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How do you figure out what you want to do with your life when the only thing you’ve ever wanted was for it to be over?

I don’t see a purpose. What’s the point of working two jobs just to barely scrap by only to die in 50 years? I don’t want a family. I don’t want a career. I don’t want anything and I never have. I am well aware of my depression and anxiety as I spent the first half of my life being terrified all the time and the second half feeling numb to everything.

Everyone asks why I want to do something. Why I want to live on my own. Why I want to move to the city. Why I want to buy a house or rent a house. You really want to know? I. Don’t. Know.

My whole life I just go through the milestones expected of me. Finish high school. Go to college. Get a job. Move out on my own. But there’s no joy in these things for me. I do them because what else am I supposed to do? What else is there when everyone around you is busy living their own lives? I just don’t see a point. Everything is just grey and bland and meaningless. Even when I do enjoy things there’s always this shadow hanging behind the euphoria.

Can I just go to sleep now?

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I just want to know what absolute MONSTER hung up on this Sweet Boi who just wanted to talk about dinosaurs.

Aaron Mitchell you can talk to me about dinosaurs anytime!

#aaron mitchell #the mitchells vs the machines #katie mitchell #rick mitchell #linda mitchell #deborahbot 5000 #Eric #monchi

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Green onyx bathroom in Munich

via reddit

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*knife thrower throws their blades at me but i, a sword swallower, swallow them all perfectly*

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FIGHT ME!!

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being my friend means you never have to apologize for texting back late. you can respond four days late or drop off in the middle of a slow conversation and that’s okay! i know you’re busy or tired or just don’t have the energy to text anymore. you can hang up a phone call and start texting me instead. it’s so hard to do social interaction. i get it. send me a meme once a week so i know you’re alive. i love you.

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brb gotta go darken my clothes and strike a violent pose

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mcr announcing the reunion on halloween in the year of danger days after their last released song was called “fake your death” in a greatest hits album called “may death never stop you”……… the drama……. the theatrics…………..

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Fullmetal Alchemist: BROTHERHOOD Lets be specific people.

there should be a seperate genre for anime thats good

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SLUR?????

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Watermelon whale shark 🍉 & Oreorca 🍪

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Inktober 6-7, Carole & Tuesday! ♡

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By far one of my favorite scenes

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choose your fighter