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ARCHIVED , MOVED TO THEYICARUS .

#i needed a fresh start #ooc.

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         𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐒   𝐈𝐒   𝐅𝐋𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐓𝐎𝐎   𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄   𝐓𝐎   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐒𝐔𝐍   .      /      independent   &   selective   multimuse   as   written   by   eevee   .   

#i .... REMADE MY MULTI. #i needed a fresh start....

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𝒊 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑 / 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒔𝒕 .

         hi  ,  i  hate  to  make  posts  like  this  ,  but  i  think  you  all  might  understand  my  plight  .  i  finally  have  the  chance  to  meet  one  of  my  best  friends  that  i’ve  made  here  through  tumblr  rp  .  we  had  it  all  planned  out  …  she  was  going  to  come  see  me  —  then  it  fell  through  &  i  have  to  come  see  her  .  the  problem  is…  i’m  flat  broke  .  i  really  only  need  about  $160  to  get  up  there  (  that  would  be  just  the  gas  )  ,  but  seeing  as  i  can  barely  pay  my  rent  ,  i  need  help  .  if  you’d  just  like  to  donate  ,  my  paypal  is  here  .  please  don’t  make  yourself  if  you  don’t  have  it  .  if  you’d  like  to  get  a  bang  for  your  buck  ,  i  can  do  tarot  &  oracle  readings  for  you  .  i  already  have  the  pricing  set  up  for  that  ,  so  if  you’re  interested  in  that  ,  please  IM  me  .  i  can  link  you  to  the  prices  .  like  i  said  ,  any  amount  or  a  reblog  is  appreciated  .  i’ve  waited  so  long  to  meet  any  of  my  friends  in  this  group  ,  &  i  don’t  want  to  waste  my  chance  to  get  to  meet  her  .  much  love  to  you  all  .

paypal.

#pls help if you can. #signal boost.

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          never   really   said   too   much,   afraid   it   wouldn’t   be   enough.   just   try   to   keep   my   spirits   up   when   there’s   no   point   in   grieving.   doesn’t   matter   anyway.   words   could   never   make   me   stay.   𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔   𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍   𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓   𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆   𝒎𝒚   𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆   𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏   𝒚𝒐𝒖   𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘   𝒊'𝒎   𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈.     /     independent   oc   ,   by   eevee  .

#self promo. #the other blog i made

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i need to kill time so what if i put my muses in the hg simulator

#me: hasn't posted in months here #also me: hg for all my muses

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          ❝   please   tell   me   you're   here   to   kill   me   .   ❞     independent   &   selective   mai   from   avatar   :   the   last   airbender   .   as   written   by   eevee   .   formatting   w/   no   icons   .   psd   .

#self promo. #this is where i have been bc i love her so much.

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          ❝   please   tell   me   you're   here   to   kill   me   .   ❞     independent   &   selective   mai   from   avatar   :   the   last   airbender   .   as   written   by   eevee   .   formatting   w/   no   icons   .   psd   .

#self promo.

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 ~ vote ~

#ooc.

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.... if i make an account for mai from atla... who would interact ?

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  STEP   ON   THE   GLASS   ,   STAPLE   YOUR   TONGUE   [   …   ]   —    bury   a   friend  .   i   wanna   end   me   .

 INDEPENDENT   HANNA   MARIN   ,   AS   LOVED   BY   EEVEE   .

#self promo. #look who i brought back. #👀👀

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  STEP   ON   THE   GLASS   ,   STAPLE   YOUR   TONGUE   [   …   ]   —    bury   a   friend  .   i   wanna   end   me   .

 INDEPENDENT   HANNA   MARIN   ,   AS   LOVED   BY   EEVEE   .

#self promo. #look who i brought back.

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i went purple recently

#ooc. #do not reblog.

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futuresees·:

          perhaps it isn’t his place to say something. he knows he isn’t one of the team, not really. an outsider who was placed here without their consent. they’re just a lot more polite to the presence of a consultant than most agencies. but, he likes the woman. she’s kind. and she has a good heart. one which makes it impossible not to feel her every shift in mood.   “  i get it,  ”  he responds quietly, umber hues shifting over her features   “   would you believe me if i told you i’ve cried over this shit too?  ”  

     garcia    finishes    typing    something    on    her    computer    before    sitting    around.        she's    used    to    be    read.            she's    used    to    being    the    one    on    the    outside,    but    still    in    the    family.        she    thinks    it    made    the    whole    team    feel    overprotective    of    her.        was    he    falling    into    that    as    well?        but    she    doesn't    worry    too    much    about    it,    but    nods    to    her    coffee    pot.          ❝        sure,    but    if    we're    gonna    have    this    talk,    i    need    more    caffeine,    sugar    cakes.        ❞          there's    a    little    smile    edging    at    her    lips    as    she    tried    to    joke    around.

#garcia tbt . #futuresees

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“please don’t go.” @ beck   /   @futuresees​   .

      beck's    eyes    fall    to    the    ground.            a    hand    runs    through    loose    blonde    locks.            she's    scared.            there's    a    little    sigh    before    she    turns    from    the    doorway    &    back    towards    him.            it    hurts    to    know    that    she    has    these    days    of    trauma.          &nbsp that    he    has    to    feel    them    with    her.      she    sighs.        ❝        i'm    just    having    a    bad    day.            i'll    be    back.        ❞

#futuresees #⋆ ✭ — 𝙛𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧 : guinevere beck. #aw aw my heart

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“you’ve been crying. i can tell.” @ garcia   /   @futuresees​   .

       was   she   this   easy   to   read   all   the   time?       ---------        it   seemed   as   if   everyone   she   knew   had   this   way   of   reading   her.         there's   a   sniffle,   a   wipe   at   her   nose,   before   she   looks   up.      ❝      don't   worry   about   it.         i'm   fine.         it's   the   curse   of   this   job.      ❞

#garcia tbt . #futuresees #yeehaw

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ANGST SENTENCE STARTERS.

“please don’t go.” “you have to hold on, okay?” “he/she/they broke up with me.” “i’ll never be the same if you leave me now.” “why would you do this?” “i’m done playing your stupid games! i’m through with you!” “i just keep thinking about it.. and it hurts, so much.” “pain like that doesn’t make you stronger. it just makes you different, and not in a good way.” “i never cared about you. not even for a second.” “i killed someone today. i’ll never be able to erase that image from my mind.” “i never thought being alone could be this bad.” “you’re such a fucking joke.” “did you honestly think anyone was going to buy that kind of pathetic excuse?” “get out. i never want to see you again.” “i’ve lost so many people. i can’t lose you too.” “your name is going to be poisoned for me forever.” “i feel like no matter what i do, nobody likes me any more than they used to.” “everything is changing, and i’m being left behind.” “one day, i’m gonna give you hell for what you did to me.” “you didn’t have to go that far!” “i don’t know how to cut myself some slack.” “am i just not good enough for you?” “so you thought lying about it was the best solution? really?” “i can’t handle this anymore. i don’t know what to do.” “do you ever wonder if this is all you’ll ever amount to?” “i can’t shake the feeling that something bad is happening.” “i thought we would have more time together than this.” “it should have been you. you should have been the one that died, not him/her/them.” “i know i shouldn’t, but i miss you.” “i hope you end up alone for the rest of your miserable life!” “don’t touch me.” “i just need my space from you.” “everyone always lies. that’s just how people are.” “i can’t love you.”

#memes.

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right in the guts. angst sentences.

“It always comes back to this with you, doesn’t it?”

“Why can’t you just learn to let the fuck go.”

“Did it over occur to you that I never wanted this to begin with?”

“Why can’t you just look at me for one god damn second!”

“Let go of my hand.”

“I don’t want to talk to you right now.”

“Why are you — saying all these things —”

“You know what? I was wrong. You never really meant anything to me. You’re broken, you’re beyond fixing, you’re not something I want to take the time to handle. Simple as that.”

“You’re a god damn mistake, that’s what you are.”

“I never wanted anything to do with you to begin with.”

“This, us, was a fucking mistake and I should have known the second things went further than planned.”

“I can’t do this anymore.”

“I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.”

“If anything, you were a fucking waste of time.”

“I just don’t feel anything anymore.”

“Looking at you I see nothing but something I need to put an end to.”

“Oh? Really? You thought we had a future? What gave you that idea.”

“Is this even going anywhere?”

“Why can’t we just talk about it —”

“Does it ever occur to you that I am done talking? That I am done with reflecting upon my words and action? Can’t you just take a fucking hint that I’m done with you? I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.”

“We’re through. I don’t want to do this anymore.”

“You were broken to begin with.”

“How am I supposed to ‘love you’ when I never had feelings to being with.”

“Haha, I don’t know who gave you THAT idea, but we’re not an item. We never were.”

“I’d like for you to leave now.”

“Just get out. Get out and leave me alone.”

“Why are you — saying all these things??? Where did they come from???”

“If you never were happy to begin with, how come you never told me?! I would have listened, I would have helped —”

“I don’t need, or want help, what I want is for you to get the fuck away from me.”

“You’re damaged goods and I can’t find the patience to take on you as a project.”

“You’re the kind of crazy I don’t want to deal with.”

“Lately you’ve become a burden, and I can’t handle it anymore.”

“If you’d just leave me alone, that’d be great.”

“Oh come on, the second we got to know each other, the due date were already set on us. We were never meant to last forever. Our relationship had a deadline, and now we’re at it; so, what you gonna do?”

“This is all on you.”

“Save your tears. I’m done here.”

#memes.