ā š ā magnolia (1999) rp starters ! featuring graphic language & mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
things fall down.Ā people look up.Ā
we might be through with the past, but the past isn't through with us.
what am i doing? i'm quietly judging you.
i'm sick. i have sickness all around me.
i can't let this go. i can't let you go.
you're a good and beautiful person and i won't let you walk out on me.Ā
you want to be with me... then you be with me. you see?
this happens. this is something that happens.
i really do have love to give. i just don't know where to put it.
i have to take everything... and play it as it lays.Ā
well, that's the tough part. what can we forgive?
now that i've met you, would you object to never seeing me again?
i'll tell you everything, and you tell me everything.
maybe we can get through all the piss and shit and lies that kill other people.
i'm sick and i'm in love.
this isn't funny. this isn't cute.Ā
because i'm not a toy. i'm not a doll.Ā
you need to be nicer to me.
i'll tell you the greatest regret of my life: i let my love go.
i will not apologize for who i am. i will not apologize for what i need.Ā
because we do bad things, don't we? we do horrible, heineous, terrible things
sometimes people need to be forgiven. and sometimes they need to go to jail.
i used to be smart, but now i'm just stupid.
it hurts. it doesn't happen to everyone.
things go round and round, don't they?
i'm really nervous that you're gonna hate me soon.Ā
you have so much - so many good things. and you seem so together.
you regret what you want! and use that regret for anything, any way you want.Ā
it's not what you hope for, it's not what you deserve, it's what you take.
you don't know how fucking stupid i am. you don't know how crazy i am.
i'll take everything at face value. i'll be a good listener.
i confuse melancholy with depression sometimes.
you want to love me back? i'll be good to you.
i won't punish you if you get the answer wrong. i can teach you, and tell you...
you have a special secret crush over there, i think.
don't treat me too lovely. i might get hurt...
you talk in rhymes and riddles. but that doesn't mean anything to me.
see, this is the scene in the movie where you help me out.
now you take a moment, you breathe, and one thing at a time.
whatever it is i did, i'm going to fix it. i'm going to do the right thing.Ā
that felt good. to do what I wanted to do.
whatever you wanna tell me, whatever you think might scare me, it won't...
i will be a good listener to you if that's what you want.
you shouldn't be scared of scaring me off.
no, you are not calm. you're screaming at me.Ā
you smell like trouble.
it's in my bones. i'm fucked.
how to pretend like you are nice and caring...
it's not very safe for you here, at the moment.
you will not take my soul. you will not win this game.
i'm telling you this. i've never told anyone.
in thisĀ lifeĀ and in thisĀ world, i want to do well. and i want toĀ helpĀ people.
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maybeĀ oneĀ day ,Ā right ?
iĀ stillĀ wakeĀ upĀ everyĀ morningĀ feelingĀ likeĀ iĀ gotĀ hitĀ byĀ aĀ bus .
itāsĀ notĀ likeĀ thereāsĀ anythingĀ inĀ there .
thatĀ doesnātĀ makeĀ sense ,Ā causeĀ iāmĀ notĀ dead .Ā am i ?
areĀ youĀ askingĀ meĀ out ?
iĀ didnātĀ knowĀ youĀ hadĀ takenĀ aĀ crack .
realĀ catch ,Ā youĀ are .
thatāsĀ actuallyĀ crushingĀ toĀ hear .
getĀ out ,Ā goĀ ā¦Ā awayĀ fromĀ me .
youĀ knowĀ whatĀ iĀ mean ,Ā yeah ?
iĀ willĀ seeĀ youĀ onĀ theĀ flip-flop .
youāreĀ notĀ supposedĀ toĀ beĀ here .
donātĀ justĀ standĀ there -Ā RUN !
itāsĀ likeĀ weāreĀ inĀ heaven .
iĀ stronglyĀ encourageĀ youĀ toĀ returnĀ that .
iĀ didnātĀ doĀ thatĀ onĀ purpose !
iĀ donātĀ knowĀ whatĀ iāmĀ doing !
howĀ areĀ weĀ doing ,Ā [ name ] ?Ā youĀ sleepĀ alright ?
youāreĀ notĀ quiteĀ right .
sorry ,Ā iāveĀ gotĀ aĀ date .
youĀ lookĀ likeĀ aĀ knob .
itāsĀ notĀ lookingĀ soĀ good ,Ā isĀ it ?
callingĀ meĀ now ?
loseĀ myĀ number .
iāllĀ tellĀ youĀ moreĀ aboutĀ itĀ tomorrow .
youĀ canĀ haveĀ someĀ sprinkles .
ifĀ youāreĀ [ name ] ,Ā iāmĀ theĀ bloodyĀ queenĀ ofĀ shiva .
ohĀ myĀ god ,Ā youāreĀ alive .
iĀ thoughtĀ somethingĀ happenedĀ toĀ you .
whereĀ haveĀ youĀ been ?
sorry ,Ā whoĀ doĀ youĀ thinkĀ iĀ am ?
whatĀ didĀ youĀ justĀ callĀ me ?
youĀ needĀ toĀ stop .
youāreĀ gonnaĀ getĀ yourselfĀ inĀ trouble .
someoneāsĀ havingĀ aĀ laugh .
stopĀ looking .
always the same ,Ā isnāt it ?
iāmĀ beingĀ followed .
[ name ] ,Ā youāreĀ partĀ ofĀ this ?
areĀ youĀ goingĀ toĀ killĀ me ?
itāsĀ maddening ,Ā isnātĀ it ?
iĀ canātĀ helpĀ you .
iāmĀ tryingĀ toĀ helpĀ you .
thereāsĀ chaosĀ inĀ you .
youĀ needĀ toĀ giveĀ meĀ control .
thisĀ isĀ real .Ā iāmĀ real .
oh ,Ā god .Ā iāmĀ gonnaĀ die .
lookĀ atĀ me .Ā youāreĀ notĀ gonnaĀ die .
whatĀ youāreĀ aboutĀ toĀ seeĀ isĀ gonnaĀ meltĀ yourĀ brain .
thatāsĀ notĀ me .
youāreĀ notĀ alone .
iĀ neverĀ forgetĀ aĀ face .
youĀ werenātĀ supposedĀ toĀ seeĀ anyĀ ofĀ this .
itāsĀ aĀ littleĀ moreĀ complicatedĀ thanĀ that .
iĀ canātĀ haveĀ youĀ interferingĀ inĀ whatĀ iĀ haveĀ leftĀ toĀ do .
youĀ sureĀ youĀ wantĀ toĀ know ?
ohĀ myĀ god ,Ā thatāsĀ theĀ stupidestĀ thingĀ iāveĀ everĀ heard .
ohĀ god ,Ā iāmĀ havingĀ aĀ panicĀ attack .
iāveĀ gottaĀ goĀ toĀ theĀ hospital ,Ā iĀ think .
thatāsĀ mental .
youāreĀ makingĀ aĀ mistake .
stopĀ whatĀ youāreĀ doingĀ rightĀ now .
iĀ thinkĀ iāmĀ inĀ realĀ danger ,Ā andĀ iĀ thinkĀ youĀ mightĀ beĀ theĀ onlyĀ personĀ whoĀ canĀ helpĀ me .
iĀ didnātĀ doĀ that .
iāmĀ notĀ broken .Ā justĀ ā¦Ā needĀ someĀ help ,Ā maybe .
justĀ remember ,Ā youĀ donātĀ haveĀ toĀ doĀ everythingĀ heĀ asks .
iĀ amĀ realĀ justice .
iĀ canātĀ helpĀ you .
listenĀ toĀ me !Ā yourĀ nameĀ isĀ [ name ] .
whereĀ theĀ hellĀ areĀ you ?Ā youĀ needĀ toĀ fight !
iĀ promise ,Ā youĀ canĀ doĀ this .
itās Ā alright , Ā itās Ā alright , Ā weāll Ā find Ā another Ā way .
you Ā look Ā different .
itās Ā always Ā been Ā you Ā eating Ā at Ā parts Ā of Ā my Ā life Ā like Ā a Ā parasite .
everything Ā you Ā touch , Ā you Ā ruin !
i Ā donāt Ā trust Ā anything Ā you Ā say !
you Ā hurt Ā people .
you Ā know Ā iāll Ā protect Ā you Ā with Ā everything Ā i Ā have .
iĀ donātĀ steal .
notĀ soĀ innocentĀ anymore ,Ā eh ?
haveĀ aĀ goodĀ trip ,Ā love .
[ name ] .Ā [ name ] ,Ā thatāsĀ enough .
whatāsĀ theĀ worstĀ thatĀ couldĀ happen ?
arenātĀ youĀ comingĀ with ?
isĀ thereĀ somethināĀ iĀ shouldĀ know ?
youĀ knowĀ exactlyĀ whyĀ weāreĀ here .
takeĀ actionĀ nowĀ beforeĀ itāsĀ tooĀ late .
justĀ soĀ youĀ know ,Ā iāmĀ notĀ hereĀ toĀ helpĀ you .
youĀ couldāveĀ toldĀ me .Ā youĀ know ?Ā whatĀ itāsĀ beenĀ likeĀ forĀ you .
weĀ couldāveĀ handledĀ itĀ together .
neverĀ reallyĀ beenĀ ableĀ toĀ just .Ā talkĀ aboutĀ everything .
letāsĀ getĀ ourĀ storyĀ straight .
iĀ hopeĀ youĀ realizeĀ youĀ needĀ noĀ excuseĀ toĀ dropĀ by .
doĀ youĀ reallyĀ thinkĀ iāmĀ anĀ idiot ?
buyĀ meĀ someĀ time .
iĀ rememberĀ thatĀ night .
youĀ wereĀ rightĀ aboutĀ [ name ] .
iāmĀ goingĀ toĀ doĀ whatĀ youĀ couldĀ not .
iĀ oweĀ myĀ victoryĀ toĀ you .
thisĀ isĀ aĀ suicideĀ mission .
itāsĀ notĀ happening .Ā weāreĀ notĀ gonnaĀ doĀ that .
weĀ couldāveĀ handledĀ itĀ together .
itāsĀ justĀ youĀ andĀ me ,Ā andĀ theĀ openĀ road .
yeah ,Ā iāmĀ notĀ sureĀ thatāsĀ theĀ wayĀ itĀ works .
iāllĀ throwĀ usĀ offĀ aĀ cliff !
thatāsĀ moreĀ ofĀ aĀ youĀ thing ,Ā isnātĀ it ?
iĀ reallyĀ wishĀ youĀ hadnātĀ seenĀ that .
oh ,Ā wowĀ ā¦Ā lookĀ atĀ you .
itāsĀ aĀ maze .
isĀ thatĀ ā¦Ā isĀ thatĀ freshĀ blood ?
letāsĀ keepĀ moving .
hide ,Ā hide !
run !Ā iāllĀ findĀ you !
you Ā kissed Ā her .
no Ā way , Ā thatās Ā not Ā right . Ā that Ā canāt Ā be Ā right .
you Ā handled Ā that Ā beautifully .
sorry . Ā i Ā couldnāt Ā be Ā more Ā sorry .
iĀ doĀ hopeĀ youĀ findĀ closure .
iĀ wasĀ supposedĀ toĀ dieĀ thatĀ night .
iĀ triedĀ toĀ tellĀ youĀ sinceĀ theĀ momentĀ weĀ met .
justĀ you ?
iāllĀ shareĀ itĀ withĀ youĀ thisĀ time ,Ā iĀ promise .
youĀ canātĀ keepĀ doingĀ this .
theĀ effectsĀ willĀ wearĀ offĀ soon .
iĀ canātĀ helpĀ youĀ ifĀ youĀ donātĀ helpĀ yourself .
youĀ shotĀ me .
youĀ stayĀ awayĀ fromĀ me !
iĀ knowĀ whatĀ youāreĀ feeling .
unlockĀ theĀ door !!
howĀ isĀ thisĀ possible ?
whatāsĀ theĀ lastĀ thingĀ thatĀ youĀ remember ?
weāveĀ gottaĀ getĀ outĀ ofĀ here .
thisĀ isĀ allĀ yourĀ fault .
letāsĀ tryĀ itĀ yourĀ way .
howĀ didĀ youĀ comeĀ toĀ beĀ hereĀ today ?
youĀ wannaĀ knowĀ whatĀ youĀ toldĀ me ?
doĀ youĀ thinkĀ thatĀ isĀ senseĀ ā¦Ā orĀ nonsense ?
iĀ findĀ thisĀ reallyĀ encouraging .
listen ,Ā iĀ amĀ notĀ yourĀ enemy .
wow ,Ā theseĀ medsĀ areĀ reallyĀ amazing .
weāreĀ insane .
iām Ā not Ā crazy .
where Ā did Ā you Ā say Ā weāre Ā going .
so ,Ā howĀ areĀ weĀ supposedĀ toĀ doĀ this ?
myĀ memoriesĀ areĀ aĀ freakināĀ mess .
youĀ tryĀ takingĀ aĀ life .Ā seeĀ howĀ quicklyĀ youĀ forget .
openĀ theĀ door !Ā Ā openĀ theĀ door !
[ name ] ?Ā getĀ backĀ here !
iĀ wantĀ himĀ back .
iĀ shouldāveĀ knownĀ youĀ wouldāveĀ doneĀ somethingĀ likeĀ this .
andĀ youĀ believedĀ that ?
whatĀ happenedĀ toĀ you ?
iĀ feelĀ theĀ painĀ insideĀ ofĀ you .
whatĀ theĀ hellĀ areĀ you ?
please ,Ā [ name ] ,Ā youĀ haveĀ toĀ helpĀ us .
getĀ backĀ inside !
donātĀ makeĀ usĀ goĀ thereĀ again .
youāreĀ aboutĀ toĀ loseĀ everything ,Ā doĀ youĀ understand ?
ifĀ [ name ]Ā dies ,Ā itāllĀ beĀ onĀ yourĀ head .
no ,Ā iĀ wonātĀ doĀ it .Ā youĀ canātĀ makeĀ me .
whatĀ youāveĀ beenĀ doingĀ isĀ soĀ difficult ,Ā iāmĀ soĀ proudĀ ofĀ you .
iāmĀ soĀ proudĀ ofĀ you .
thereāsĀ onlyĀ oneĀ wayĀ toĀ know .
youāreĀ gonnaĀ haveĀ toĀ openĀ up .
[ name ] ,Ā iāmĀ sorry .
youĀ wereĀ justĀ aĀ child .
itĀ wasnātĀ yourĀ fault .
[ name ] ,Ā theyĀ donātĀ lookĀ veryĀ friendly .
iāmĀ sorryĀ itĀ hadĀ toĀ beĀ thisĀ way ,Ā [ name ] .
sometimesĀ weĀ needĀ theĀ coldĀ lightĀ ofĀ deathĀ beforeĀ weĀ canĀ seeĀ reality .
whoĀ wantsĀ toĀ healĀ theĀ world ?
clearĀ aĀ path .
iāveĀ heardĀ wonderfulĀ thingsĀ aboutĀ you .
thisĀ doesnātĀ needĀ toĀ happen .
thisĀ wasĀ allĀ soĀ avoidable .
doĀ notĀ letĀ theĀ painĀ ofĀ theĀ pastĀ controlĀ you .
asĀ youĀ wish .
iĀ donātĀ careĀ whatĀ youĀ canĀ offer .
[ name ]Ā didnātĀ trustĀ you .Ā iĀ donātĀ trustĀ you .
timeĀ hasĀ beenĀ cruelĀ toĀ you .
iĀ cannotĀ allowĀ youĀ toĀ proceed .
yourĀ journeyĀ isĀ over .
itāsĀ soĀ quiet .
please ,Ā enjoyĀ yourĀ peace .
iĀ needĀ toĀ goĀ back .
itĀ doesnātĀ workĀ likeĀ that .
iĀ donātĀ knowĀ ifĀ youĀ canĀ hearĀ me .
iĀ survivedĀ becauseĀ iĀ knewĀ iĀ wasnātĀ alone .
iĀ couldnātĀ protectĀ you .
youĀ didnātĀ abandonĀ me .
thereāsĀ noĀ wayĀ inĀ hellĀ iāmĀ gonnaĀ abandonĀ you .
tellĀ meĀ toĀ spareĀ you ,Ā andĀ iĀ will .
iĀ knewĀ youādĀ missĀ me .
[ name ] ,Ā iĀ needĀ yourĀ help .
howāsĀ thisĀ dealĀ gonnaĀ work ?
hurryĀ up ,Ā idiots !
thankĀ godĀ youāreĀ okay .
whatĀ ifĀ weĀ believeĀ somethingĀ different ?
iĀ donātĀ thinkĀ youĀ knowĀ asĀ muchĀ asĀ youĀ thinkĀ youĀ do .
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she was good at not asking too many questions, which she suspected was why she had been chosen for this. her quieter nature allowed her to blend seamlessly, fading into the background as a silent watcher, observant and unobtrusive. this lack of presence coupled with her ability to touch and know... she had to assume she was a spy. she wasn't exactly briefed on any further purpose except to go and stand guard over this woman who, as far as rogue could tell, was at least right about this one thing ā she did not need protection.
so rogue was left to assume edhellis's importance meant she was a means to an end. it mattered very little in the end. she was a good soldier (her mother's devout, the one to follow without question) and she would do as mystique had bidden.
"i don't ask questions," she spoke aloud even as her hands moved, the rudimentary motions a little clumsy but at least accurate. she could have let the brush of her fingers across unsuspecting skin gift her with a more substantial grasp of the silent language, but it felt like exposing her hand far too soon. "i'm sure your... father has his reasons."
but gods, she was bored. there was no denying that. she had hoped that, whatever the reason for this mission, there would have at least been some action element involved. not this meandering and watching some woman eat fruit all afternoon. "you're clearly of some importance," she spoke and signed, glancing around the room like something in it would confirm the statement.
royal fantasy romance & spice. accepting.
in the name of the father, whose all seeing eyes presides over all, whose name carries with it the mark of death. in the name of the daughter, his chosen, his dagger in the dark. and in the name of the end, the devourer of days, the eternal darkness that will spread from east to west, from north to south.
the archpriestess' chambers are bare. a wooden dollhouse in the corner, now filled with the bones of various beings carved into tiny, white renditions of woodland animals. a bed, an impressive collection of weapons on a wall, and her little alchemy station.
like often, edhellis has likely forgotten rogue is in the room. deft fingers cut with gentle precision through the aril of the yew fruit to get to the seed, then eating the flesh around it.
you must be bored, she signs without taking her eyes off her work, the motions of her fingers slow to allow @lecoquin to parse them, the same quiet patience expected of a saint. finally, the glow of her eyes lands on her ... adviser. i am no monarch. i fail to see the need for you to guard me.
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