hardlovertheorist

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what better way to end the day then a eucalyptus/lavender bubble bath before bed🫠😍

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If you can't find the moon, it's because it's hanging out inside with me tonight.

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What I really imagine when I think of the new title 🤣🤣🤣🤣

#finding nemo #mine #funny

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Happy New Years Eve, as well as New Year. Hope everyone receives nothing but blessings in 2024. Stay safe, stay warm, and enjoy bringing another year to an end.

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Can you imagine how long it's going to take me to eat this!

it's almost as long as my leg.....🤣🤣

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It's just a handful of wishes!

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Okay I've been good, I've kept my mouth shut on alot that I shouldn't. But hear me out cause I'm so stumped and confused. I was informed an this is almost a year later I'm still hearing this, that I'm supposedly too much when it comes being in a relationship with an one of the main problems is I asked for too much in the bedroom. Like I'm sorry I can't an won't be sorry that I've asked my partner to spice things up because issues have arose in that area of the relationship which has only got progressively worsened over the years. I'm not sorry you don't have what it takes to do that for me but dont go around after a break up an say nasty things an half of it isnt even true cause honestly not that it's anyone's business but you know I can honestly count on one hand since I have left my past longterm relationship, how many times I've been intimate with another person, an really what does it even matter in the first place. They begged me to leave, made it perfectly clear they were not in love with me and was happier without me. An they can even move on to multiple partners but God forbid I try to find someone and be happy. I think not I chose to be single, because I want to be, not because anyone has a say or can dictate what will happen if I do try an have a life outside of work. Last time I checked I work and pay my own bills so Yeah there's that. I really do wish others would find something better to do than go around talking about others relationship it's none of there business. There's a fine line between talking to someone for help to bring positive growth into a situation and just spewing the first things that come to mind so that it can be passed around like a wildfire knowing that most people don't even think twice about what the other side of the situation looks like they just got some tea and cant wait to see what twist can be placed in there by the time it gets back to the other party. Honestly I'm kinda laughing at all the things I've supposedly done this year. I keep thinking damn where was I when all this was happening because I was either sleep walking or being hypnotized to not remember cause I straight up go to work and go home. The ones that talk to me do the rest I don't even know I hear so much I've got to the point I don't care to hear anyone it cause I don't know what's true around here or not I'm just trying to work on my bag.

Okay, okay, rant over. I'm just about tired of hearing how I was too much. No, you just didn't have what it took to stand up and grow with me. So I finally walked away. If he had just done what he promised in the beginning, I would never have left. He never would have let my mind wander. I realized my worth, and I'm being bashed left and right for sticking up for myself.

With all that I'm going back into ghostish mode I'll keep popping in hope and pray you all got everything you wish for for Christmas and pray you have a blessed New year as well.

#getmadordont #imtiredoflies #maketheworlddramafreeplease #oratleastkeepitawayfromme

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Hope you all have a blessed day. As always, stay warm and be safe

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My sinuses are kicking my rear 😑 😫

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If you look close enough in the first picture, you can see the sun behind the clouds

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Thought I had a nice little visitor until he tried to sting me. No worries, we boxed a little, but in the end, I opened the door, and he flew away safely.

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view of today's fresh air

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I love that I can go to sleep and wake up to kisses anytime I want 🤤🫠🤣

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it's either im too hot or too cold, I either am so tired I can't keep my eyes open or im awake, when I want to sleep I can't and when I don't I cant seem to want to move, an now it's a mixture of them and I can't breath out of my nose. I been struggling with a messed up sleep routine since high school. I'm starting to think it's just how it is, it just makes it harder to function 100% during the day. It feels like floating around while being in complete control at the same time. It don't make sense but it is what it is I suppose. any who hope you all have a blessed day night or whatever, whenever you see this.

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Him: I bet she's thinking about other men

Her: Literally 98% of the time