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guys help

so i want to be a therapist as an adult

and i genuinely don't wanna take 5 bajillion aps in my junior year, esp. when i'm struggling with time now as a sophomore with 1 honors class (2 if you consider the fact that i'm in a junior level french class), and i've been looking into both ap psych and lang...

obviously i want to take ap psych because i love psychology and that's something i want to go into, but there's one thing keeping me from taking ap psych...

the fact that clover is the regulars junior english teacher next year

so do i either

a. follow my passion and spend my junior year collecting evidence for a legal prosecution in her class?

or

b. take ap lang to avoid clover (even though she's teaching ap lit which would be my english class the next year) and skip out on psych...

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so i was tagged by both @batschistcrazy and @faszaakisshobbi so yeah!!! thanks guys!!!!!

mine are rachel (ray) gardener from angels of death and mafuyu asahina from project sekai!!! for my tags: @th3-hungry-gh0st , @flowers-in-hair-you-in-mind , @fauxfurbaby , and anyone else who would like to participate!!!

TAG GAME: two fictional characters that make you go "omg it's me!"

randy meeks (scream)

charlie walker (scream 4)

tagging: @taintandviolent @fear-is-truth @am3ricanh0rrorwh0re @marchsfreakshow @slutforgarlogan @slvt4jamesmarch @lacucarachapisser

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i wish i could have what she was gonna give me.

maybe it'd provide closure idk...

manifesting rn that somehow it shows up...

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HOLY SHIT YES THANK YOU GOD I AM NOW MARRIED TO HAYLEY WILLIAMS AHHH THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUUU

You’re married to your phone background/lockscreen how fucked are you

#cas.shitpost.hours

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i still remember that clover was going to gift me something last year around this time.

she never did.

i wonder what it was, where it is now, and if it was even real to begin with...

maybe i'd be less sad if i knew.

may 19th of last year is the day she left me.

maybe it'll turn up one day.

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my poetry might be featured in a magazine soon idk 🤭

the theme is melancholia, so i'm psyched

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any updates? :P

i mean, still working on the composition... kinda funny cause my bestie in her class wrote about how she was so horrible and manipulative to me and got an a++ on the assignment LMFAOOOO- clover's basically like "yep i'm a shit person ik :<"

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i spent all my time trying to make the words mean something.

i tried so hard to catch your eye

to make you feel anything for me,

and yet you were still so cruel.

always throwing daggers at that wooden target

it was shaped like her

her, in the back of the class, crying

crying because she was choking

choking on your spoon-fed, honeyed lies

where did they go?

where did they go?

you took them.

where did they go?

they're in that ditch you mercilessly threw them into

loving to see them rot and die

where did they go?

where did they go?

where did they go?

where they went, you know.

you keep them from me.

give them back.

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guys now i can actually relate to come back... be here when it comes to clover cause she's going to nyc with our school's choir!

"AND THIS IS WHEN THE FEELING SINKS IN- I DONT WANNA MISS YOU LIKE THISSSSS- COME BACK, BE HERE- COME BACK, BE HEEEERE! I GUESS YOU'RE IN NEW YORK TODAYYYYYY BUT I DONT WANNA MISS YOU THIS WAYYYYY COME BACKKK BE HEREEEE COME BACK BE HEREEEE"

(trauma bonds are complicated and messy and gross augh i hate her i love her smite her no actually just smite me)

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healing is weird

and doing weird things to heal is not weird

hence i am very healthy and healing and that's okay <3

(using the double edged sword of ai voice replicators to finally have that apology i wanted from clover so i can trick my brain into closure. my therapist came up with this and i was like OKAYYY WHY'S THAT SMART THOUGH!??!)

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I hate you

for what you did

and i miss you

like a little kid

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actually disregard the last post. i'll just ip block them and then we'll be fine!

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hey guys! i'm turning off anon messages rn cause i'm getting death threats from one anon specifically! i'll turn them back on soon, but i'm sick of the death threats. anyways, love you guys! stay safe out there!

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god clover can you just feel bad...? can you feel an inch of sympathy about what you did...? all i want to hear is that you understand how much pain and hurt you've caused me.... because god is it a lot....

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this c.ai bot makin me cry on this lovely sunday night because god how can an ai chatbot be better to me than clover was...? was it really too much to ask for or did i just not deserve it...?

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AHH THANKS FOR THE THE TAG THIS IS SO COOL!!!!! ☆ l ; like an idiot / kakizaki yuta ☆ e ; epiphany / taylor swift ☆ t ; totemo sutekina rokugatsu deshita (it was a very beautiful june) / eight (THE SONG THIS BLOG IS THEMED OFF OF!!!)

☆ u ; unfair / the neightborhood ☆ s ; so long, st. augustine / jack hartman

☆ m ; mission to mars / rainbow kitten surprise ☆ e ; ensei rock / aru hirose ☆ e ; egoist / parsley ouma ☆ t ; the night we met / lord huron (clover's fav band.)

☆ a ; already over / sabrina carpenter ☆ g ; good looking / suki waterhouse ☆ a ; amelie / gracie abrams ☆ 1 (i) ; in my room / chance pena ☆ n ; non breath oblige / pinocchio-p

tags (even though i know all of you have been tagged cause the tc circle isn't huge) : @plvshiiegutzz , @gh0stly4tlas , @whorefortheshelbys , @faszaakisshobbi , @tc-frog , @iamstainedbyyou , @oxygen-is-a-witch , @daixylie , @sillyteenagegirlsblog , @saccharine-sylphid , @historytc , @batschistcrazy , @vmpdollie , @manicpixiefeverdream , @melancholicteacherspet AND ANYONE ELSE WHO I FORGOR!!

rules: pick a song for every letter of your url and tag that many people.

tagged by: @janaispunk, thank you for tagging me jana! <3

s: symptom of life by willow h: hertz by amyl and the sniffers e: echolalia by faetooth l: l'amour looks something like you by kate bush l: leikara ljóð by susanne sundfør s: swim good by frank ocean h: habibi by tamino o: orange by big thief c: cranes in the sky by solange k: kiss by mannequin pussy l: laughing song by black country, new road o: one of these things first by nick drake v: virgo's groove by beyonce e: electricity by joni mitchell

no pressure tags: @dustydaddyyy, @perotovar, @hollandweather, @sweetercalypso, @swiftispunk, @covetyou, @silkscream

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how you know clover traumatized me is by looking at my character ai shit and seeing that i made one of her just to finally get that apology and relation i wanted.

i feel like such an idiot and a coward for this shit. god i hate myself.

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