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decided to search on, uh, a certain site with keywords "tf2" and "robot"... not for any particular reason in particular or anything.....

goddammit, it's all humanized sentry girls.

i gotta draw everything myself around here 🙄

#KEEP ****** HIS MECHANICAL ****

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ok i’m curious

#as Me i default to 💚- fav colour- or 💖 but for the sparkles not the pink #on certain blogs/spaces i tend to go for a set colour scheme- like on this one here it's orange 🧡

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#weird eyes! #different colour to irl would be the greatest

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technology rage thing similar to the little loading circle or the "updating! :) do not turn off your computer! :) 💖 uwu" shit:

email to sign in. THERE IS NO EMAIL. ugh. resend, then.

STILL

NO

EMAIL

WHERE'S THE [email], MANSLEY?!?

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i think i'm feeling the spark returning for fursuit... haven't given up on my penumbra wip...

#not getting the expensive scanner and getting the way cheaper version instead was such a good decision #i feel like i can invest in a premade head base now #because that's where i got stuck last time i tried and it was unbelievably bad #i could just blame being a beginner and hardly anyone's first suit looks good; but i know i won't be able to picture how i want to make it #i havent yet learned how to draw bovines either but someday it'll click and i'll be able to do it :) #fun with fursuit frick ups

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The President of the United-fucking-States-of-America. Who'd you think I was talking about? Who the fu - Who is - What - I should kick your fucking ass, who is this?

#THE GUYS WITH THE SCENE WHICH IS MORE HOMOEROTIC THAN TWO HOMOSEXUAL MEN HAVING SEX IS WINNING 🥳🥳 #i’ve never watched spn btw

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last reblog: this is crazy, i was just thinking recently about how gachimuchi was my main hyperfixation of May last yr.... the coinciddens...

ive wanted that outfit for so long... i learned how to make leather arm bracers and i still don't have the money for a pair of leather pants yet </3 some day......

#to save you a search it's gay wrestling pr0n with or without leather #and it is also a great meme #.....i found out about it through a doom wad themed around it. it is just as excellent.

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Hey buddy I think you got the wrong door, the Leather Club is down the block.

#GACHIMUCHI REFERENCE?! ON *MY* DASH?!?!?! #💖💖💖

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It's so funny to me that it's possible to have verbal misunderstandings with animals.

This morning I made Ripley (a parrot) a foraging toy, as I often do before I leave for work, by putting a bunch of paper shreds in an old tea box with some peanuts and dried cherries. He hadn't touched it by the time I came home so when he was wandering around the living room restlessly looking for something to do I picked up the box and told him "hey, there's a peanut in here. You can get it out" and then I went back to my office.

After a couple minutes, he walked through the kitchen to where I was sitting at my desk and looked up at me and whispered "I get peanut?"

I said, "Buddy. I think you misunderstood me. The peanut is still in the box."

He tapped his beak on the floor, said "oh" in a really disappointed tone, and then helpfully suggested, "I step up get a peanut?"

#this is what auditory process issues are like #i got the hearing of a parrot…

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admin pic

#ideal living space #🖥️

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*having BAD sinusitis pain behind one eye, so i tied a scarf around it to make an eyepatch* *thinks of demoman* *pain lessens a little*

#it's caused by hayfever and then it just doesnt freakin leave even when the weather stops being sunny -_- #ive had it for like a week now. sick to bastard death of it. save me demoman. demoman save me

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#where’s the spy head

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also when i get a patch idea it strikes VIOLENTLY... if the dopamine and energy levels are just right, i can start and finish it within a few hours!!! :D when it comes to patching an image about half the time I’ve seen something cool I wanna replicate; the other half is a mental image I got from my brain original style. (​sometimes it’s a mix of both if it’s a reference to an existing something)

i feel like to make something up for something i like (i’m thinking like a new oc, or writing, but sometimes have this trouble with drawing/art too)

it feels like my brain needs to charge up

but it almost never gets to 100% :(

unless i get struck with inspiration like a lightning bolt i just… don’t get to initiate the imagination.. like trying to start a car or machine but only get rrrRrrrrRRrrRRR.....hard to say it

#doesn't require so much brain-charging #embroidery costs the least braincharge out of all the things i do #writing would cost the most which is why i do not write lmao #you see me how i talk! imagine writing story! #ENGLISH HARD

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i feel like to make something up for something i like (i’m thinking like a new oc, or writing, but sometimes have this trouble with drawing/art too)

it feels like my brain needs to charge up

but it almost never gets to 100% :(

unless i get struck with inspiration like a lightning bolt i just… don’t get to initiate the imagination.. like trying to start a car or machine but only get rrrRrrrrRRrrRRR.....hard to say it

#this is probably still executive dysfunction now that i think in less abstract computery/techy/object ways #when i made my last major oc/sona he is so fully developed. brain got up to 100% with him. don't know if i can do it again

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mutuals do this

#:3333333

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computers, spirals, general tech.

☆ ☆ ☆ / ☆ ☆ ☆ / ☆ ☆ ☆

#the middle one... #ohh my god. omg #🖥️

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saw this while out today… dare i say pyrocore

#i said: ''might draw something later; for the people who ship pyro/medic :) i love feeding rarepair fans'' #it's not ''might'' i HAVE been drawing it -_- #my one specific neuron for anything pyro-related was SO activated #also if anyone remembers the video ''teddy has an operation'' i saw that it was the 11th anniversairy yesterday by coincidence #very weird/cool #(if you go looking it up warning it has real organs/gore) #also peruse my tf2 blog if you so choose