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Also ohmy gosh b4 I forget thank you all sososo much !!!! I was really worried just generally but you guys helped and we consider you all dear friends to us :33 hugs and kisses

Sorry for the uptick in system stuff Im lowkey struggling and need to see system positivity posts or I'll explode

#malik's rambles #hugs and kisses mwamwa !!!!! feeling better 2day #am i gonna have 2 make a masa2 tag . idont want to . :[ #i dont5hink theyd wanna post on tumblr dot com anyways. i get to make fun of them here . if im nice to blaze its because i have a new target

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If I said bigender Mike Wazowski would I get burned at the stake

#malik's rambles #imembarassed . looks away shamefully .its not my fault she means so much to me #she/he bigender mike #thisis all /srs bigender mike is real to me currently . ohhhh i always hc my favs as bigender oh wow #there is a trend . i wonder why guys #terri and terry are system coded also idc idc idc idc idc idc #in a human au theyd be a system iddddccccccc!!!!!!

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Back at it with the MU brainrot (ft. My monstersona) 🤍

#theyreso important to me . btw . your artstyle is SO CUTE screamingcrying throwinf up #/mega positive #YOUR MONSTERSONA IS SOOO LOVELY I LOVE THEM HELL YEAAAHHH!!!!!! i gotta make one ..... #HAAIII TERRY AND TERRI MY BFFS #goobers EVER #your monstersona design is soo sick im love them waugh . pretty art #monsters university #monsters inc #mike wazowski #terri & terry perry #terri and terry perry #scott squibbles #oozma kappa

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We have a new obsession but I'm gonna need everyone to be really really nice for this one

#malik's rambles #itsbeen a huge comfort movie sicne we were kids no ones allowed tomake fun of me okay? okay /j #notthe comfort movie part . you can make fun of me

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Sorry for the uptick in system stuff Im lowkey struggling and need to see system positivity posts or I'll explode

#I don’t understand fully what you’re doing through and I’m not going to pretend like I do #but you’re always going to have a support from me as long as I can help it. take all the time you guys will need :] #<- WAOUGH thank you this means a lot genuinely ..... needed tbis thank you soso much cindy <33 #we've missed you SO much and you mean soso much to us mwa !!

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get sillay (ay) get sillayyy

#HES SK SILLAY #just some guy . has no clue ever . zero clues . holds him #ryou bakura #yugioh

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Sorry for the uptick in system stuff Im lowkey struggling and need to see system positivity posts or I'll explode

#malik's rambles #okay i know my ass is gonna vent in tags rn so . tw for that !! #iwill never shut up i missed tumblr tags so much wow #itsnot their fault and like . like i dont want to blame them . but its so isolating being and living this way #ill always be grateful for them and I know its just my brain trying to cope and like !! its not their fault but this sucks so bad like wow #also doesnt help that besides how scared I am and how I just . wanna be normal . I feel like I sound insane to other people #it constantly feels like everyone is laughing at us and is just playing along with our “roleplay thing” because they dont wanna bother #and like !! im trying really really hard to be positive about it and just live as well as I can . all of us are !! but it makes me feel like #ridiculous . it feels like everyone'll laugh and think we're playing pretend. which shouldnt matter people will always be assholes !! #I dunno aough im rantingso hard rn . and masa2 wont share which is fine but imscared and worried and scared and aauahhggggggggg #ik the point of the disorder is to hide memories from me so i can function but like . man this suckss9 bad #okay enough of this . Imgonna watch monsters inc i love monsters inc

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sometimes DID is screaming crying hellish agony and sometimes it’s trying to figure out WHO THE FUCK DOWNLOADED 117 PICTURES OF SHARKS ON OUR PHONE

#yeah. yeah #system stuff #whys our wallpaper changed to a guy I cant fuckin stand . masa2 when i CATCH YOU

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@punkeropercyjackson

all trans girls love caramelldansen. fionna is no exception

#fionna #fionna campbell #no idea if youve seen this but . for you :33

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tails is still a kid so i like to imagine his developing predator instincts lead him to hunt sonic for sport sometimes, like what kittens do with their mothers. like sonic will go to the workshop to see what tails is up to and as soon as he walks in the door he's been tackled to the floor. or when they were first together on westside island sonic had to teach himself to override his "curl up and stab whatever is attacking you" instincts because the kid following him around had a tendency to jump him at random

#sandy and chidi ...

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#atti's dad #<-gigglkgng

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people have got to get normaler about systems

#oh important #system stuff #we dont mind questions generally but thats just us

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Daniel Arsham & Hajime Sorayama Sculpture: Holding Hands (2019)

#PAINFUL POT DUO . #<- oh past me and or blaze u were crazy for this . starts tearing up

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Draft spam because I'm too tired to remake our intro post + profile rn

#waough . Im gonna bounce back I swear im just . waoughhh #malik's rambles #blaze told a close friend we're a system recently and they didnt react very well . which is fine i guess im just . waough #illget over it . having coconut biscuits rn

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Tried to download simplyplural to keep track of everything system-wise but instead I'm getting death threats on mymessage board

#thisis because i said we cant eat shards of glass. is this how blaze feels talking to me #/light-hearted unnamed alter now named Masa2 doesnt want me to eat shit and die #malik's rambles #hows everyone elses evening going

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ooc/ @malikselfindulgence

Done

#helloeveryone . headache . ♡ #idrop off the face of the earth come back rb tbis then dip afain #/j like hopefully . also haaiii stellar weve missed you !! #lets take. ibhrpofne . togehter ♡

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GOOD EVENING I AM NOT DEAD soso sorry everyone lost track of time !!! Love you all lots and will try to catch up to everything soon TwT

#malik's rambles #mewhen the dissociation disorder makesme dissociate #unnamed alter also has a name now. learning so manynew things aboht ourselves currently . so sick [not sick atall] #miss everyone so much :[[