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Also im simultaneously hating my job and worried ill lose it/try to leave and end up worse, especially since I will be pretty much guaranteed to have at least somewhat of a pay cut because of the field I work in. Im too autistic to even try something else. I hate being disabled. I hate the way my life has been further and further ruined, getting worse in ways I couldn't even imagine. And none of my doctors will HELP ME no matter how much im screaming for help and my bodys shutting down. I just dont know how much more I can take.

#personal #j is one of the very very few things in this universe that is keeping me going #he is the light of my life #the way he cares and tries to help as much as he can #even during times hes not doing the best #i couldnt do it without him

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You can bet your dick and balls theres not a damn person who's walking me down the aisle whenever me and J get married because the person who raised me who's done everything for me is ME.

#personal #like ive had various help #the only person id even consider is dead so #but ive had to figure out absolutely everything by myself from the beginning #but an especially big fuck you to my dad

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If you have a stockpile you are an addict

Btw you have to refill on the same day you run out of medication

Btw you will have seizures and possibly die if you miss your medication

Btw the pharmacy will not order your medication in advance of the one day you are allowed to call and refill it

But you are an addict who should be criminalized if you have a few days stockpiled so you don’t have a seizure and die.

This is a normal way to treat disabled people who need medication that keeps them from dying.

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have you joined the chronic pain club today? it's not too late!

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When the chronic fatigue is chronic

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Research

#lmao #art

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“chara is determination incarnate” “chara is a demon” “chara is destruction” ALL ARE WRONG

CHARA IS “BALL GAME”

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listen, I’m not the biggest fan of kids but if a child looks at me then you bet I’m gonna smile back at them. kids deserve to experience the world as a kind and safe place to explore okay.

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yall gotta be nicer about m/f  bc sometimes u guys like the blandest gay sutff ive ever seen in my life

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absolutely in love with the idea of wendy's introducing dynamic pricing. i think they should introduce time share lunch next, where for a reduced price you can eat a burger that has been partially consumed by someone else. i also think that the soft drink dispenser should have gacha game mechanics instead of letting you autonomously select your beverage and should make moaning noises when releasing it into your cup.

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Pink furb on the tube!

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drew a bunch of furby fakes because i'm stuck in the furby labyrinth again

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Me, plunking Stinky Bastard Man’s carrier on the counter: hi he’s here for shots and a nail trim and he’ll need to be sedated

Nurse: Are you sure? We can try-

Me: he needs to be sedated

Nurse: Well, it’ll take longer-

Me: he needs to be sedated, he will try to rip your face off

Nurse: Well we’ll try without first and we’ll let you know if we need to sedate

Me, watching her carry him away: you will need to sedate him

Nurse, coming back 10 minutes later clutching her hand: so, we will need to sedate him

Me:

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Ice cream with Ribcage!

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