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[hellsurvivr]

send me ✤ + a ship and i’ll tell you…

who said i love you first?

who laughs when the other trips?

who pays the bills? 

which one makes a bigger deal around the holidays?

who’s more clumsy?

who checks their daily horoscope?

who sings louder in the car?

who leaves the cap off the toothpaste?

who is more up to date in pop culture?

who insists on going to see the newest movies?

who cries when the abused animal commercials come on?

who’s the lighter sleeper?

who believes in ghosts?

who does the grocery shopping?

who updates their facebook status more often?

#prompts. #oooo gimmie

[hellsurvivr]

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[hellsurvivr]

ever see a reply and wonder 'how the fuck am I meant to reply to that masterpiece'. because that's me right now with the reply from @demcnsinmymind. like how the fuck am I meant to reply to that. like its too spectacular to attach my potato reply to it.

#TBD. #just .... WTF you are blowing my mind #ive been trying to reply for an hour and just CAAANT

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           ❛  to them honey, you're just making them look bad so they have to make you look bad in comparison ....   ❜ she shrugs lightly   ━   dfinetly knowing that one.   looking at the brunette, she instantly feels a drip of sympathy, and reaches over squeezing her hand. offering support. even if internally she wanted to know who these cops were, so she could go kick their asses. (    and would without question!    )    licking her lips, she thinks over her words carefully. deciding to at least focus her adhd brain for once before speaking. a first for her. ❛   look I've known voight since I was a kid. an' you wouldn't be on his task force if he didn't think you were the best okay. so ignore the whispers, you're the shit and they ain't. so don't let it get you down sweetie ........ !   ❜ she smiles softly. hand squeezing once more before she turns grabbing the two a drink. ❛   and if it's any consolation, I think you're a god damn hero ........ !   ❜

she's made mistakes in her career that she should have thought better of... because she can whine all she wants about how unfair it is that misogyny isn't going anywhere in society, but it's stupid of her to place herself in the very position to be judged or mocked by it. ❝ even when you prove your weak-willed female brain can pick up on things they look past. ❞ or get information out of a witness that the tough guy shit didn't work on. ❝ no matter how much i prove myself, the guys that don't make the cut for intelligence like to whisper about their theories on how i used my tears or slept my way up the ladder. ❞

#empathichearts #interactions. #verse: chicago pd. #Q . #when payne would fight the whole police force for kim okay

[hellsurvivr]

           she watches him carefully   ━   climbing up on the desk next to him and crossing her legs.   she could see the weight of all this settling on his shoulders. and she wished there was something she could do. to help ease it. but she wasn't a cop. she was just a friend to them all. as well as a paramedic who helped them all out of scrapes. (    and lord did they get in a few!    )    humming softly, she bites down on her nail in a habit that she'd had for years. as the silence stretches between them. before she breaks it. ❛   isn't there a way to get to him inside, and see if you can get the details that way, somehow ........ !   ❜   she asks softly. but then shakes her head. realising how stupid it was. even for her. ❛   sorry, stupid idea. i know. i just wish I could help ........ !   ❜

while he's glad to hear the victims are stable, he knows that being alive is a small consolation prize for all that they had went through and will go through for months to come. chicago sometimes really lives up to its reputation and times likes this really showcase antonio's doubts that any of voight's teams efforts really put a dent in any of it. ❝ hoping so. protecting the rest of them is something we can strive for -- but we need to figure out how we can nail this son of a bitch for somehow ordering hits on his sealed trial witnesses from a jail cell. ❞ and he'd personally see to it that whatever cracks within the system were exploited were sealed up. something like this should never happen again.

#empathichearts #interactions. #verse: chicago pd. #Q .

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           ❛  it's pretty much the city's currency at this point ....   ❜ she shrugs idly   ━   hating how truthful the words were.   still despite that, she could understand his situation. she had ran from Chicago too, had wanted to get away from bad memories of her family, and voight had been her passkey. but now look at her, she was back in the city she ran from. she was home. (    the one place she felt that feeling!    )    humming softly, she quickly turns and fills someones order before looking back at connor. head tilting as she thinks over how to answer. ❛   sometimes, having roots helps us overcome the bad shit. running from it just means its gonna catch up one day. or so my therapist in new york once said ........ !   ❜   she chuckles, eyes rolling dramatically as though to empathise how much she didn't truly believe those words at all. not entirely.

❝ tell me about it. everyone's desperate to get their hands on other people's business. ❞ maybe not to the extent he'd learned ava was willing to go, but chicago was his hometown. he knew how it operated and that was something fueling his desire to run. he appreciates her trying her best to give him her undivided attention. molly's isn't the best backdrop for this conversation, but the alcohol is helping him open up and truly consider his options -- rather than shutting it all down. ❝ that's the thing. chicago is the only place i really have any tie to. and i can already hear my sister telling me that i should have learned not to be selfish and run from last time. ❞ truth be told, his time in chicago this time around left him feeling more tied down than he felt when he was barely coming out of being a teenager. present company included.

#empathichearts #interactions. #verse: chicago pd. #Q .

[hellsurvivr]

           ❛  yep, though if you ask voight, I have to take his thoughts as truth sometimes ....   ❜ her eyes roll   ━   almost playfully.   as well pretty much everyone knew, that payne was one of voights kids. those that he had helped and therefore would always protect. but payne also happened to be stubborn as hell. and tended to make her own choices. which included ignoring her mentor. (    something he was slowly getting used too!    )    head tilts as she thinks it over, fingers idly tapping out a reckless beat as she hums softly. ❛   trust me I get that, some people cant see past their egos to see that you're trying to help. but still I think you're doing an amazing job from what I've seen. being a mother or not. so hopefully others will see it as well ........ !   ❜  

❝ that's smart. it's always important to trust your own instincts and perceptions. ❞ she definitely doesn't want to know how her reputation really preceded her. ❝ maybe it does make me a better doctor, in some aspects. but in others? let me tell you -- it's so hard to be professional when people are making terrible parenting decisions. ❞ not even ones that were necessarily wrong or illegal, at least she had more backing when it came to those decisions. not being able to convince parents to take her advice that they came to the ed for could be brutal. ❝ i'd say the absolute worst is when you can tell someone's ego is getting in the way. ❞

#empathichearts #interactions. #verse: chicago pd. #Q .

[hellsurvivr]

send me a ship and I'll tell you...

who is more likely to hurt the other? who is emotionally stronger? who is physically stronger? who is more likely to break a bone?  who knows best what to say to upset the other?  who is most likely to apologise first after an argument?  who treats who’s wounds more often?  who is in constant need of comfort?  who gets more jealous?  who’s most likely to walk out on the other?  who will propose?  who has the most difficult parents? who initiates hand-holding when they’re out in public?  who comes up for the other all the time?  who hogs the blankets?  who gets more sad?  who is better at cheering the other up?  who’s the one that playfully slaps the other all the time after they make silly jokes? who is more streetwise? who is more wise? who’s the shyest?  who boasts about the other more?  who sits on who’s lap? 

#prompts. #GIMMMMMMIIIIIE #I WANT MORE!!!!

[hellsurvivr]

liam hemsworth

*      ―    ﴾  𝙽𝙿𝙲 𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙴  ﴿ // still accepting ( @formerlyrighteous )

AGE : early 30's SPECIES : human JOB : hunter

    INTRODUCING :    jackson lewis. a hunter who quite literally. want's paynes head on a platter. and doesn't care that he is wrong in wanting this. nor caring that payne [ ... ] attempts to be a good person. he just wants her dead.

                the story between the two starts over five years ago. when jacksons sister was killed in a demon attack. she wasn't a hunter, she was simply a college student who was blind to the supernatural world. her brother trying his hardest     ━  to keep her sheltered.   but of course, he couldn't keep her sheltered enough. and one night she becomes, the victim of a demon attack. the demons possessing her and making her do a manner of things, that meant the moment they left her body. there was no way she would survive. and she died alone, in a pool of her own blood. though in a moment of clarity, she'd been able to send a message to her brother. who abandoned the hunt he was on, and raced to get to his sister, to save her. but it was too late.

                he was not the only one there     ━   for payne too had followed the carnage.   the reason behind this being, that the demons who had come after lucy. were her brother and his followers. and she was hoping that this current scene, would help her track him, and see what his next agenda was. of course when jackson got there, he realised the signs of a demon, as well as the fact payne was stuck in a hidden devils trap. and assumed that she was the demon, who had killed his sister. no matter how many times payne pleaded, that she wasn't. that she knew who had done it. jackson wouldn't listen. and it led to a full blown fight. jackson letting his anger loose, and payne simply fighting to survive.

                payne managed to escape, after knocking jackson unconscious. and since then jackson has been intent on hunting her down. but no matter how much he looks. he can't seem to find her     ━  due to her leaving no trace.   jackson has no idea that payne is half human, so looking for the usual omens wouldn't work. nor does he know that she can't truly be killed by conventional needs. all he knows is she murdered his sister. and he wants her dead.

#formerlyrighteous #headcanon #answered. #NPCS. #Q . #meet someone who wants payne dead as much as her bro #shame he'd never succeed teehee

[hellsurvivr]

i know for a fact that now I've created those npcs. the moment s2 of h.o.t.d comes, imma wanna make em even more than I already do :/

#god the way i could make a full sideblog on the npcs in paynes world #id do it in a bloody instant #TBD.

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Emma D’Arcy 👀

*      ―    ﴾  𝙽𝙿𝙲 𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙴  ﴿ // still accepting ( @carnagebled )

AGE : eternal SPECIES : knight of hell JOB : varies depending on her mood

    INTRODUCING :    aurelia. aurelia, is the only female knight of hell. and to put it lightly [ ... ] she is also lucifer's favourite. the golden child, his favourite warrior. his named leader of his army. which is amusing, given she can't fucking stand him. she hates both him, and his agenda.

                it was of course, never always this way. for eons, aurelia was the favoured daughter, and wrecked whatever damage lucifer asked of her. she relished in killing angels, in torturing humans. in twisting the world into lucifer's agenda. she was also behind     ━  the birth of half demons.   half demons that were related to the knights. understanding, that if she and her 'brothers' were able to get the select ones of the angelically blessed bloodline to have children with them. then they would have the perfect little army. an army that could do more on earth, than the demons could. an army that could slip under the radar, and cause havoc when needed. which was why aurelia was the one, who found the set bloodlines that were needed. her tireless work, being the solution. to the building, of the perfect army.

                things of course started to change     ━   when aurelia became a mother herself.   she'd told herself all through the pregnancy, that she'd be fine leaving her child with it's father. and never interacting. that she'd handle the rule set in place by the angels, and by lucifer, that once the children were born. the knights could not influence their destinies. and that the children had to find their own way. aurelia believed she could stick to this. she just never expected her motherly instincts to outweigh her previous alliance to lucifer. and leaving her first born son behind, tore out the heart she didn't know she had. unlike her brothers, she couldn't remain emotionless, and she missed her baby, ever single day the two were separated. to the extent that lucifer, personally killed the child. hoping it would correct aurelia's temperament. and get him his warrior back.

                aurelia grew hateful of what lucifer did. hating him for killing her child. but she knew she couldn't go up against the devil. that was not her destiny. it was instead the destiny     ━  of one of the children.   so instead she plays it safe. she pretends to be his warrior. she pretends to be loyal. and as she has more children she keeps her longing, deep within her. something she manages by checking on them every now and then. mindful to not get too close lest she enact the wrath of the angels as well as lucifer. but the whole time aurelia bides her time. knowing that her revenge, would come one day. and it does, in the form of her niece.

                aurelia hears about payne     ━  when she dies.   and the knight wishes with everything, that she could get her niece out of the hands of elijah. but knew she couldn't interfere. so instead she watches. watches the way drakos manages to interfere and once more, hates that she can't interfere. as sure drakos wasn't her true brother, but to her these children were family. the knights had been together for so long, that it was only how she could see them. but soon aurelia's time come, and she is able to tell payne the truth. th truth of her father [ ... ] as well as her true nature. for aurelia could feel it. payne was the strongest one born. the one they'd all heard would either lead the army of hell. or would destroy it from the inside out. and if aurelia guessed correctly. payne was aiming for the latter.

                and when payne kills two knights of hell     ━  aurelia feels a sense of pride .   knowing that finally the cycle of pain, would one day come to an end. sure she had a feeling that one day, the young demon would kill her too. but with the way things were going, there was only one truth she cared about. and that was, that lucifer wasn't going to win this war. and that was all she truly, hoped would one day come to pass.

#carnagebled #answered. #headcanon. #NPCS. #fuuuuuck i love her already #Q .

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           ❛  it's chicago unfortunately, gossip is as common as the windy nights ....   ❜ she says softly   ━   placing another drink in front of him.   she was covering a shift for stella, not that she minded as she loved working at molly's and it allowed her to see her friends. ones she'd not seen as she'd been busy working on her paramedic stuff. but right now, her attention is firmly placed on connor. and the conversation they were having. (    even if others kept trying to drag her away!    )    still her mind trails, to the recent developments in and around Chicago. including connor's new project. but she could in a sense understand where he was coming from. sometimes getting away was the best thing. ❛   where would you go, if you do leave ........ !   ❜   question poised softly. after all she knew she had no right, to tell him to stay.

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❝ feel like i'm circlin' a drain. ❞ everything feels like a monotonous shell of what most would consider a life. saying that he felt like he was in a rut far undermined the emotions he's currently feeling. rather than trying to outrun his father, he now feels an overwhelming urge to outrun his ghost. but where would he go? and how can he leave behind the legacy he's trying to build for himself? with a sigh, he shakes his head and takes a swig of his drink. ❝ not sure i can stay with a trail of gossip always following me around. ❞

#empathichearts #interactions. #verse: chicago pd. #Q .

[hellsurvivr]

           ❛  i don't listen to others opinions before I make my own ....   ❜ she shrugs idly   ━   truth spilling across her lips.   as sure she knew the halstead brothers, jay better than will. but she'd made a promise when she finalised her paramedic training, and that was she would make her own judgement. after all she'd been judged and hated every second. so why judge others. (    and so far she was doing okay!    )    still the brunette lets a gentle smile spread over her lips. ❛   see I've always thought that would make it better. a mom can sympathise with the patients and understand 'em. at least how I've always seen it ........ !   ❜  

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❝ more grace than i deserve, i'm sure. ❞ she's not being humble here, she's being genuine. she's been friendly with the halstead brothers for a few years now and had heard firsthand how biased their opinions of her could be. she and will may butt heads, but they also had a mutual understanding that it was in part due to their similarities and in the end it pushed both of them to be better. ❝ having a young son can really -- complicate -- perceptions of pediatric cases in the ed. ❞

#empathichearts #interactions. #verse: chicago pd. #Q .

[hellsurvivr]

NPC MEME - Manny Montana

*      ―    ﴾  𝙽𝙿𝙲 𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙴  ﴿ // still accepting ( @ anon )

AGE : unknown SPECIES : half werewolf / half demon JOB : supernatural hitman

    INTRODUCING :    ángel lopez. ángel, is the son of the youngest knight of hell. yet is also [ ... ] far older than payne. though he never reveals his true age. instead, choosing to keep it a closely guarded secret. as he does the true range of his powers.

                ángel was born to a mother, who was a born werewolf and the daughter of the lopez pack. which roamed within the city limits of chicago. due to his mother's nature, a fact his father did not know nor care about, ángel is one of the few children of a knight, that has a mixed genealogy. most of the other children     ━  are only half human and half demon.   making ángel a true rarity. much like payne, he was raised by his mother only, and taught not only how to contain his demonic side, but also how to embrace the power of his wolf. which ángel has never ran from, and instead relishes. to the point that he can shift at will, and able to control his more feral and animalistic tendencies, unlike most wolves. something he feels very proud of.

                when ángel is fifteen years old     ━  his mother and pack are killed.   the attack orchestrated by a demon, who was on a rampage. this led ángel to seek revenge against the demon in question. and at eighteen years old, he kills the one who killed his mother. after that, ángel set about becoming a supernatural hitman. killing the supernatural beings, that were out of control and threatening to expose the supernatural world to humans. a skill and job he has become very talented at. he has a tendency to do jobs for free, as well as for the highest bidder. but of course, it all depends on the price.

                ángel first met payne when the latter was attacked by a werewolf     ━  whilst in the city of chicago.   the wolf had been causing mayhem within the city for a while, and it's murder sprees had called ángel back to the place he hadn't been since his mother's death. whilst hunting the wolf, he had noticed it had attacked a female, that female being payne. and from the first moment he saw her aura, he knew she was like him. the child of a knight. it was one of the reasons ángel was more intent on killing the wolf. for to ángel, payne was like family. and you didn't attack his family. after helping payne to heal from the wounds, feeling sorry that she would now forever carry scars upon her side, the two set about ending the wolf's dangerous spree. but also taking the time [ ... ] to get to know one another. for payne was the first person ángel had met like himself. and for payne, ángel was the first one she had found, who had accepted his darkness as well as his powers. something she had thought, for a long time, wasn't possible.

                the pair spent at least four months together     ━  building a lasting friendship.   but also ángel helped payne to not only begin to come to terms with her powers, even if she didn't listen. but also how to track her brother's movements, so that she could run in a different direction. and after those four months, the two went separate ways. with ángel returning to work, and payne heading off to the next city. but, despite being in different places often, the two meet up at least twice a month, simply to have fun and catch up. and ángel also makes sure, to give payne a heads up, if he hears of a bounty on her head, or if he gets the scope, on where her brother is.

#anonymous #answered. #headcanon. #NPCS. #Q . #nonnie ..... you're making me want to write him #OH LORD #anyways i need to do more detail later #aka on her carrd but i coulda written a fricking novel on this dude OMG