ltynnah

[ltynnah]

От таких чувств у меня уже сердце болит.

[ltynnah]

April rules 🌷

1. At least 18h fast every week day

2. Either omad or eat two meals a day (both max 500)

3. Saturday cals are max 800

4. No sugar challange

5. No sodas of any kind

6. 1,5 l of water everyday (teas not included)

7. 8k steps everyday

8. Start practicing running

(Might add onto the list overtime, sticking with this for now)

[ltynnah]

practise disappearing

[ltynnah]

me: *eats*

my brain: wannarexic fatty bitch

[ltynnah]

"We're Ana, of course we are going to start an unrealistic fast every time we binge."

Keep it going.

[ltynnah]

"We're Ana, of course we are going to start an unrealistic fast every time we binge."

Keep it going.

[ltynnah]

ODDLY SPECIFIC TH1NSP0:

Do it for when you don’t have room in your hands to hold your phone and you try to hold it between your th1ghs, but it falls because there’s nothing there to hold it.

[ltynnah]

some days I look in the mirror and think “huh, I’m actually a little skinny” but then I blink and I look so goddamned fat I think I just genuinely don’t know how I look anymore I-

[ltynnah]

some days I look in the mirror and think “huh, I’m actually a little skinny” but then I blink and I look so goddamned fat I think I just genuinely don’t know how I look anymore I-

[ltynnah]

I'm really tired of feeling weak. I have such an intense desire to lose weight that one wonders how it's even possible. I hate eating, yet I spend my life doing it. I want to shock them so much

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana mention #ana trigger #anorexcya #bulim14 #meal log #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #mealsp0 #ed not sherran #ed not sheeren #ed not ed sheeran #tw restrictive ed #ed vent #ed disorder #tw ed sheeran #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #anatumblr #ana rant #analog #ana tricks

[ltynnah]

anybody else feel they exist in this realm of..

“maybe im not fat but im definitely not skinny”

[ltynnah]

Every time you say fuck it, I don’t care and eat.

There’s a 100% chance you’ll care later. Trust

[ltynnah]

reminder to self:

if you’re starving you WILL have urges to binge or have intense cravings, it's part of it. but guess what? you ALWAYS have a choice, so choose to be skinny! these urges will pass, you are stronger than your cravings. if you're going to be an anorexic, at least be good at it.

[ltynnah]

tumblr is best app u just talk to urself and ppl go yep so true bestie

[ltynnah]

Being on Ed tumblr is like having a second life. I feel like Hannah Montana but instead of being a popstar I post about ⭐️ving myself

[ltynnah]

my mentality that once I fuck up once & eat something high in calories means that the day is a write off and I’ll just eat anything is NOT helping me

[ltynnah]

if you're looking at some food and doubting yourself if you should eat it or not, the answer is no