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I need some perspective

Okay so this’ll be a long post so, forgive me. I don’t want to go into too much detail about my looks or anything but I just need to an understanding of why i’m in the position i’m in. I’ve been debating what website to do this on and tumblr seems the best candidate as it seems has the most female users out of everything I scanned and a female perspective I feel will help me understand and solve my predicament.  I have never ever been with anyone romantically my entire life and I need help trying to fix this. I am almost cripplingly lonely and am only alive because I have some aspirations beyond companionship which I hope to achieve but this has only helped a little. Over the past year I’ve gone through rigorous self analysis trying to find why I’ve never been with anyone romantically, I seem to be a pretty easy sell. I’ve been described as above average intelligence, cute/handsome, and a nice person (I AM NOT SAYING IM NICE SO I DESERVE PUSSY. I DON’T HAVE NICE GUY SYNDROME OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT) but this gets me nowhere. Either with friends or possible partners. I am emotionally deadpan at times around people I don’t really know and i’m a quiet person most of the time which is possibly the cause I think but I can’t be sure. I’ve tried being more outgoing in my teenage years but that was met with disaster, and I know I don’t have Aspergers because I was tested for that. During my high school years, I had asked a few girls out that I knew by association with people I knew but weren’t really friends with and I've been rejected by every single one of them for both legitimate reasons and obvious excuses. I don’t know anymore I need help finding out whats wrong with me. Please feel free to ask questions if that will help you identify my problems, or just shoot questions for whatever reason. Thank you for reading and helping. Also please forgive my bad writing as it is not my strong-suit 

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