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#I hate and love every single one of these

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If you think my blog sucks, you should see my decisions in life

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classic post rant quora phrase

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#Oh for real

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Unfortunately, Murph will never live this down

Watch the full episode here

#Lmfao #Dropout

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Brian David Gilbert getting himself adopted by Dropout is one of the best trades of the century

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The moral of Disco Elysium is that Dutch people are evil

#Lmfao #disco elysium

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Selina Kyle would dump his ass in minutes..

#Lmfao #Batman

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Asking BG3 characters to pick you up pads

#baldur's gate 3 #Pffft

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Break the Loop AGAIN

#Deathloop

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IG : @emperorofmischief

#Rats #No notes

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stuck in a timeloop where i just rewatch this scene over and over and over and over x1million

#black sails

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whenever i'm trying to talk myself out of buying something i don't need i always hear my old russian professor's voice echoing in my head: "WHAT??? WILL YOU DIE THE RICHEST MAN IN THE GRAVEYARD?" and then i make an unwise financial decision

#Pffft

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jesus christ. fine. ill say it. im sleepy. im sleepy, okay? do you know what being sleepy does to a person? to their spirit? i should be pitied.

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#Dropout