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Let’s be honest, we all went through a phase where we hated Fitz.

#i dont hate him #anymore #but my friends still do #fitz vacker #kotlc

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Oh wow you’re so original hating on a character for doing actions i bet everyone finds you so cool and edgy

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reasons neverseen was THE sokeefe book

the window sleepovers. them confiding in each other when they dont want to face the nights alone.

sophie staying with him until the sun set when she told him about his mother

sophie being the only one to see the notes on his wall and his most vulnerable memories and still deciding to stay and help him

”sweet dreams. you deserve them.”

sophie staying by his bedside for 24 hours when he was in shock

sophie camping out in the hallway all night because she knew him well enough to know he’d try to go to ravagog on his own

her already having a bag packed and fully intending to go with him. alone.

”i’ll wait until dawn. for you.”

tam immediately being able to tell keefe liked her

keefe not knowing she’d follow him and making the bead just in case

the necklace in general

sophie saying she had a broken heart after he left

bonus: alvars reveal was kinda hot

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young artist posting your work online, heed my warning. im holding your face so gently in my hands, you have to stop caring about numbers right now and start caring about making the weirdest and most self-indulgent art you possibly can

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Throwback to that time in fifth grade where I had to have special meals because I had an allergy but they didn't stir the mac and cheese so there were weird see through sticky clumps that stuck to the noodles and tasted like chemicals

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Yk when you can hear everything and it's so loud and then the lights are bright and you can't breathe or think and you just want it to stop

#its not just me right #right? #idk what it is but it hurts #and it wont stop #so im crying in the middle of costco 😃😃

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jacin clay is fucking underrated. that’s it. that’s the post.

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Help me

POV: you're new to Tumblr and a avid defender of sokeefe but you begin to scroll and see all the sokeefe and Keefe hate

fr though I don't dislike Fitz or anything I just love Keefe *sobs in simp* and I really like Sophie *sobs in gets attached to main characters really easily*

Sophie and Keefe are incredibly complex characters with amazing chemistry and I can't help but ship them (i'm sorryyy)

I also despise that fact that I had to preface my last paragraph with the fact that I don't hate Fitz! Sokeefe shippers do not all have a burning hatred towards all things anti Sokeefe ok

I'm just saying this because I'm genuinely scared. Please don't kill me

#pov me

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We are on very different ends of Tumblr lol

being on tumblr is just cozy... you know what i mean? instagram and twitter is all flashy and loud but tumblr is as cozy as my bedroom with scented candles on a cold November night

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Why do you feel the need to crack a door open to talk to me? I can hear you through the door. It's not sound proof.

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Reblog if you think fanfiction is a legitimate form of creative writing.

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guys if this gets 5k notes by the end of July (after pride, after artfight) I'll redraw and redevelop my old kotlc star wars au from back when I hated Fitz Vacker. Yes, it's that old.

rules:

Up to 10 comments at a time per person (at least roughly a few hours in between). Sorry guys, but if you want to spam this you have to spend your daily post limit reblogs. (:

If I don't end up doing this, don't worry, I'll feel just as guilty as you are disappointed

Other than that not much :P you're lucky I don't know how to turn off comments lol

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Y'all

The emotional trauma Fitz has by this point in the series is insane.

When you consider:

-Him growing up as a Vacker, always expected perfection and taught to bottle emotions, and that you are only worthy of love if you perform well enough, never learning to really have his OWN voice, just whatever was given to him.

-Alvar and Keefe betraying him, two of some of the closest people to him, giving him some DEFINITE trust issues.

-His echoes FORCING him to bottle his emotions and just straight up deny them (so he didn't die) during one of the most emotionally turbulent situations of his life.

-just the entirety of his injuries in general, the limp he is insecure about, the echo that probably gave him some minor heart problems when you think about it, the damage done to his mental state from repressing so many intense emotions (doing that can seriously do some mental damage and also show up physically in many ways)

-Seeing people (his loved ones) get hurt by his horrendously unchecked emotions, but him being likely unsure of how the heck to deal with them.

-The girl he trusts most and genuinely likes essentially emotionally cheating on him with his best friend while leading him on saying she wants to try to make the relationship work (I love Sophie though, she has a zillion other problems to deal with), then the reason they "broke up" being a morally ambiguous situation where he's torn between the girl he was ready to spend his life with and the system that his family must uphold, the family he owes his power and existence to, and it being seen as a bad thing that he cracked and couldn't NOT choose his family (like he always does), but it also would have been seen as a bad thing if he chose what he wants because his family would likely call him "selfish"

And all of this being completley overlooked because he's a Vacker and he had the perfect life, so why would he have any reason to complain?

The constant undermining of his entirely real and mind-fucking emotional trauma has got to be the worst part of it all, because what's worse than hurting like crazy and then everyone calling YOU crazy for believing that you're hurt?

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Silly lil poem I wrote

I'm written in the lines

Confession

Confession

Confession

I hope no one sees these

I hope no one sees me

Not really

Please don't really see me

#poetry #poem

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Hey students, here’s a pro tip: do not write an email to your prof while you’re seriously sick.

Signed, a person who somehow came up with “dear hello, I am sick and not sure if I’ll be alive to come tomorrow and I’m sorry, best slutantions, [name]”.

#I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

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WHO GOT CAUGHT!?

#drawing a tree? a squid?

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play spot the difference