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[justafleck]

give this post a ♡ for a cute sad clown boy in your inbox

#gonna toss this up again

[justafleck]

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒...

indie multi-muse run by hollow. featuring original muses along with selective canons. verses include marvel, dceu, the hunger games, grishaverse, supernatural beings, jujutsu kaisen, chainsaw man, and more. only open to those 21+.

𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒.

#✦✧you were the only one that was ever nice to me✧✦ ➝ ( promo ) #I'll yeet Hol at you to the end of time #amazing writer! #you're missin out if you don't follow!

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@threecardtrick : ' so... we're just not going to address that? '

— " Address what ? " Arthur questioned , doing his best to shoot Thomas a quizzical look . White lies were something Arthur often times resorted to ; sometimes he gets away with it , but most times , it's awkwardly obvious that he's fibbing . Thomas must have noticed the bruise that painted down from beneath the sleeve of his shirt . It spilled to the skin on the back of his hand , which was now covered by fabric as Arthur casually tugged his sleeve down enough to cover it . Maybe , when Arthur had reached up to adjust his collar , Thomas spotted it . Or maybe , Arthur has upset him somehow .

—  " Is there something wrong ? " he then asked , emerald eyes searching Thomas' features only to establish the other's emotions . He didn't seem mad - not happy either . Perhaps concerned ? He can't tell . Arthur has never been good at reading people unless emotion was blatantly written across their face . Did he do something wrong without realizing it ? Arthur was good at that ; people were always upset with him some way or another and half the time , he can't even figure out what it was that he did wrong in the first place .

#threecardtrick #c :: thomas cromwell

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For my w h o l e l i f e , I didn't know if I even really existed . But I do . And people are starting to notice . carrd | | memes | | joker arc | | credit: ©

#✦✧you were the only one that was ever nice to me✧✦ ➝ ( promo ) #gonna put this up on the dash #wanna help me revive my blog? please?

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「   RP MEME :    BETRAYAL .   」    * change pronouns as needed .

’ how could you do this to me? ’

‘ what have you done? ’

‘ it wasn’t supposed to end like this. ’ 

‘ this could only end one way: your defeat. ’

‘ i knew this was going to happen. ’

‘ you, out of everyone? ’

‘ i hate you! ’

‘ after all this, you’re going to turn your back on me? ’

‘ fine. go. i don’t need you. ’

‘ maybe it’s better this way. ’

‘ i was only going to do the same to you. ’

‘ this was inevitable. ’

‘ i’m sorry. ’

‘ this was only a mission. ’

‘ you were never that important to me anyways. ’  

‘ i never meant to hurt you. ’

‘ it was supposed to be you and i forever. ’

‘ you promised me! ’

‘ how dare you? ’

‘ i don’t want to do this to you. ’ 

‘ no, not you. ’

‘ even after all we’ve been through? ’

‘ i told you not to get attached. ’

‘ fuck you! ’

‘ i never cared about you, either! ’

‘ put your gun down. ’

‘ i have to. ’

‘ put down the fucking blade! ’

‘ but you said… ’

‘ you said this would never happen! ’

‘ i loved you. ’

‘ you’re dead to me. ’

‘ it was all a part of the job. ’

‘ nothing personal. ’

‘ now, die. ’

‘ how sad you must feel. ’

‘ you actually believed me? pathetic. ’

‘ i’m not letting you leave here. ’

#✦✧how about another joke murray?✧✦ ➝ ( memes )

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— reassurance starters

“ i feel safe with you. i always have. “

“ are you okay with this? ”

“ i trust you. you've got good values. “

“ thank you for your patience. “

“ can i kiss you? ”

“ i won't tell a soul. i promise. “

“ i appreciate you for you. “

“ you are so smart. the world is lucky to have you. “

“ you don't mind if i kiss you, do you? “

“ it's okay, you know. it's only if you want to. “

“ i want you to kiss me. “

“ i would pretty much trust you with my life. “

“ are you okay with being touched? “

“ if you're uncomfortable, you can tell me. “

“ if there's anything you don't want to do, you don't have to. “

“ you deserve the whole world. “

“ do you want me to talk to them for you? “

“ are you sure about this? “

“ it's okay if you say no. “

“ it's up to you. “

“ i'll always support you. “

“ you'll always have me. “

“ we don't have to do this if you're not ready. “

“ you belong to me, with me, under me. consensually, of course. “

“ do you want me to kiss you? “

“ can i hug you? “

“ i like kissing you. “

“ you're really cute, you know. “

“ you're adorable. god i love you. “

“ you and me, we make a pretty good team. “

“ you're worth everything. “

“ i've never loved anyone the way i love you. “

“ you promise this is okay? “

“ are you okay with me kissing you? ”

“ you can always talk to me. always. “

“ i'm here for you. “

“ do you trust me? “ “ yes. “

“ i like spending time with you. it's nice. ”

“ you make me happy. really happy. “

“ it's pretty nice, this thing we've got going on. “

“ you don't need to worry. you're safe. “

“ i got you. “

“ i'm not going anywhere. “

“ call me, even if it's the middle of the night. “

“ are you okay with this? “

“ i'm extremely okay with this. “

“ you know that i love you, right? “

“ whenever you're ready, i'll be there. “

“ if you're not ready, we can wait. “

“ take your time. i'll wait for you. “

“ don't think for even a second that you have to prove something to me. i love you just the way you are. “

“ everything's gonna be okay. “

“ you're not alone. “

“ are you busy? can i talk to you for a moment? “

“ you have me. you'll always have me. “

#✦✧how about another joke murray?✧✦ ➝ ( memes )

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"CAN WE TALK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED?" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

so how long are you going to avoid me?

we should really talk about it.

can we just clear the air?

sit down for a second and talk to me.

i wish you would just look at me for two seconds.

explain to me how that happened.

you handled that a lot better than i expected.

when were you going to tell me the truth about that?

i think it's time we started being honest with one another.

it doesn't do us any good to stay quiet.

you told me you'd tell me the truth. i'm still waiting.

i was hoping for some answers.

what more do you need to hear?

i saw what you did.

when did this start happening?

start from the beginning.

that was a little abrupt.

when did you learn how to do that?

so... that's new.

they called you [title]. why did they call you that?

is there something you're not telling me?

i'd like to discuss what happened between us.

this is going to be really awkward, i'm sure.

when did they start taking orders from you?

who died and made you king?

i missed the part where that was my problem.

you could have given me a heads up.

so... we're just not going to address that?

i saw what happened.

that could have been worse.

you made a mockery of them.

i appreciate what you did for me back there.

you didn't have to stand up for me, and yet you did.

how long have you been planning that?

i think it's about time i was included in these discussions.

you know i could have helped with that.

you got a little scary back there.

i was so certain they were going to kill us.

where'd you learn to pull a stunt like that?

did that really just happen?

i owe you my life.

give me a heads up next time.

you have more power than i thought.

so... is someone going to fill me in?

#✦✧how about another joke murray?✧✦ ➝ ( memes )

[justafleck]

Ok, so last time I was active on here, there was a bunch of like? confusion on how reblogging threads worked. Anyone wanna fill me in? Did they ever revert back to the old way? Did the at the time new way stick? Is it still mass hysteria on who's reblogging which way?

#✦✧my life is nothing but a comedy✧✦ ➝ ( ooc )

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*blows the dust off this blog for the 80th time* Heyyyy, long time no see clown squad. So I've had like, an extensive amounts of changes in my life over the past year that have kept me from being on here and active. I apologize so much for going silent. I really miss it here and I miss the friends I have made. But I do have some good news to share despite all of the hardships over the last year I've been through. Your girl, who was struggling with infertility for seven longs years, has actually managed to get pregnant! We are expecting a baby boy late January! Needless to say, things have been a whirlwind and this pregnancy has been very hard on my body due to my disabilities, but I think I'm feeling well enough to get back to roleplaying! I WANT to become active again, though my threads are like MEGA old and to be frank, I don't think i'll remember what's going on in them nor do I expect anyone else to either. So, I'm going to scrap everything in my drafts and I'd love to start fresh here if you all will still have me!

#✦✧my life is nothing but a comedy✧✦ ➝ ( ooc ) #ima share some memes here shortly so shoot me some #otherwise hop into my dms if u wanna plot something!

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come. back. to. me.

I've been thinking so much about getting back on here and writing but everytime I think I've gotten past my slump, something happens and I fall right back into it. I know I haven't been active in literal months and I feel TERRIBLE about it but I DO want to come back and plan to bc I truly miss you and my other writing partners. My cat passed away very recently and I've been grieving hard and struggling to be productive in any way. Though I REALLY miss getting on here and writing. Please forgive my super long absence, it wasn't intentional ToT

#✦✧a clown thing?✧✦ ➝ ( answered ask ) #i fucking miss being here #and I fucking miss you so much Jess #im sorry i've been a shitty friend and writing partner

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I hope you are doing ok friend! ;w;

THANK YOU. I'm fine, I promise. I was really sick for three months, came out of that for a week then wound up sick again which is the story of my life. Then I had my zoloft adjusted so i've just been like hibernating for weeks now it feels like. BUT I PROMISE IM OKAY. I'm going to try to be around more <3 I miss everyone here so much and ofc I miss Arthur very much too ToT

#✦✧a clown thing?✧✦ ➝ ( answered ask )

[justafleck]

i love you i miss you come back twin.

JESSIE MY BELOVED. I've been here on and off in silence, though chronic fatigue has taken ahold of me lately which explains my absence. I'll be back around here soon, I promise <3 I LOVE YOU.

#✦✧a clown thing?✧✦ ➝ ( answered ask ) #I'M THE LAMEST I KNOW #I'M SORRY #ILU SO MUCH AND THINK ABOUT U ALL THE TIME

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@disposablelover​ :   ' is there a reasons you’re here on your own ?  '

—  He’s  always  alone  . Even  when  he’s  in  a  roomful  of  people  ,  he’s  alone  .  Even  at  home  sitting  on  the  sofa  right  next  to  his  mother  ,  he’s  alone  .  People  don’t  acknowledge  him  until  they  feel  as  if  he’s  a  problem  .  So  it  comes  to  Arthur  as  a  surprise  that  this  stranger  approached  him  .  How  does  he  answer  ?  Because  people  choose  not  to  notice  him  ?  That  he’s  alone  because  society  has  abandoned  him  ?  He  digresses  .  Hawk  like  eyes  examine  her  with  certain  caution  ;  if  only  she  knew  that  it  was  only  a  few  weeks  ago  he  was  kicked  down  in  an  alleyway  and  beaten  up  by  a  group  of  children  simply  because  they  thought   he  was  a  bad  clown  .  

—  “  I  don’t  know  ,  I  just  ...  ”  he’s  torn  between  brutal  honesty  and  a  fib  ,  though  he  decides  to  be  partially  honest  with  her  but  evades  the  point  of  the  question  entirely .  “  I  always  come  here  .  Every  Friday  .  ”  he  says  .  Pogo’s  comedy  club  was  his  favorite  place to  go  .  He  sits  in  the  same  seat  every  week  ,  journal  splayed  out  next  to  a  glass  of  bourbon  he  never  actually  drinks  .  (  He  orders  it  because  he  sees  the  other  guy’s  ordering  it  too  and  he  seeks  to  fit  in  . )  Arthur  takes  notes  at  what  other  people  seem  to  find  funny  and  forces  out  an  unnatural  laugh  along  with  the  crowd  .  Odd  stares  are  shot  towards  him  often  times  when  he  laughs  out  of  sync  .   “  Are  ...  you  here  alone  too  ?  ”  And  no  one  ever  picks  the  seat  at  the  table  with  him   —  they’d  even  stand  at  the  back  of  the  club  rather  than  finding  themself  sitting  next  to  Arthur  .  But  here  she  is  ;  speaking  with  him  shortly  after  filling  the  usually  empty  seat  and  Arthur  is  still  trying  to  wrap  his  head  around  this  blip  in  the  matrix  .

#disposablelover #c :: maxine savage #she's got him shook already by simply noticing him

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@portalopened​  :   ❛  i don’t think we’ve met yet but you looked like you needed someone to talk to.  ❜

—  He  remembers  this  man  clearly  ;  he’s  the  one  he  encountered  in  the  alleyway  after  he’s  been  beaten  to  the  ground  a  few  weeks  ago  .  Arthur  has  been  sitting  at  this  bus  stop  for  some  time  now  ,  though  it  seems  as  if  the  bus  weren’t  coming  and  he  was  debating  about  making  the  walk  across  the  city  to  get  back  home  .  A  taxi  was  never  an  option  ,  last  time  he  took  one  ,  he  was  yanked  from  the  back  seat  in  the  middle  of  the  street  by  the  driver  because  he  was  apparently  creeping  the  guy  out  .  

—  It’s  been  another  bad  day  ,  no  doubt  ;  they  were  all  terrible  .  He  can’t  remember  the  last  day  he’d  had  a  good  one  .  Though  he  doesn’t  wish  to  dump  all  of  his  problems  onto  Johnny  ;  no  one  truly  wants  to  hear  about  his  woes  .  “  You  were  that  guy  from  a  few  weeks  back  . ”  he  gently  reminded  the  other  .  Emerald  eyes  dare  to  search  Johnny’s  features  in  hopes  for  any  reflectance  .  Was  he  really  that  forgettable  ?  “  Johnnie  .  ”  he  thinks  he  recalls  correctly  . “  Right  ?  ” He  allows  his  gaze  to  falter  ,  though  he  raises  himself  from  the  bench  he  sat  upon  .  “  I  was  just  ...  waiting  for  the  bus  .  Doesn’t  look  like  it’s  coming  .  ”  he  says  with  a  sigh  out  .  “  Just  my  luck  .  ” he  then  says  as  his  hands  fall  into  his  jacket  pockets  in  search  of  shelter  from  the  frigid  air  .  “  What  are  you  doing  here  ?  Trying  to  catch  the  bus  too  ?  ”

#portalopened #c :: johnnie walker

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while i'm still sick, i feel a lot better today ( for now ). Still lingering chest congestion but it seems my sinuses are finally clearing up. I also went to bed early af last night and actually slept for the first time in a week. So i'll be around on here catching up as much as I can. Don’t expect too terribly much from me but i’m gonna try to do what i can. I've also been flooded by the dreaded pawrnnn bots spamming the follow button. pls for the love of everything holy arthur doesn't wanna see ur bare robo booties.

#✦✧my life is nothing but a comedy✧✦ ➝ ( ooc ) #anywho im still hacking up things in my lungs from 2001 but i'm functional for the first time in a week

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— " Well , would you look at that . It's Nicole Walker . Who would have guessed that I would have bumped into you here ? " It was far from a coincidence ; he's shown up to her place of work . A true mystery for how he would know such information . Waiting outside the building for her to emerge after work would come to an end . He's scouted her out ; it's been over a year since his big performance on the Murray Franklin Show and a few months after his break out from Arkham Asylum . Nicole was one of the two people who had been nice to him over the years ; though their interactions were very few , her kindness was far from forgotten . " Long time no see , you do remember me , don't you ? " @vntagetee

#vntagetee #c :: nicole walker #i love how he shows up as if he regularly just walked her home from work or something lol #like they haven't spoken in years but hey this is normal #a whole clown waiting outside #he would have went in but for her sake he decided not to cause a scene #granted im sure anyone coming out that building and seeing him there are like LEGASP in terror lol

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So sorry for inactivity and extra slow dm reply speed. This sickness is kicking my ass right now and I’ve not mustered up enough energy to write or manage to uphold much conversation. Hoping tomorrow will be a better day. I’ll get around to dm replies and what all tomorrow.

#reblogging again bc i'm gradually getting sicker #i think i've got bronchitis like i'm struggling to breathe and everything feels inflamed #i'll try to get around to at least my DMs at some point today but pls don't think i'm ignoring anyone for not seeming super social #i just have zero energy #tomorrow marks one week of being sick and i'm getting worse and worse #this is miserable af