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Showers of Sentiments | Kinktober Day 6
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Pairing: Asra x Gn! Reader
Prompt: First Kiss (sfw)
Summary: Asra and the reader spend the day inside the shop on a rainy day.
Warnings/Tags: none that I know of
Author's Note: I didn't have time to edit and go through this thoroughly because of work and lack of sleep. It might sound a bit robotic. Thank you for your patience.
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My eyes peered to the skies, a veil of pregnant clouds overcast above. Peering back down towards Asra, he seemed none the wiser to the looming storm. We were walking in the market after a midday excursion. Our feet hit the cobblestones as we strolled to various stalls and attractions. Today was the weekly bazaar, where new tents and goodies were spread across in succession—the colorful array of fabrics billowed in the growing wind. The shouting of merchants and customers resonated across the entire street, a cacophony of voices melding into one. Various stalls had everything from fruit and vegetables to crafts and necessities. It was hectic in the market. The lively crowd was so dense I could hardly see in front of me.
Asra turned towards me, a fleeting glance to ensure I was steadily behind him. He didn’t dare leave me behind, but it was certainly hard to keep up. He weaved through the crowd with graceful agility I couldn’t compare with. Seeing my newfound struggle as people entrapped me between them, Asra took my hand in his. It was gentle, yet I trusted him not to let go.
“It’s about to rain,” I shouted towards Asra. He didn’t seem to notice the first time, so I repeated it. He gazed upwards. The clouds were now upon us. Asra’s nose scrunched up as a droplet plummeted onto his face. “We should go back to the shop.”
“I was hoping we could pick up some mandrake root before we go,” Asra said, his lips puckering in disappointment. I squeezed his hand tighter just as the rain started to pour on the two of us. “Well, it can wait for another day. How about we have a little fun, (Y/n)? It’s not often there’s rain this time of year.”
My lips curled upward, which only encouraged him further. He took my hand, guiding me through the crowd. By now, everyone was getting soaked as the rain increased in vigor. It was much easier to maneuver by now.
Asra took me to an alley nearby before undoing the straps of his shoes. I could only watch miraculously as he set the shoes aside. Asra looked up from his crouched position, beckoning me to do the same. Reluctantly, I followed suit.
“Isn’t this exciting? I can’t remember the last time I felt rain like this,” Asra said, his arms spreading out from beside him. He twisted and hopped in the puddles, never minding the mud he was stepping on. Asra took me along as we reveled in the coolness of the downpour. I paused to close my eyes, enjoying the trickling of water and the giggles of Asra before me. The smell of petrichor was heavy in the air. Even though the rain was cold this time of year, it felt like a blanket across me. Water cascaded across my exposed flesh, dripping onto the ground below.
Asra’s shoulder brushed against mine as he returned to my side. His eyes were filled with wonder as we enjoyed the scene before us. Houses were dripping with water, the pitter-patter making music along the cobblestone. The sky was dark, and the sun was long obscured. 
At that moment, I couldn’t help but admire Asra. The way the rain soaked into his white curls, dripping onto his long lashes. His face was slick and glimmered in the dimness of the storm. His clothes clung to his form, leaving little to the imagination. The way he stomped around like a child was so endearing. When Asra drew near again, I leaned into his touch, savoring the warmth against my cold skin. Yet, I felt a hole in my heart. Something was missing.
I grabbed both of his hands, bringing them up to my face. I didn’t heed his flustered expression as I laid his fingers across my skin. They were wet but comforting. I nudged into them, inciting a delicate sound to escape from Asra’s throat. I giggled.
“Maybe we should go to the shop,” Asra said, turning away. “You’ll catch a cold if we stay out here too long.”
“What about the fun?” I asked, putting a hand on his shoulder. His golden skin was gorgeous under the reflection of the rain.
“It wouldn’t be any fun if you got sick, now would it?”
We both returned to the shop, soaking wet from the torrent of rain. The sky was getting darker by the moment. Lightning would pierce the clouds, and a bang of thunder would resume. It was getting more unruly by the moment, but Asra was able to shield us with a magic barrier above us.
When we opened the doors, the shop seemed so inviting. The aroma of the potion ingredients brewing in the kitchen hit my senses. It was intense, almost overpowering. Asra used a spell to disperse the heat throughout the house, warding off the chill of the raging storm outside. Thunder shook the house with every strike of lightning. As Asra prepared, I went to our shared bedroom, stripping my wet clothes.
“(Y/n), what kind of bakhoor do want?” Asra said, calling my attention. I turned towards the closed door, sensing his presence on the other side. “I’m also preparing tea in the other room.”
I told him my preference before he scurried off. We collected some perfumed wood chips from a traveling merchant. It complimented the house and our clothes with a flourish of enticing fragrances. I chuckled to myself before putting on some warm night clothes. I hung my old garments to dry before I would clean them tomorrow.
I entered the room to find Asra curled on the floor in a pile of blankets and pillows. He must’ve changed already, as his attire was dry and very gaudy compared to his usual garments. The bakhoor smoke wafted around him, inviting coziness and leisure. Beside him was a pot of boiling water, sustained purely on a small brazier. He invited me in with a smile.
I walked towards the window, peering through the curtains to see rain spilling down the side of the shop. It didn’t look like it'd die down anytime soon. The droplets seemed to dance wickedly across the windowpane. I walked back to Asra as he patted the spot next to him. 
“What tea did you make for us?” I asked as Asra started pouring the cup. He waved his hand, clearing the steam away from my face. I eagerly peered into the amber liquid as it gyrated with each subtle movement.
“Today it’s elderflower and echinacea,” Asra affirmed. I leaned over to savor the smell. It was very floral and soft with slightly fruity notes. I took the cup in my hand, the heat radiating into my fingers. Tentatively, I took a sip. 
“It’s hot, but I—” I said before scrunching my nose. In one fluid motion, I sneezed, tossing the liquid in my hand. Asra had strong reflexes to stabilize the cup, but it wasn't near enough to protect me. The hot liquid tipped over the edge, spilling onto my lap. I jerked but tried to stay calm in front of him. Asra looked pitifully at me as he set my drink aside.
“Ah, (Y/n)!” Asra said, frantically finding a rag to soak up the tea. “I knew you would get sick. I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have taken you out in the rain.”
I only giggled, the initial heat subsiding. I dabbed at my clothes, paying no mind after a moment. I laid a hand on Asra’s shoulder reassuringly.
“Don’t apologize,” I assured, his eyes dull and half-blinking. “I enjoyed our time together.
Asra seemed aloof, refusing to look me in the eyes. However, I knew no matter how much I reassured him, he would still feel guilty. It wasn’t even his fault. I wouldn’t even get sick this quickly.
“Can I make it up to you?” Asra asked, hands folded together. “I have a remedy that may help.”
I nodded enthusiastically. Anything to make him feel better. He got up from his criss-crossed position. He disappeared briefly before reappearing with a bottle of viscous liquid and some wool socks. I arched a brow.
“Lie down, (Y/n),” Asra instructed with a tender smile. I did as I was told, lying on the nest of fabrics below. Asra seemed determined as he grasped my right leg. 
“What are you doing?” I asked as he poured oil over his hand. He looked up from his task.
“There’s a tradition,” Asra began, “that taking care of someone’s feet is seen as a deep act of respect and care. The feet, after all, carry all of our burdens. They are deeply connected to the body.”
Asra rubbed my feet with gentle pressure. His hands glided gracefully along the skin from my ankles to my heels, to the pads of my feet, all the way to my toes. I giggled, his touch tickling with every movement. The sensation of the oil on my skin was slightly uncomfortable, but his love and devotion put me at ease. I felt a pressure lift from my shoulders as he finished his massage. He glanced at me curiously as he put on the socks for me.
“Thank you, master,” I said, descending into the blankets. “Why don’t you join me?”
Asra didn’t need to say anything as he enveloped himself in the blankets. His body was so close that I could see every detail. Everything about him brought peace to my mind. Yet, I felt a slight longing for more

We both lay on our sides, face to face. It was awkward for a moment. Asra’s breathing was faint, and he closed his eyes as if about to fall asleep. I lifted my hand, letting it brush the hair from his face.
Asra seemed so serene. So calm. His gentle breathing was enough to tempt me to sleep. However, not just yet.
“Master,” I called as he let out a disgruntled moan. I gently ran my finger along his skin, causing his eyes to flutter open slowly. “Do you mind coming closer? I’m cold.”
Asra mumbled out a sleepy response that I didn’t quite hear. His arms caressed my side before tugging me into an embrace. His cheek rests delicately against mine. I felt every vibration from his voice as he said, “Is this okay?”
I hummed in agreement, my body sinking into my surroundings. It felt like I could stay here for eternity, forever bound by the comfort of Asra’s body. His touch was softer than anything I could ever experience. I spent a few moments in bliss.
“Master, are you awake?” I asked, feeling shame in waking him again. However, each time, he was patient with me. Asra never raised his voice or caused a commotion. He was always attentive to my wants and needs. “Can I kiss you?”
Asra chuckled, dropping a limp arm around my waist, “Don’t be silly.”
Putting on a brave front, I took his head into my hands. Asra’s eyes immediately darted open, disbelief ridden all across his face. I leaned forward, letting my lips graze his forehead. One gentle peck of a brief kiss, and I was satisfied. The sinking pit in my chest drifted away.
“You really make it hard to sleep when you do that,” Asra whispered bashfully. “Kiss me more, but do it right.”
I giggled as Asra beckoned me with his violet eyes. My lips opened slightly, but I hesitated, his sweet face disintegrating every ounce of confidence I had left. He looked very pleased with himself every second that passed by. Asra inched closer as if coiling for a strike. As his lips paused before me, I breathed in his scent, letting it consume me entirely. I closed my eyes, letting his lips clash with mine. It felt soft and tender, beyond anything I could’ve imagined. As Asra pushed against me, I felt the ties of our bond tighten. 
Asra peeled away, but his entire body seemed to motion for more. As we comprehended what just happened, time seemed to still until it was just the two of us. Nothing else mattered but us.
“Not bad for a first,” Asra chuckled, focusing solely on my lips. “How about we try this again?”
Our lips entwined as one, moving in waves of passion and zest. Asra’s motions became bolder and hungrier, the sounds of our kisses reverberating off the walls. 
“More,” Asra would say. “More.”
We spent the time entangled in the midst of endearment, kissing until the taste of Asra was fixed on my lips. My mouth tingled, urging me for more. Yet, I knew time was dwindling, and I wanted nothing more than to sleep with Asra with the muffled song of the rain.
Asra wrapped the blanket around us. His warmth cradled me and soothed every inkling of sickness that I could’ve possibly had. His presence was my panacea. 
“Good night, my soul’s delight,” Asra whispered, planting a final kiss on my lips. I melted into him, allowing my eyes to become heavier. As my mind flittered into sleep, I heard him utter one final phrase

“I love you.”
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m0ldyc0ffee · 9 days
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Yes I’m an Azula apologist—she deserved better; she deserved therapy and love and support and patience đŸ«¶
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m0ldyc0ffee · 1 month
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imagine having a hole in a pipe so you call a plumber and he walks up and plugs it up with his penis and his body solidifies into metal
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m0ldyc0ffee · 1 month
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I haven’t posted much about it on this blog because I have so few followers here compared to main and other side blogs, but genuinely, if you are a fan of Avatar, you need to be doing everything you can to support and liberate palestine and end this genocide. ATLA is about a fucking genocide and the devastating impacts of colonialism and a brutal military occupation. Well, we’re witnessing a genocide and the devastating impacts of colonialism and a brutal military occupation right now. If you are a fan of ATLA or LOK you fucking need to be talking about palestine and Palestinian liberation. You need to be calling your elected officials, going to protests, talking to people in real life, resharing and uplifting Palestinian voices, boycotting Israeli products, reading and educating yourself on what’s going on and the history behind it, and doing everything you can to stop this genocide.
We all need to be talking about palestine. Silence and “neutrality” and inaction is complicity.
Free Palestine đŸ‡”đŸ‡ž
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m0ldyc0ffee · 1 month
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Jaja lol they're iconic for a reason
(I wanted to make my own version of this post but with more pairings lmao)
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I will defend them with my life
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m0ldyc0ffee · 1 month
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my little genshin.. my little genshin aaaaaaa pt. 2, mondstadt edition thank you for all the love on the first post :> i've rly appreciated seeing everyone's replies and comments. i think for now i'll settle on giving allogenes their cons as cutiemarks except for special cases (like albedo). bonus revised refs for paimon and tartaglia under the read more <3 (+ an extra doodle)
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m0ldyc0ffee · 3 months
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Aro men. you agree. reblog.
(plaintext because idk if gradient text will show up for everyone: aro men. you agree. reblog)
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m0ldyc0ffee · 5 months
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hi. we have 98 days left to raise approximately $9,000 before i must significantly push back my top surgery date.
i was previously considering taking out a loan but i am over $2,000 in medical debt due to my brain cyst, and have had to miss a lot of work because of my on-going symptoms. i have an MRI next week which i know is going to bring on even more financial strain. a loan is not practical for me and there is no version of one i could safely afford.
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m0ldyc0ffee · 5 months
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YOOOO IM SIX MONTHS CLEAN
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m0ldyc0ffee · 7 months
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Potential Arcana Ships No One Talks About
Nadia/Asra
Asra/Portia
Muriel/Nadia
Nadia/Asra/Apprentice
Please consider
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m0ldyc0ffee · 8 months
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for all my mascs out there;
YOU ARE NOT PREDATORY FOR LIKING FEMS AND/OR WOMEN.
YOU ARE NOT UGLY OR DANGEROUS.
YOU ARE LOVED, IMPORTANT AND QUEER ENOUGH
YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY WITH YOUR MASCULINITY.
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m0ldyc0ffee · 8 months
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I'm a junior 💀
I'm not ready to be a junior bro ☠
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m0ldyc0ffee · 9 months
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trans art makes me happy no matter what, but tbh i wish more people understood that transmascs are more than just. cis men with top surgery scars slapped on. we have a wide range of bodies - some of us have breasts, or wide hips, or small shoulders, or all three. not every transmasc has completed a full physical transition, or will, and even those who have may still have ‘feminine’ features (such as wider hips). don’t be scared of drawing trans guys with lots of different types of bodies!
Submitted July 3, 2023
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m0ldyc0ffee · 9 months
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SELF DEPRECATION IS OVER. PRACTICING RADICAL SELF LOVE EVEN IN THE FACE OF DESPAIR IS IN. WHO KNOWS YOU MAY EVEN START TO BELIEVE IT. - transmonstera
[IMAGE ID: "i would rather rip out my own lungs before ever breathing a word of hatred towards my transsexual self" in white bold text with a black outline. the image is of a dissection of lungs and other organs from a whale edited to look like an obscured newspaper print and is overlayed in red. their are scalpels and stars decorating the entire image. END]
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m0ldyc0ffee · 9 months
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Transmasc femmes, reblog if you agree
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m0ldyc0ffee · 9 months
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Being trans makes you cooler than everyone else. Hope this helps
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