWN SO WELL. I CAN'T HIDE FROM YOU LIKE I HIDE FROM MYSELF –– I REMEMBER WHO I AM WHEN I'M WITH YOU. YOUR LOVE IS TOUGH, YOUR LOVE IS TRIED & ... TRUEBLU3 / BY ARIA .

#here! #SELF PROMO .

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IT FEELS GOOD TO BE KNOWN SO WELL. I CAN'T HIDE FROM YOU LIKE I HIDE FROM MYSELF –– I REMEMBER WHO I AM WHEN I'M WITH YOU. YOUR LOVE IS TOUGH, YOUR LOVE IS TRIED & ... TRUEBLU3 / BY ARIA .

#my last blog wasn't working #please forgive me #had a bit of a meltdown #and here we are #self promo.

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IT FEELS GOOD TO BE KNOWN SO WELL. I CAN'T HIDE FROM YOU LIKE I HIDE FROM MYSELF –– I REMEMBER WHO I AM WHEN I'M WITH YOU. YOUR LOVE IS TOUGH, YOUR LOVE IS TRIED & ... TRUEBLU3 / BY ARIA .

#mini new multi.

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IT FEELS GOOD TO BE KNOWN SO WELL. I CAN'T HIDE FROM YOU LIKE I HIDE FROM MYSELF –– I REMEMBER WHO I AM WHEN I'M WITH YOU. YOUR LOVE IS TOUGH, YOUR LOVE IS TRIED & ... TRUEBLU3 / BY ARIA .

#SELF PROMO . #we #will #discuss this tomorrow #im too high and tired #just know... new multi new url new muse list (much shorter kinda)

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i'm so brave

#i have tummy hurts :(( #i'm working on my new mini multi #and i cannot think of a url jOPISAJDPOFASDF os i give up #OOC .

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I’m going to be working on a Lowkey 10-15 muse multi ;)

#OOC .

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To the personals who found my shit : leave me alone please I’m small

#OOC .

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If I made a multi with 5-10 muses of mine … who would you specifically want?

#j.ackieshauna and s.atine will stay #or 7 or so more … #OOC .

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for the time being, my main blog will be @crssfre and this blog will move to medium activity / friends priority .

#i may honestly cut my muse list down to like 10 #that would clear my skin IOJFASPOFI #may i specify : 10 + my ocs (they don't count)

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" but i am them... i was them, i'm still pretending to be them. " the strings are tied, the lines are blurred: it isn't on you for having dreams that you could have never known were so dangerous ––– & yet you're dedicated to making it feel as such. you have to fix this ( if not you, then who? that's the only question that keeps you going ). " i know i didn't start this, i know i wasn't the one who made it so bad but there was at least a little time where i was the one who was responsible because i didn't... do anything. " not then, but what are you doing now? you sigh, arms folding over your chest: no matter how hard he tries, you fear that you could never believe him. " i'm just one person, you're just one person & homelander is everything. "

❛ don't   blame   yourself.   this   is   on   them. ❜   barely   more   than   a   bandaid   over   a   gaping   wound,   a   feeble   attempt   to   stop   the   haemorrhaging.   (  maybe   that's   all   they   can   do   :   bleed   and   bleed   and   bleed  ).   pouring   rust   from   their   veins   to   try   and   keep   other's   from   harm.   alike   in   the   way   there   is   NO HESITATION   before   self-sacrifice.   ❛ and   they   won't   get   away   with   it   ──   not   the   seven,   not   vought. ❜   hope   threadbare,   but   there is no alternative   ;   clinging   to   empty   faith   until   nails   tear   and   splinters   embed   beneath   the   skin.   (  doubt   creeping   up   as   soon   as   words   leave   lips ).   ❛ you   HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT.   if   not   not   yourself,   then   for   the   people   you   care   about,   the   people   they've   hurt. ❜

#ANNIE JANUARY : IC . #DTPEREZ . #the two of them taking down vought when yes!

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⁽ * ⁾ i always wanted to die clean and pretty ... but i'd be too busy on working days! so i am relieved this turbulence wasn't forecasted ( i couldn't have changed anyways ) i am relieved i left my room tidy ... goodbye. / juliette king, a vigilante oc by aria.

#being back on juliette just feels right tbh #SELF PROMO .

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i'll be out of town for the next 4 days :) but should get a little bit of writing done here or @crssfre ... but if there's an activity drop that's why!

#OOC .

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@so14r.tumblr.com       I’M AFRAID OF PAIN…       (    both yours and mine,       both yours and mine.    )       i’m afraid of pain…       from where it comes,       AND WHERE IT FALLS.       ©

#I thibk #lux is #cool #:) #PROMO .

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jack, pt. 1.

dialogue prompts from jack by marilynne robinson.

i can't help the way i was brought up.

i'd rather not try to explain, if that's alright.

i have never been so embarrassed. never in my life.

there's a problem i have. the wrong things make me laugh.

go home, or wherever it is you go.

i'd be grateful for the company.

i've been walking for hours. it seems like half my life.

it's strange, talking to someone you can't see.

you're really not very charming. you might as well stop trying.

i have a lively fear of regret.

once you ask if there's meaning, the answer is yes. you can't get away from it.

i try to plan ahead to get through the day, but it's not really in my nature.

why do you make things hard for yourself?

which me are you remembering?

you're very sure of yourself.

you don't seem like someone who would have much to regret.

you never know what kind of effect you might have had.

just knock on the door next time. stop being so sneaky.

you seem to think other people aren't doing what you are.

i can't talk about being mad without being mad.

you're living like someone who's died already.

no one could say a word against you.

you're more like most people than you realize.

i bring problems on myself. sometimes they're worth it.

you know, the world didn't end that night.

i'm just trying to keep you alive.

maybe you're a little too hard on yourself.

get blood on your hands and the next thing you know, it's on everything.

the other guy looks worse.

you may be lonelier than you realize.

there i was: alone in an alley, bleeding. again.

i look a little drunk when i'm sober, a little sober when i'm drunk.

i can't live ashamed just because people say i should be.

i know what you see. i know what you think.

maybe you're looking for someone to tell you to go home.

you look to me like you could use a little forgiving.

forgiveness scares me. there are things i haven't regretted sufficiently.

#MEME .

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here's ericas playlist that i have no recollection of making cuz i made it while high apparently (who knows)

#OOC . #drugs / #genuinely like i do not remember th is #i found it a week ago and shared it with rio that's it IOFJSAPOF

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BIX CALEEN ANDOR, 1.08 - Narkina 5

#thinking about her hours (someone save me) #ERICA REYES : IMG .

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JACKIE TAYLOR in YELLOWJACKETS 2.02 “Edible Complex”

#JACKIE TAYLOR : IMG . #this is gay #q .