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M3@lsp0

💋Diet Coke edition💋

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the thing about 4n0r3xia is that you don't only do it for the results. at the beginning, they are obviously not immediate, so you can't only rely on that to keep ⭐️ving yourself. what it's immediate tho, it's the hunger. it all revolves around it, and after you get used to it, everything starts to feel lighter; your mind, your body, even that feeling of constant guilt in your chest. that's what is so addictive.

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˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ models backstage

is my fav look

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2008 Model aesthetic ❤︎₊ ⊹

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thinspo <33

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Dove into my photo archives and found my favorite thinspo from 2018, around the start of my ed. The chokehold the thigh picture had on me?? Unparalleled.

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Life goal 🤍 please I just want to be thin and pretty ✨

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✨ 𝓣𝓸𝓭𝓪𝔂'𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓼𝓹𝓸 ✨

🖤 (not my pic) 🖤

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think imma go back to ana just to numb myself

#gonna cope w the med stomach aches i guess #ana #mia #ed

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im trying to quit smoking and its going well ngl but i swear to god if it makes me overeat i am just buying a pack straight away

like yesterday i ate around 2000 net calories which is not like the end of the world i was hanging w friends but today i weighed myself and im 1kg up (expected but still) and i feel so gross

#ana #mia #anamia #ed

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mothers r the no 1 expert at making u feel like shit and then asking u y ure off like they didnt just ruin u psychologically anyways almost threw up in the restaurant bathroom but decided im gonna stick to making myself throw up at parties

#ana #mia #anamia #ed

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im always saying this but if ure gonna have an eating disorder at least be smart abt it. also use proper tags on tumblr dot com

#ana #mia #anamia #ed

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my dad legit saying neither of u will ever be as thin as ur mum when i met her like girl did u forget the time i had an eating disorder u say she weighed 56kg so did i and i was taller than her its not a competition but if it were i won

#and they were mad at me for it #ana #mia #ed #anamia

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vacationing on a mountain is literally healing me i get to eat whatever i want and still have a sensible net like yesterday i burned 500 calories swimming and hiking today im gonna burn even more literal heaven

#i even had 2 mocktails #i might just start excercising when i get home #catch me swimming an insane ammount #ana #mia #anamia #ed

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i just had a fly take a swim in my cappuccino fuck this im going back to black she never hurt me

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ate half an instant polenta and less than half a pack of cottage cheese and i feel guilty like girl its rlly not that deep

#ana #mia #ed #anamia