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Im in about the worst mental state I have ever been. I have lost enjoyment in everything I once loved. I feel unwanted and hated. I feel like everyone would rather I just disappear. Nothing makes me feel happy anymore. I don’t want to feel this anymore. 

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Im so fucking tired of feeling broken. 

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2017 in review

This year was one that had a lot of change. Quit smoking, quit smoking weed constantly, finally started getting a vision as for what I want with my life moving forward and finally started to feel happy with life since I was maybe 5. I have a strong sense of desire to reach my new goals and know what I need to do to acomplish them. Excited for next year and hoping this positive trend in my life continues! Onward and upward!

#life #motivation #movingforward #finallyhappy #yearinreview #positive

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A shade of insanity

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Fuck being nice for the sake of others feelings. I’m done getting taken advantage of by others. I have wasted so much fucking time on other people and their shit and I am in such a fucking rut and still all anybody seems to do is just continue to take from me. 

#fuckthisshit #fuckoff

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Dio. Best vocalist ever. RIP

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I don’t remember what being happy is like. It has been so long since I was happy that I am starting to wonder if it even exists anymore or if everyone is just as fucking broken and depressed and just faking it like I have been for my entire life. Its just getting to be too fucking much and I just want to get in m car and leave everyone and everything behind. 

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Abbey Road on the morning of the album cover shoot, August 8th 1969.

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Maine’s Night Sky

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images of the atlantic coast: #2 captured at acadia national park 2016 september

blog | instagram | vsco

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Photo from @sillysarahsmiles - Highway 99 near Oakland - Image selected by @ericmuhr Join us in exploring Oregon, wherever you are, and tag your finds to #Oregonexplored #Highway99 #Oakland #DouglasCounty #Oregon via Instagram http://ift.tt/2fH1ccX

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The Long View

© Susan Kramer 2016 All Rights Reserved

near Portland, Oregon US PDX

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Why are violent thoughts creeping back into my head? I thought I was past my angry violent days....

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Emperor

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damnit

How the hell am I still getting taller...I already have enough trouble finding pants...don't make it near impossible for me....the search for 26x34 pants begins..

#skinnyproblems #howamistillinpuberty