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I got my 2nd tattoo and here’s what it means;

The lady in a 1-piece bikini represents me — the semi-naked me with flaws and everything. Next is the flower head, this means that to always think of the positivity for it to bloom and to always have hope. Then, the plants around me — it means to keep growing and learning. Next, the stars — it means that I matter and that I shine just the way I am. And lastly, the moon — it represent that I’m a moon-child. 🧍🏼‍♀️🌸🌱✨🌙

#tattoo #lineart #selfcare #selflove

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i hate how sometimes i can’t find the right words to describe what’s going on in my mind.

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I feel like I can't stay strong for much longer and that scares me.

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SABE KO LAST CHANCE NA TO! Hahahahahahaha. Tignan nalang natin.

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Eto nanaman tayo. Napapaisip nanaman kung titigil na or tuloy pa.

Ang hirap talaga kapag sobrang opposite nyo tas may mga bagay na madalas di nya trip tas di din nya sinasabayan or sinasakyan. Yung tipong tinatry mo naman na magcompromise pero sa part nya prang may time na sapilitan nalang nyang gagawin kng ano man ung trip mo. Pero pag trip nya, oks lang. Hehe 🥲🥲

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Ako’y patawarin mahal,

Kung para bang puso mo ay napaglaruan.

Hindi ko naman inakalang ito ang kahahantungan,

Na ang puso at isip mo’y maguluhan.

Sana’y iyong tandaan na ‘di ko hinangad na ikaw ay saktan.

Patawad mahal,

Kung ang panahon at oras ay ‘di para satin ngayon.

Nasa sa’yo kung bibitaw o patuloy na sumunod sa alon.

Malay mo naman sa susunod ay sya’ng sumangayon.

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Tired. Sad. Uncertain.

Nakakapagod na talaga.

Nakakalungkot na tinry mo naman na lahat pero parang hindi na pala “kayo” talaga.

Walang kasiguraduhan kung san at ano nga ba ang kakahantungan ng lahat.

Ang sakin lang ngayon ay pahingi ako ng pahinga.

Pahingi ako ng “ako” lang.

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Ang lala naman nun! Sobrang lala. Parang hindi magulang e. Kung kelan natanda saka naman paurong ung utak 😒😒

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Yung utak ko nababaliw nanaman!!

Parang naiiyak ako na ewan.

Parang andami nanaman tumatakbo sa isip ko.

Hindi nanaman gumagana ung “inhale-exhale”.

Napapagod nanaman ako sa mga bagay bagay.

Nawawalan nanaman ako ng gana sa buhay 😪😪

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Sometimes I really want to be ALONE.

And this is that time!!

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I’m starting to lose interest again in life. I think that i’m done and want to go home (heaven).

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Dang it. It’s 2020 all over again.

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I’m frustrated.

I’m disappointed.

I am just tired.

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“She loves deeply regardless of the love she gets back in return, and it is both her biggest strength, and her biggest weakness.”

— N.R. Hart