kyungtae-nim

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My addiction: my own death.

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My favourite video

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On today's episode of

Is it my sock bundling or a possible insect in my shoes?

It's my sock.

#m #the shits i say #i had a cockroach in my shoes once #and i never wanna hear that crunch ever again

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He pretzel

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I remember the times I'd imagine being roughly handled by hot celebrities. Now I can't really go past "omg hes so hot".

Having a boyfriend just kinda ruins that.

#m #jk i just only want it to be my bf now #he can do whatever he wants #cough #the shits i say

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Ah the undescribable feeling of wanting to die

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"It's the obligation of a wife to meet her husband's sexual needs. If she can't meet it, we should be allowed to find it somewhere else"

EW.

While people can put different meanings to sex, it's mainly used as a tool for intimacy -- to connect with your partner(s). An activity that you BOTH enjoy TOGETHER.

If you're horny, you can just jerk off instead of forcing your partner to do something you're BOTH supposed to enjoy. Instead of CHEATING on them. Or go to therapy and figure things out TOGETHER.

If sex is your *only* way to connect with your partner, then learn other emotional skills you thick slab of brick.

Ultimately it's a compatibility issue. If that's not how you view sex, or if you can't humanize women and only see them as sex objects (another EW), then find a WILLING person instead of FORCING AN UNWILLING person to abide by your values.

Guess what they call it when people force unwilling or non consenting parties to have sex with them?

Rape.

#m #midnight rants #except its not midnight

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Sarcopod

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Sarcopod

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"What do you want for your birthday?"

"Death."

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WHY DOES THIS KITTEN SMELL SO MUCH LIKE BABY POWDER

I just wanna NOM

#m #the shits i say #kitten #baby powder #THEYRE JUST A BABY

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Penguin escapes killer whales by jumping onto a boat.

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I wish we had an equivalent of the door in the good place. Where we could just go through and cease to exist after we feel like we've lived enough. After we said our goodbyes and our farewells peacefully.

Wouldn't that be nice.

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What do people grieve over when someone they know dies?

Their relationship with that person?

The person's potential in life?

The what-ifs and could-bes?

What if the person's death was the best option when compared to their life in suffering?

Would we celebrate death?

Would we celebrate their freedom from the hell we call life?

-M

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The voices in my head tell me,

"Do it on your birthday,

so that people won't have to

grieve over you

twice a year."

- M

"Ha..ve a birthday, I guess."

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I don't fit anywhere.

I don't belong anywhere.

I'm not wanted anywhere.

I don't even want myself.

I wish I was sick so I can leave without people feeling bad.

I don't wanna be here for long.

I've had enough.

I've had enough.

I've had enough.

The day is coming.

The day is coming.

The day is coming.

Let me let myself go.

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