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i never asked to grow up so fast

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#dont ask #dont tell

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#we want you to be strong and confident in yourself! we want you to thrive! #what happened to the girl that would punch someone in the face cause they were messing with her! #who do you wanna be. who does [name] want to BE one day? an artist? a sequential artist? #man idk!!! that girl died 15 years ago!!! #ive been carrying her corpse inside me ever since!!!! shes dead!!! shes not fucking coming back #like i miss her too damnit #you think i like what i am?? im like. if you good that little girl and carved her substance out #all that's left is the confident facade. the skin. #the shell #you didnt kill her but shes still long long since dead #im gonna be real real honest i didnt think id live long enough to even be in college #ny dream job was a pipe dream j thought id be dead by now. i really did #and now that im here what the fuck do i DO man. im still trying to transition from surviving to living

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#i dont know whats happening but i keep getting the urge to itch to itch to scratch #i havent scratched at my neck or arms simce middle school and now #fuck #what the fuck

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i am a puppet girl (DO NOT reblog unless you are a trauma BLOG. reblogs from general blogs will result in being blocked. ddlg/gore/porn/kink blogs dni. my trauma is not your aesthetic)

#ダメ #ダメだよ #誰か���前

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Margaret Atwood, from Power Politics

#its a confession

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doodles

#大丈夫ですか？ #これは本当にあなたですか？ #もう、ずっと分かりませんですか？ #さ、一緒に行こうか？ #ずっと一人墓地 #私は誰ですか？

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go ahead

#この声が聞こえる？？？？？？

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you hate me.

#its resurfacing #that piece of shit #leading me to believe you cared #and for what?? #to control me?? #did you think i wouldnt find out

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God I Wish I Could Regenerate

#sick of this body gimme a new one #highkey hoping to find a mysterious old fob watch i never knew i even owned buried deep in a box of my forgotten belongings #sick o this form sick o this life sick o this planet #im in one of my moods again lmao #im so sick of seeing this face in the mirror #delete later maybe #chewing noises #fuck man

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i feel broken

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not to get too deep on main but did anyone else have such deeply rooted issues with their self worth for so long that they thought as a kid/teen that their only redeeming feature was being “low maintenance” and now as an adult you give yourself guilt pangs asking for any more than the barest minimum in virtually any relationship because asking for things might negate your only good quality which is just “doesn’t ask for things”

#mmmmmmmm