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i have return to the soap void to say, i happen to see a picture of bill spencer kissing someone else. i did a little research and see that he's dating again (for which i'm happy because don diamont deserves screentime) and his love interest (poppy) is beautiful but i legit felt my heart sink when the writers used brill's score for their scenes cause nooooo that's not fair. give them new scores because my brill's memories; over 7+ years worth; are ingrained in those scores. to summarize, in short my brill heart still aches to this fucking day. /end rant

#the bold and the beautiful #bold and the beautiful #brill #B&B #soaps #bill spencer #i legit needed some place to whine because it's the principle #i'm alive but given up on soaps once again lol #that's like saying any new couple can use the light from the leaf album as their song; it's olitz yall can't have that byeeee #its the principle

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Then I guess this will have to suffice.

#yredit #the young and the restless #nate hastings #soapedit #victoria newman #vate #victoria x nate #my corporate kids ♥ #baby it's the way that they are officially setting this relationship up to implode be having me sicccccck #victoria's mad at him and he's suddenly falling for her when he told nikki 24 hours prior he wasn't in love with her is sickkkk #i still love them tho #school has started again imma try to get the video page togetha again before i fall real behind sigh

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Victoria: I like what we have together. Nate: Because it's amazing.

#yredit #the young and the restless #nate hastings #soapedit #victoria newman #vate #my corporate kids ♥ #the way she stays smiling after they kiss i love em still real bad

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To have the power to change the course of this company, lives... the future. It's intoxicating. Almost as intoxicating as the way you're looking at me right now.

#yredit #the young and the restless #nate hastings #soapedit #victoria newman #vate #my corporate kids ♥ #AH eyes are so pretty

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Victoria: I'm really glad you're with me, though. Nate: Me too.

#yredit #the young and the restless #nate hastings #soapedit #victoria newman #vate #*kicks feet* *giggles* look at them holding hands again i love it #my corporate kids ♥

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Victoria: It's what always impressed me about you. Thinking big. You're always two steps ahead. Like what you did with the door. Nate: What do you mean? Victoria: I know you closed it so we can have some privacy.

#the young and the restless #victoria newman #nate hastings #yredit #soapedit #vate #oh victoria; nate is two steps ahead of you but imma hush #i promise i'm holding in the need in to write a dissertation in these tags I'll just say #that if there's one place karma exists it's soaps and victoria's behavior towards nick was callous and deplorable #they are going to humble her in the worst of ways with nate and i'm sickkkk look at gif 4 she can't get enough of him bye #the way she smiles before each kiss ; the way she pulls him even closer *internal screaming* #anyways let's not think about the harsh reality of vate's impending fate cause over here i'm delusional and they go together real bad

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Look... uh, I know this is probably not gonna make you feel any better right now, but you did the right thing, Adam.

#yredit #the young and the restless #soapedit #nick newman #adam newman #look at me where i don't belong but this was too heartwarming not to gif #he needed that hug so bad #i love everything about this

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Victoria: Well, just think of it this way. Now, she’s free to find the right person. Nate: I hope so. I do wish that for her. Because I know what that feels like now. I’m exactly where I want to be. 

#the young and the restless #soapedit #nate hastings #victoria newman #yredit #vate #victoria x nate #hands h a n d s *sigh* #idk i can't shake my conflicting feels because she's looking at him with heart eyes and i be wondering if he's being forreal or if this is #just for the sake of advancing the plan because nate honestly believing that he can do said plan and still respect victoria is insanity

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Victoria: You’re exactly what Newman needs. What I need.  Nate: That’s all true, but you forget to mention that I would support you because I respect and admire you. And I care about you. My attraction to you is as mental and emotional as it is physical. I hope you know that. 

#yredit #the young and the restless #soapedit #nate hastings #victoria newman #victoria x nate #vate #idk man i mean he technically doesn't need to do the plan anymore so i'm putting my feelings for nate in a gray area space #also note they've started playing softer/intimate music during vate scenes rather than their usual theme which is code for #aka vicky's falling in love and i be feeling conflicted cause nate gonna hurt her so bad if he don't change his mind and i be feeling sick #s i c k to my mf stomach *clutches chest* #he kissed her hand mid-confession like come on *muffled screaming into pillow* my heart is conflicted because yes but still no????

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Victoria: Well, you know, plenty of men would be unnerved by an invite from Victor Newman.  Nate: I’m not your ordinary guy.  Victoria: No, you are not and it’s undeniably sexy how this doesn’t throw you, not even in the least.  Nate: I’m finding that few things intimidate me lately. It makes the possibilities seem endless. And I have you to thank for that. 

#yredit #victoria newman #soapedit #nate hastings #the young and the restless #victoria x nate #vate #my corporate kids ♥ #i can't wait for their date ; hopefully it'll be drama free but i have a feeling they'll run into elena or some shit sigh

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Nate: Now, where did you say you put those files? Victoria: I don’t know. Maybe they’re in the bed under the sheets. Did you look there?

#yredit #victoria newman #soapedit #nate hastings #the young and the restless #vate #victoria x nate #our 2 week vate drought is ovaaaaa <3 back to delusional programming #business foreplay is so niche for them sksksk #talk numbers projections and demographics to me so i can c- (lmaooo lemme behave) #my corporate kids ♥

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Now, where were we?

#the young and the restless #nate hastings #victoria newman #soapedit #yredit #victoria x nate #vate #they go together; real real bad #the little eskimo kisses in gif 2 #i'm sickkkkkk

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Nate: Uh, what’s going on with Nick? He seems tense around me. Increasingly so.   Victoria: Somehow, he’s gotten it into his head you’re gunning for his job.  Nate: What? Wow. That’s quite a leap. Where in the world did he get an idea like that?

#yredit #the young and the restless #victoria newman #nate hastings #soapedit #nick newman #vate #*sigh heavily* on board for better or for worse #nick: nate wants my job victoria: you have no proof nate: gives proof victoria: :) #bombastic side eye criminally offensive side eye #victoria babes pls wake up #the funniest part is that these convos are literally the same day karma has spun the block for her soooo fast lmaoooooo #nate pretending to be shocked was is the funniest part of this set bye

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from this moment on i will be fully delusional about vate; 

#every time i be saying shit can't get worse; it gets even WORSE #*whispers* no rage quitting no rage quitting #i refuse to rage quit this ship we just gonna be selectively delusional from now on #cause how am i supposed to be okay with knowing he's going to be fucking lying the entire time #my heart hurt cause she was confessing how much she like him and he's across town fucking scheming with audra #to oust her family which he KNOWS she so proud that she got them to work together out of their positions #me @ myself: no feelings < chemistry only #babes the ship is sunk on fire and riddled with bullet holes i am not okay #*laughs hysterically* #so i don't cry bye *lays in tear puddle* whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy #cause if i don't be delusional imma disappear for another 2 years+ until brill comes back #nate is trashhhhhh; bill would never do some shit like this *clutches chest* #maybe he'll change his mind midway *clutches to delusion* cause baby what the fuck

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I love it when you talk strategy.

#yredit #nate hastings #victoria newman #the young and the restless #soapedit #vate #victoria x nate #domestic vate be having me sickkkkkk #like i want to be delusional and pretend this ship isn't a literal time bomb but baby the red flags be red flaggin #it's okay tho cause a bitch can swim and i'm not getting tf off anytime soon ctfu #this shit be having me weak in the knees me @ myself STAND TF UP BESTIE

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Victoria: When people find out that I am the why, does that mean you’re gonna change your mind about us? Nate: Absolutely not. My mind’s made up. Victoria: So, anyone who questions why you and Elena broke up, that’s gonna be your response? Nate: Well, these lips can be persuasive. Victoria: Very.

#soapedit #yredit #nate hastings #the young and the restless #victoria newman #vate #nate x victoria #the fourth gif i so cute i can't-- #they are so domestic im sick like this is supposed to be nsa baby my heart couldn't take it #i have developed a massive crush on nate the 2nd gif bruh he's so fineeeeeeee #i really like the fact that he's owning that he cheated and he's responsible for the fall out

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#yredit #nate hastings #the young and the restless #soapedit #victoria newman #vate #nate x victoria #*flatlines* #honestly i have no words.... #i censored this so much they are so fucking hot bye #this going to my main tumblr bye #imma go be inappropriate over there #wholesome content tmrw ~