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I genuinely disgust myself, I feel nauseous looking at myself.

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #ed not sheeren #th1gh g@p #tw ed diet #tw ana diary #4norexi4 #ana rant #anatumblr #ana loves you #ana bllog #ed bllog #tw restrictive ed #4n4blr #thin$po #4norexla #4n4rexia #tw 3d vent #an4r3xia #4norexia #th11n$p0 #th1nsp1ration #th1nspø #thinspø #th1nnsp0 #tw disordered eating #i want to ⭐️ve #i wanna lose weight #i will reach my ugw

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I'd rather feel skinny and miserable than fat and miserable

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Upper thighs and upper arms can literally go to hell 😡

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i should be able to see my ribs without stretching

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⭐️ve till it’s not piggish and sloppy to eat

⭐️ve till that outfit on her looks good on you

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Repost to loose 5kgs 🦢🩰

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to whoever invented zero cal soda, i pray that both sides of your pillow are cold every night 🫶🏼

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Why the FUCK am I so BROAD

There is NO reason I should be built like a linebacker this is insanity

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Im going on a cruise with my family at the end(ish) of may so i need to be at my gw or at least under 100lbs. Im currently coming off eating really bad for like literal months so im especially high (to me, just bc i dont usually exceed 118 at most after multiple binges).

Therefore i think ill have to lose around 10lb a month give or take to be in the 90s in time. Im gonna try to be even more active and give daily or weekly updates (havent decided yet) to keep motived and accountable.

Im gonna put some of my motivation here! (might update as I go)

to look good in a bikini

to feel comfortable

to enjoy summer to the fullest

to be "bod goals"

to wear cute outfits and look like my Pinterest board

to not have to be jealous of the other skinny girls

to be likable and desirable

to have my progress show

to not feel so hot in the summer

to look good in pictures (especially full bodys or candids)

to be feminine and dainty

to be less insecure

to wear summer outfits like shorts and tight tops with spaghetti straps and not look like a whale

to have a thigh gap

to not have huge arms

to have a thin waist

to not have chubby cheeks

to have a good jawline

to have pretty hands

to be complimented

to be photogenic

to not "spread" when i sit or lay down/ not have my thighs get huge when i sit/lay

to have a flat stomach even when i sit

to see my ribs

to be beautiful

to have smaller boobs (mine are pretty small but not quite what I want)

to loose my period again and not have to worry about it (especially over summer)

To look good in leggings/ tight clothes in general

to feel validated in my ed

to be able to say im an xs

to be easily picked up

to feel light and delicate, not heavy and big

to live my dream life

to not have to worry about if an outfit makes me look fat or wont be flattering

to finally be able to live, enjoy things and actually experience life because i feel like life doesn't start until im skinny

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #th1gh g@p #ed not sheeren #ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana rant #tw ed diet #anatumblr #ana loves you #ana bllog #ana meal #ed bllog #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder #4norexla #4n4blr #4n4rexia #4norexia #an4r3xia #an4rexia #an4buddy #⭐️ve #⭐️ving #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️rve #⭐️rving #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be skinnier

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REMEMBER

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People saw my youtube history and asked why is it just piano and food?

maybe because IM HUNGRY?

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The vibe for 2024 is mysterious whimsical but in an exclusively girl way

The girls that get it, get it

#tw ed rant #ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #th1gh g@p #tw ed diet #tw ana diary #ana rant #anatumblr #ana shit #ana dairy #anablr #ana loves you #ana bllog #ed di3t #ed bllog #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving #⭐️ve #⭐️rve #⭐️rving #i need to ⭐️ve #i wanna ⭐️ve

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My pinterest is the closest thing to getting a direct look into my brain

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #4norexi4 #4n0r3xia #th1gh g@p #tw ed diet #tw ana diary #ana rant #anatumblr #ana loves you #ana bllog #ed disorder #tw restrictive ed #4n4blr #4norexla #4norexia #4n4rexia #⭐️ving #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ve #⭐️rve #⭐️rving #disordered eating thoughts #th11n$p0 #th1nsp1ration #th1nspø #thin$po #thinspø

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