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I’m down to 103.5lbs! My mental health kinda hit my “I have no motivation to do LITERALLY ANYTHING” so I was focusing on school and not counting calories or exercising but now I’m down and I’m really happy!

#@ana #@nor3×14 #trans ed #@na shit #@nor3xia #ana trans #ed trans #i will be a skeleton #trans ana #@tw edd

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I'm not going to become skinny if I keep eating like I'm fat

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im so fucking sick and tired of taking care of everyone else when I can barely take care of myself

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Workouts I’m doing. I ate so much I went over 700 c@lories

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BL0CK D0N'T R3P0RT

0nlypr0f0rm3

Pr0rev0v3ry

DN!ifinrec0v3ry

Cw/tw - @n4,3d, th!n$p!!0

Tw thinspii below

Dolly thin$p0-

Pilates princess edition ~

🩷✨🩷✨🩷✨🩷✨🩷✨🩷✨🩷✨🩷✨🩷

Tw -m3an$p0 ? (For myself)

Oh to be dainty and small taking 0 space up and looking pretty and beautiful in workout clothes and to look graceful working out instead of looking like the greasy p!g I am now

I will be a pink dolly doing my Pilate's routine looking weightless doing it 🩷

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my biggest th!n$p0 rn

OMFG BROOOO

i wanna look like that next to him <33333333

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if youve 'gained' and ate less than your maintenance, then its just waterweight, to gain 1 kg youd have to eat 7700 cals over your maintenance so dont freak out!! it takes time to gain weight so calm down!!

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YES

My mom would always ask if it needed to amputate whatever body part

Did y'alls parents say "Do you want me to chop it off?" when you were talking about your body hurting?

My dad always said "Do you want me to get the chainsaw?"

WHERE THE CHAINSAW NOW DAD!

(I have severe pain in my legs, and my tummy hurts from eating.)

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this is such good tĥ1n$p0 omgeee

follow for more! 🎀

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TW BABY CVTS

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wowza

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Got this scratch on my walk today from one of my dogs leashes, it’s not super dead and I’ve rinsed it off but it still hurts when I touch it which is kinda nice because then I can feel the fail without causing more wounds. Also kinda feeling like Sam from SPN right about now

#tw sh destructive behaviour #tw sh related #tw sh implied #healing cvts #scratch #tw self h4rm #tw self destructive behavior #tw self harn

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Really specific th!nsp0

Flexible/gymnast th!sp0

I have Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome and fuck I want to look like them I can do what they do I just need to be small.

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the urge to weigh myself multiple times a day even though it won't change anything