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type it, delete. type it, delete. need to contact therapist again.

#gems' talking #I'm considering killing myself because i need to cook a fucking dinner. great. amazing

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I either work or sleep :(

#well gonna go see dune 2 tomorrow maybe that'll shake me up #upd it didn't but the movie is neat #gems' talking

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got hugged at work?? by a customer??

#i asked her about it and she said it was some kind of exercise to get over social anxiety or something #a bit weird but ok #not the worst way to start a day i guess #gems' talking

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me: *asking mom a funny and hypothetical question if she would eat human flesh if it was sourced ethically*

mom: NO! *tells me a real story about cannibalism she read online where a starving mother does eat her deceased children while I try to finish my dinner*

#got uno reversed right there #gems' talking

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spend the last two weeks dissociating and occasionally grabbing my head and going "what the fuck"

#gems' talking

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okay I posted a chunk of this before but I’m probably not finishing this so might as well post the whole unfinished thing. eh

#control remedy #control 2019 #casper darling #jesse faden #zachariah trench #art tag #i did the base color and some additional stuff and then went hmm… no.

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I love bad batch and some parts of sw I want to draw stuff about it but for fuck's sake I'm simply afraid I'll be eaten alive if I were to say something that deviates from general fandom opinion

#gems' talking #antagonizing real people over fictional characters simply bc they have a different opinion on stuff is insane

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drew some stuff after watching the master and margarita, august diehl did some really good job portraying devil there

#art tag #the master and margarita

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🐱 Pantherina

📸 Anna Kalinichenko [Wonderful Aquamarine]

🎨 Black Rosetted Tabby Bicolor [Blue Eyed Breeds - Pantherina (Altai Gene)]

#🥺🥺🥺 #tini specimen. #why must i be allergic to cats😞

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there's something so funny about the fact that there's a word in English you can describe an egg AND a cool detective with. hearing a phrase "hardboiled detective" makes me imagine a small detective in a hat and coat just chilling in the same pot as eggs

#like why. why are you hardboiled. who boiled you pretty #gems' talking

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#first name honestly #and not made up one! honoring his mother's choice of name for him till the end #doesn't use his last name bc he literally has no relatives/family so it doesn't mean anything for him #dishonored #daud

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people keep coming and I can't sit down and eat for ten fucking minutes I'm killing the next person who walks through that door I swear to god

#gems' talking

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pretty sure nobody will recognize this guy but twitter thrown him in my face and said "hey he kinda looks like a lizard" and I could not resist

#also saw a mistake rn. would need to fix that #gems' wip #also. tried mimicking leyendecker's clothes rendering #failed but still somewhat okay with what's going on

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it's been less than two months and there's like at least a solid inch of growth. the only thing I don't really like in short hairstyles is how often you have to visit a hair dresser

#i can cut it myself but it would look meh :( #gems' talking

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overwhelming desire to fall face first into moss

#why must it be January now. why must it snow outside. i want my green friends back #gems' talking #oh. it’s February already huh. missed that

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a triptych of terrible beasts

#🐋💥🔥💣🐳🐋💥🔥🐳💥 #WHALES!!!! #dishonored #love 'em beasts #I'll feed them the sun

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I love that one of low roar songs that is in death stranding just named "give up". Like yeah song is about exactly opposite thing but the name popping up when you exit a temporal rain no equipment shoes worn cargo damaged made me hysterically laugh

#death stranding #gems' talking #i love these little musical moments. wish i could listen to the songs outside the shelter :(