HIHI !!!! sorry if this seems random, my name is lizzie n i used to be a writer here on blr ( my user was @bunreis >__< ) & me n some other blr writers who are onedoors decided to make a gc on discord to sorta build a little onedoor community !!!! one of them mentioned u being a onedoor so i wanted to reach out n ask if u wanted to be added !!! the ppl who are in it currently is me, @okwons & @isoobie. no hard feelings if u don't wanna join or don't feel comfy doing so !!!! π
hi hi lovely!! nice to meet you hehe this is exciting!! i would love to join actually :( im not extremely active on discord but it would be amazing to have onedoor friends, so if you don't mind that, i'd love to ππ
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lyn really wasn't playing when she wrote the outsider. "does it feel like there's somebody missing at the party or is everybody fine where they are? do you even care that im the only one not there or was forgetting me not really that hard? do i hate missing out or hate the thought of you not missing me? see it still when i close my eyes. i go back to those summer nights, driving fast down a dead end road, staying out past the afterglow. now you're laughing with someone new, doing things that we used to do and im just someone you used to knowβ the outsider of an inside joke."
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queen of tears spoilers!!
identity is above all else, it seems like. ep 14 of queen of tears ruined me in all the good ways. when the question is "do you want to die as yourself?" vs "are you willing to live at the cost of who you are as a person?", the ultimate answer hae-in gives is no. she'd rather come to peace with the prospect of death with all of her memories of loving and, in turn, being loved coming with her. the death of memories is more painful than the death of her life itself. hyunwoo begging and sobbing in her arms does not deter her, however much she wants to keep on living. as herself. keep on living as the hong hae-in who loved dearly and who was loved, desperately so.
a loss of identity is death to everything that ever had a hand in helping her become who she is now. this brings me to the phrase "death is for the living". the dead do not mourn or face the aftermath of their last breath in the world of the living. the living, those who are left behind, are the ones who truly know what death is. so it is painful when hyunwoo, the man who isn't struck with the terminal illness bound to take her life any time soon, begs almost on his knees for hae-in, the woman who's counting the seconds left she has to live, to give up her sense of self. it's understandable how both of them stand strong in their desires. one fears becoming a stranger to all that she loves and one fears becoming familiar to life without the one he cannot live without. so he does everything in his power to have her take the surgery (all effort is in vain, she will not give up her identity).
i love this episode so much. im still only halfway through it but i had to give my two cents. such a beautifully tragic dilemma of two people who love. one loves by wanting to remember, one loves by giving everything to make her live. have a taste of love again for the first time. he says that he'll be the first person she'll meet and get to know again after the surgery. that he will still be there for her when she wakes up a completely different, empty, and lost person. he wants her to live, does not care if she'll ever even be able to reconnect with him ever again. he believes that she deserves to wake up another day and smile. to still be able to make new memories.
in the end they're both very selfish people who love selflessly.
edit: help me my stomach hurts from laughing so hard oml not him using his face and body card to annoy her into living. using jealousy as a mean to motivate her to take the freaking surgery and live ugh im in tears ahhahahah i love how if she doesn't become convinced the first few times when he's nice, he just intentionally pisses her off or annoys her into doing things to help herself ππ thr only way to get hae-in motivated to live: make her mad at himself and have her do beneficial things out of sheer SPITE
edit 2: NO WHAT THE FOUK JUST HAPPENED POOR HYUNWOO OH MY GOD the way he lost all strength in his knees my god he crumbled in front of her feet he got a taste of what losing her felt like with that massive crash im still in shock i can't imagine having to witness that and trying to get through the car window to help save her and then not find her there?? and then she appears unscathed thankfully and he feels like a bucket of ice cold water drops over his head??? man they have to be so much more careful from now on bc the amount of yandereism the other guy is exhibiting ugh and the evil mother saying she'll help him out with "i can't stop till the moment i die" wtf??? OMG SHE'S GETTING THE SURGERY WHAT WHAT WHAT "i promised i would never make you cry after we get married" WOMAN HE'S BEEN SOBBING HIS SOUL OUT EVERY EPISODE SINCE!!!! ππ ALSO NOOOOO NOT MY BOY SOOCHEOL GOING THROUGH IT AGAIN I CANT TAKE IT PLS MAKE HIM HAPPY WITH HIS LITTLE FAMILY I WILL CRYYYYYYYY he's gonna have MAJOR trust issues lmfao
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rate your moots on how delulu they are for their bias(es)
everyone is clinically insane, delusional and needs to be hospitalised there i said it no one who's willingly on this site has a normal relationship with their idols and honestly good for us π«Άπ«Ά
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HIS HIGH NOTESSSSS MANNNNN it was crazy. Truly crazyπ« like i knew my man was a fan ever since he went to the concert w seunghun but this was still a shocking cover to me π€
IMAGINEEEE imagine a woodz collab that would be insane actually it shakes me to my core the thought alone!!
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YESYES THAT!!! jihoons voice suits this type of music so much istg π« π« he should do more rock type of sound definitely ugh my favorite emo boy
actually!!!! out of anyone in trsr i think he'd be the one to have the first solo album ugh he just has that underground k-artist vibe to him and drowning suits him SO well ππ the way he came in with that GRIT for the choruses my LORD
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did u see jihoon woodz cover.
DO YOU MEAN DROWNING BC YES I DID SEE IT I CHOKED ON MY TEARS
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closest moots on blr?
@mosviqu my tumblr sister friend mother everything at once tbh we've stayed strong for years atp </3 not even far in age but it still feels like i was raised by her blog at some point and then by HER bar ily we even had two kids together (thinking about reviving blank journal? also k-mystics my little yellow abomination)
@kyuzuberri my little sister i want to adopt so badly i would move mountains for her my dear tumblrinas pls always be nice to her y'all i genuinely want to be with her irl but we're continents apartttt ;-; kyuzu ily bby (my rock actually)
@atrirose i always feel like bullying her is that my love language?? ily my precious i will bite your ankles we've been mooties for a WHILE now but got a lot closer this year i feel like π€π€ i mean this in the nicest way possible but you have a very punchable cutie patootie image in my mind i LOVE talking with you always
@lebrookestore my fellow soldier we've gone through so much on this site im her biggest fan fr i don't even remember when we became friends but it was at the very beginning of the pandemic i feel like?? idk idk imy ily i always think of you. big slay big purr for brooke omg im getting emotional thinking bout the good ol' times :')
@i-luvsang my soulmate ;-; this is the emoji i always use whenever it's about ria bc that's actually me irl whenever i see her im so happy so so happy she's been my friend for so long ughhh if im a sunflower then she's my sun she's the light and guide of my life there's no one like maria for me i hope everybody knows this
@wonfilms not me having the best y/n moments with my favs who turn into my friends ahhhhhh she was the coolest ever ever ever and then she became MY coolest ever ever ever?? mine ppl back off we've been moots for a good while too now that i think about it hehe
bonus @bywons in a very funny way i have to cackle every time but it's a secret she's my little secret ily sru precious always
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also treasure coachella when?? that festival DESPERATELY needs a yg group oml or lollapalooza pls pls pls they're the ultimate ultimate performers!!!!
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