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Love Songs and Letters from the Heart of Darkness

💙🌎🌏💙Love from the Heart of Darkness.. for the Relentless Daimon and the One of Amberly Hair -- who Hear All -- above The Din of Time

Debussy's 'Les collines d'Anacapri'

https://youtu.be/B6JvZtgcVFE

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Debussy's 'Reflets dans l'eau '

https://youtu.be/vJISo7YX6Nk

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Jean Efflam Bavouzet's advice to musicians embarking on a career

https://youtu.be/TvfzSjcqbJo

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And just to get the 'madness' out of the way.. how about quasi-satirist Bob Dobb's take on it (life n learning)Lol.. Praise Bob!! ... And catch the knack for Slack!!

Probably should have gone with 'selective resignation' on this one 😆 (see further comments on this thread)

Anyway.. there was some mighty strange stuff happening during the 70's haha.

'Church of the SubGenius -- Slack explained

https://youtu.be/BbHjybg50BU

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Church_of_the_SubGenius

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An angel said to me: I trust and live in your darkness. I know and relish in the consumption of all your pain!!

"In a world full of danger, to be a potentially seeable object is to be constantly exposed to danger. Self-consciousness, then, may be the apprehensive awareness of oneself as potentially exposed to danger by the simple fact of being visible to others. The obvious defence against such a danger is to make oneself invisible in one way or another."

As for the song.. it's so nauseatingly 'emo' in parts, that as a whole it's almost perfect!! Well the words hit a home run anyhow. Kinda. Plus how many times did I listen to these songs as a young, somewhat unspoken child, a 'silent god'.. a bittersweet technophile suburbanite. Another exhausting categorization! Let the 90's and 2000's post modernisms speak for themselves!

Third Eye Blind's 'The Background'

https://youtu.be/4O22adRD470

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More perspectives from the aperspective..

"I don't believe in an interventionist god, nor any lack therof.. yet i know of an intelligent force beyond all words."

Nick Cave's live performance of

'Into My Arms'

https://youtu.be/FG0-cncMpt8

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The City of Sefar: the world's biggest living prehistoric "Museum" (mass prehistoric rock paintings) in Algeria

https://youtu.be/jJSj5oxmAPQ

Tassili N'Ajjer: the most mysterious place.on the planet

https://youtu.be/5vMbNK6Z59s

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In the book 'A Language Older Than Words' (much of it going into how we 'silence' our experience), Derrick Jensen's first chapter 'Silencing' , opens with the R.D Laing quote:

""Our behavior is a function of our experience. We act according to the way we see things. If our experience is destroyed, our behavior will be destructive. If our experience is destroyed, we have lost our own selves."

George Acosta's 'The History of Trance' music collection.. this one is called 'Silence' performed by Delerium..

https://youtu.be/3jfK-bloUYc

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"We are effectively destroying ourselves by violence masquerading as love."

The din of time..

"We live in a moment of history where change is so speeded up that we begin to see the present only when it is already disappearing."

Busty Brown's 'To Love Somebody'

https://youtu.be/krsF3sStgF8

The Clarendonian's 'Baby Baby'

https://youtu.be/YY-qswyUGxU

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"The range of what we think and do is limited by what we fail to notice. And because we fail to notice that we fail to notice, there is little we can do to change; until we notice how failing to notice shapes our thoughts and deeds."

Paradox

"Insanity -- a perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world."

"Madness need not be all breakdown. It may also be break-through. It is potential liberation and renewal as well as enslavement and existential death."

'Dolmenes de Antequera'

https://youtu.be/m23JFp7_oAY

'Antequera Dolmens Site: Nomination for inscription on the World Heritage List'

https://youtu.be/eYw8RxiQ3Dg

Incredible megalithic Japan. See how min 9:40 to 10:30 looks like the Serapeum's 'Sarcophagi' in Egypt?

https://youtu.be/1E9218vCn70

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“The emotionally intelligent person knows that they will only ever be mentally healthy in a few areas and at certain moments, but is committed to fathoming their inadequacies and warning others of them in good time, with apology and charm.”

"The emotionally intelligent person knows that love is a skill, not [only] a feeling, and will require trust, vulnerability, generosity, humor, sexual understanding, and selective resignation."

Bruce Springsteen's 'I'm Goin Down'

https://youtu.be/3fdZWbIsrFk

Honestly just love the song! Nostalgia from childhood too!

But flip the script around bc I'm guilty!

"No amount of insight into the relativity and fallibility of our moral judgment can deliver us from these defects, and those who deem themselves beyond good and evil are usually the worst tormentors of mankind, because they are twisted with the pain and fear of their own sickness."

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"We must remember that the rationalistic attitude of the West is not the only possible one and is not all-embracing, but is in many ways a prejudice and a bias that ought perhaps to be corrected."

"Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darkness's of other people. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious. The most terrifying thing is to accept oneself completely. Your visions will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes."

~Carl Jung

Nick Cave and The Bad Seed's:

'Red Right Hand' (official video)

https://youtu.be/RrxePKps87k

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"...And the mercy seat is waitin'

And I think my head is burnin'

In a way I'm yearnin'

To be done with all this weighing up of truth

An eye for an eye

And a tooth for a tooth

And anyway I told the truth

And I'm not afraid to die

And the mercy seat is burnin'

And I think my head is glowing

In a way I'm a-hopin'

To be done with all this weighin' up of truth

An eye for an eye

And a tooth for a tooth

And I've got nothing left to lose

And I'm not afraid to die

And the mercy seat is smoking

And I think my head is boiling

In a way it's spoilin' all the fun

With all this truth and consequence

An eye for an eye

And a tooth for a tooth

And anyway I told the truth

But I'm afraid I told a lie..."

Nick Cave and The Bad Seed's:

'Mercy Seat' (peaky blinders version)

https://youtu.be/wzjW68FHTYc

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Born a Joneser..

"This is the precept by which I have lived: Prepare for the worst; expect the best; and take what comes."

~Hannah Arendt

"To think and to be fully alive are the same."

~Hannah Arendt

"The chief qualification of a mass leader has become unending infallibility; he can never admit an error."

~Hannah Arendt

"I'm more than ever of the opinion that a decent human existence is possible today only on the fringes of society, where one then runs the risk of starving or being stoned to death. In these circumstances, a sense of humor is a great help."

~Hannah Arendt

"One must think with the body and the soul or not think at all."

~Hannah Arendt

"Only the mob and the elite can be attracted by the momentum of totalitarianism itself. The masses have to be won by propaganda."

~Hannah Arendt

"We are free to change the world and start something new in it."

~Hannah Arendt

"Power corresponds to the human ability not just to act but to act in concert. Power is never the property of an individual; it belongs to a group and remains in existence only so long as the group keeps together. When we say of somebody that he is 'in power' we actually refer to his being empowered by a certain number of people to act in their name. The moment the group, from which the power originated to begin with ... disappears, 'his power' also vanishes."

~Hannah Arendt

We are all murderers and prostitutes - no matter to what culture, society, class, nation one belongs, no matter how normal, moral, or mature, one takes oneself to be.

~R. D. Laing

'Darkness' (2008 remaster) by Third Eye Blind

https://youtu.be/WlLyAMU7MtQ

"Blue come over

Born a joneser

And the cops roll out the radar

And shoot devious grins

Another day begins

I want someone to know me

Maybe tell me who I am

Cause I've faced down my demons

And cried out to a god

A god I've never seen

Lights

And the world darkens around me

Strange friends all surround me

New ideas in my head start to burn

Dropped out of schools cause of things I never learned

And the world darkens around me

World darkens around me

I want you to love me

Like you did before you knew me

And I never thought there'd be any help

For somebody like me

A vacancy

Sing

And the world darkens around me

Strange friends all surround me

New ideas in my head start to burn…"

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And .. just to contradict and be ambivablent 😁😊:

"Do not compare, do not measure. No other way is like yours. All other ways deceive and tempt you. You must fulfill the way that is in you."

~Carl Jung

"The problem of synchronicity has puzzled me for a long time, ever since the middle twenties, when I was investigating the phenomena of the collective unconscious and kept on coming across connections which I simply could not explain as chance groupings or "runs." What I found were "coincidences" which were connected so meaningfully that their "chance" concurrence would represent a degree of improbability that would have to be expressed by an astronomical figure."

~Carl Jung

((It kinda made us 'lose our minds' which is what happened to Jung and what he documented in

"The Red Book" -- Liber Novus --

(He had visions of WW1 before it occurred etc.. see the article 'The Cry of Merlin' again.. there are some good videos on 'New Thinking Allowed' Youtube channel about Peter Kingsley and Jung ))

"It is indeed my opinion now that evil is never “radical,” that it is only extreme, and that it possess neither depth nor any demonic dimension. It can overgrow and lay waste the whole world precisely because it spreads like fungus on the surface. It is “thought-defying,” as I said, because thought tries to reach some depth, to go to the roots, and the moment it concerns itself with evil, it is frustrated because there is nothing. That is its “banality.” Only the good has depth and can be radical."

~Hannah Arendt

The Verve -- 'Bittersweet Symphony' (official video)

https://youtu.be/1lyu1KKwC74

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Debussy's Preludes: 'Voiles'

https://youtu.be/8fUblobUhk0

Amorphic waves, sailing, trepidatious with glitters of ecstasy

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"In broaching the possibility of being, in some way, against self-criticism, we have to imagine a world in which celebration is less suspect than criticism."

~Adam Phillips

"Attempts to wake before our time are often punished, especially by those who love us most. Because they, bless them, are asleep. They think anyone who wakes up, or who, still asleep, realizes that what is taken to be real is a ‘dream’ is going crazy."

~R.D. Laing

"Synchronicity is an ever present reality for those who have eyes to see."

~Carl Jung

Doubt is still the popular currency of the day, but magic lies in wait everywhere..

"You're It!" -- by Wookiefoot

https://youtu.be/g_PCOmVBobI

#Youtube

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"The wintergreen, the juniper

The cornflower and the chicory

Well, all of the words you said to me

They're still vibrating in the air

The elm, the ash and the linden tree

The dark and deep enchanted sea

The trembling moon and the stars unfurled

Well, there she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes again

John Wilmot penned his poetry riddled with the pox

And Nabakov wrote on index cards at a lectern in his socks

St. John of the Cross, he did now his best stuff imprisoned in a box

And Johnny Thunders was half alive when he wrote Chinese Rocks

Well me, I'm lying here, nothing in my ears

Me, I'm lying here with nothing in my ears

Me, I'm lying here for what seems years

I'm just lying on my bed with nothing in my head

Send that stuff on down to me

Send that stuff on down to me

Send that stuff on down to me

Send that stuff on down

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes again

Well, Karl Marx squeezed his carbuncles while writing Das Kapital

And Gaugin, he buggered off, man, and went all tropical

And Philip Larkin, he stuck it out in a library in Hull

And Dylan Thomas, he died drunk in St. Vincent's Hospital

I'll lie at your feet

I'll kneel at your door

I'll rock you to sleep

I'll roll on the floor

Well, I will ask for nothing

Nothing in this life

Well, I will ask for nothing

Give me everlasting life

I just want to move the world

I just want to move the world

I just want to move the world

I just want to move

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes again

So if you got a trumpet, get on your feet, brother, and blow it

And if you've got a field that don't yield, well get up now and hoe it

And I look at you, you look at me, and deep in our hearts we will know it

That you weren't much of a muse, but then I, I weren't much of a poet

I'll be your slave

I'll peel you grapes

Up on your pedestal

With your ivory and apes

With your book of ideas

With your alchemy

Oh, come on

Send that stuff on down to me

Send that stuff on down to me

Send that stuff on down to me

Send that stuff on down to me

Send that stuff on down to me

Send it all around, send it all around the world

Cause here she comes, my beautiful girl

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, there she goes

There she goes again

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes, my beautiful world

There she goes again"

Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds:

'There She Goes, my Beautiful World'

https://youtu.be/6Jc0ib5Rh5s

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Just because

Jackie Edwards:

"I'm In The Mood For Love"

https://youtu.be/5JfTN5-1Z34

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For the Relentless Daimon & The One of Amberly Hair. The Pandora Boxes of paradoxes revealing buried rages there..

Debussy's Preludes:

'La fille aux cheveux de lin'

https://youtu.be/P4DpCGbRHw4

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""... a cocoon of temporal ’synchronicities’ around the aura of the blissful/euphoric ones. Ref: the eco-effects of *#*#*#*#* as ’Great Masts of God’ in Bentov’s "Stalking the Wild Pendulum" & Sannella: "*#*#*#*#*#*: Psychosis or Transcendance."

#Youtube

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This is the clearest explanation of what's coming down the pipeline. Brilliant and courageous. Now we create and join independent platforms like UNGURU and others to become responsible for our freedoms. We walk away and hold ourselves accountable.

#Youtube

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Please get dual citizenship as in insurance policy. We are living in the start of Half-Life 2 now. I love you unconditionally. I know you judged my process but I was literally not able to sleep from Seroquel and simultaneously awakening to propaganda on both sides of the so called 'aisle'. I just want to see you safe and happy.

There was so much I wanted to speak to you about. I'm sorry but not sorry. Stay balanced.

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Some of the issues/solutions we'll be presenting. And as excited as we are scared ((scared that the insomnia will never end no matter what we try :( tho we have hope bc eliminating all blue light/emf/doing our daily hikes/stretching when possible)) all the anguish and phyisical exhaustion is going to be worth it even if the sleep never quite goes back to normal. Some days are better than others though thankfully.. So.. with the insight of our international network of friends now cohering.. and with part of that being the UNGURU mentoring/healing/business planning etc platform.. we should be set to make some helpful impacts soon.. all research is going into books with big vacation from media.

Plan is to be presenting the above and other issues/solutions at local meetings/libraries/town meetings etc.. with the Forum Software inventions for creating Participatory Democracy ( Coalition Democracy) and the Mentoring/Healing/Business Planning platform UNGURU.. our plan is including research/mentoring for launching our own and others business to help create real communities..So many other ideas/solutions to share..

So many other ideas/solutions to share..

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#Jacko Hooper #Music

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Everything by U Jacko my "hoop to loop"

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Laugh BC You're IT!!!

Either way it doesn't really make a difference lol magnet U are U magnet

She's really done well for herself since first going "Schizophrenic"

https://youtu.be/UgaQBiPbx9M

https://youtu.be/A1KGyBHMqh4

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Please don't treat me this way. Wasn't sleeping bc of the neuroleptic tranquilizers lingering effects. I maintain a sense of humor as we arise from the dark age. Please for the sake of the light. I'm working now, studying guitar, card magic and deep myth/alchemy, geometry, meditation and consciousness on the side.

https://youtu.be/gJcB5uCILxQ

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One speech to end all dualistic, either/or conceptions and philosophies of psychology, education, science, economics, parenting etc.

The dualism that is directing our confused youth (of which we have been) with extreme mixed messages, to unecessary degrees of suffering.

Suffering is essential for strength and growth. It is designed to be mastered. Anything else is tyranny. By condemning suffering we entrap the holonic light of the whole. By raising suffering to heights of worship we do the same. The two are the same.

Please talk to me. I love you all. Songs for you

https://youtu.be/HVWVRzAkiXg

https://youtu.be/_sECA4wP5BE

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Please just talk to me. I sleep now. It was terrible on seroquel.

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Daddy Danny!!

That Golden age left me 13,000 years too close!! It was always "inside"

Hence

'Oh Donna'

https://youtu.be/ArfTHYaJ7ZE

https://youtu.be/5G6KuVEi2l0