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#orv

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#a kinkajou named kumai

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about to go fight a chimera i'll post the video after

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this too shall pass

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Something something Ivan wants Till to look at him.

Something something Till was the first to saw Ivan.

Something something Ivan didn't see Till hesitate

Something something Ivan only allows himself to show his feelings only when Till has his eyes close

Something something eye experiment

Something something matching red dot

Something something the first and final time he see Ivan he can only watch

Something something eyes and Ivantill. Seeing and not seeing

#alnst

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my god, my universe

#alnst

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I've spent hours on ORV fics; but my favourite would always be kimcom going to the past and finding Dokja. It would always be my favorite when they pick him up by his collar and force (affectionately) feed him love.

#orv

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also check out these charms, they’re all really good. the mizisua one is great (love the crack) but I think my absolute fave is ruler of my heart bc 1) fave song, 2) fave video (love when mizi goes apeshit and tries to kill luka) (honestly valid) 3) love the concept of mizi strangling luka being the cover art

#alnst

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yoo joonghyuk save me....

#orv

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youtube that is a big question

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while you studied the blade

I studied the blade too we were classmates

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Since the OP made their post unrebloggable (and blocked me. Both actions they are well in with their right to do)

I'm going to make my response it's own post because I think the point is important

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As someone who is autistic and has BPD and CPTSD and loads of trauma yes you sometimes need to change how you interact with others to keep people around

When I was 13 I hit the few friends I had when I was angry

I had to change that in order to keep those friendships

When I was in my early 20s if I was losing an disagreement with my husband I would threaten to kill myself. My husband told me it hurt him and was cruel and manipulative behaviour, because it was.

So I worked hard to change that to keep my relationship

It's easy to say "I shouldn't have to change for others" and that's true to an extent. You shouldn't change your interests or passions or dim your light. And you should have space to be imperfect and flawed and not have to pretend your ugly bits aren't real. But if something you are doing it causing other people harm you kinda need to change that.

That's called "living in a society"

People adapt to each other and make space for each other in their lives. You adapt to them and they adapt to you

You start being more diligent about throwing away the empty toilet roll because it really bothers them. They start warning you before they run the blender because you hate loud noises

I stopped threatening to kill myself because I was mad I was losing an argument and my husband stopped being so vocally judgemental amount media he personally dislikes

There is a certain type of person who heard the phrase "your emotions are valid" and took that to mean "my emotional reactions and my behaviour are always objectively correct because my emotions are valid and if you have an emotional response or react to what I'm doing negatively then you are wrong and you can't be hurt because my emotions are valid"

And that's a recipe for disaster

Your emotions are valid to feel. They are how you feel and there are reasons you feel the way you do

However, your reactions and behaviour are something you can learn to control and can be irrational

We live in a society and we as people change each other as we interact and that isn't necessarily a bad thing

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not to be a nerd but it’s so crazy how he (Bernini) really did that from cold hard stone……. truly a spectacle, truly breathtaking, an honor to behold

#art

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hsr charms! hopefully they arrive in time I'll be debuting these at acen and momocon!

#omg i love themmm #will def buy subdays and fireflys when they get on the shop omg #<333

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I kinda want Hades 2 to be able to read your Hades file, see the decisions you made in that, and either make a passing reference to or directly showcase that in the game. Like if you romanced everyone, there will be references to your brother being a whore, etc.

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I have been saving this since last year. Happy Earth Day everyone.

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i watched one (1) video on how to draw hands that changed my life forever. like. i can suddenly draw hands again

these were all drawn without reference btw. i can just. Understand Hands now (for the most part, im sure theres definitely inaccuracies). im a little baffled

#for later