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It's been a few days now, I've been praying and seeking answers on the concept of FEAR. Fear is something we all deal with at times it feels like it's a part of our everyday life. Lately I began to grow weary and tired and I kept asking God why do you allow FEAR into our lives ? God quickly answered me through prayer, scripture, and songs. Everytime I put my earphones on to lay back and relax a song that talked about FAITH came on and I sat there contemplating it trying to understand what it meant what faith had to do with fear ? I mean if anything FEAR AND FAITH have nothing in common ,but the moment I thought of that the answer quickly came to my head. Truth be told, FEAR and faith have more in common than most of us can imagine. Fear is a torment yes but it drives us to surrender our lives to Christ and to put our HOPE in him. In other words without FEAR we wouldn't be able to experience FAITH. Fear freezes some of us at least it freezes me, in the way that it stops me from doing what you I'm called to do, but when we put our trust in God and turn our FAITH on things begin to happen. The fear that was once a part of your life exists no more. The crippling thoughts of perhaps not being good enough, thoughts pf failure begin to vanish because the FAITH we carry in us takes control of everything. It helps us see ahead , it allows us to understand that life is beautiful and as children of God we are not called to live in fear but in victory and joy ! I wrote this today and as I was writing it I couldn't stop myself from making it shorter the words just kept on flowing and I didn't want to share it at first. I want it to keep it private but I couldn't stop feeling the need to share it. . . . I KNOW HOW IT FEELS "You feel it rush through your veins You feel it, how it slowly suffocates you and no matter how many times you beg for it to go away to let you be to let you breathe it doesn't quit. No matter how many times you beg down on your knees for mercy it's main goal is to make you bleed. It's a slow pain starting from the top of your head to the tip of your toes. It works it's way into your heart meticulously. As it slowly creeps into your mind making you second guess yourself about the good things you have set for yourself. I know what it's like to live in your own little world. A world of hurt and regrets. I know what it's like to live in a planet created by your own insecurities , where the only form of life is you and the lies that you believe have the power to define you and you hold onto them though they object you from gasping for a bit of air. I know what it's like to be afraid, of love , of not having it all together; sometimes of just everything. Despite the torment of fear I've had to live with, I've grown to know the power of faith. The power to overcome all the voices in my head. To finally have the courage to tell them to go away. I've grown to know faith can move the mountains of lies, shame and hurt that I've carried on my shoulders." I hope it encourages someone today. To keep on fighting and to give FAITH a shot. Once you come to know faith everything goes away. ❤

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"Don't judge me" 🌑📜

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⚡⛅ (at California)

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"When" 📖☁

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We've been adopted by the one above therefore we are no longer slaves but children of God 💪 #godisgood #childrenofgod . . . God bless you guys ! xx ❤

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When we all feel like we are not doing good enough or as if the weight of the world is on our shoulders remember that God calls you in just the way you are. It doesn't matter how broken you are God will fill those cracks in everytime ! 😊💕 I've bee inactive for a while here and this is all due to nursing. I had to find sometime in between my break to post this and I'll be back hustling in 10 min. This will all be over in 1 day 😅😭.

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So majestic 🐬 (at Arizona Mills)

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Always been obsessed with 🌴.

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🌙🌙🌙 (at Uptown Jungle Chandler)

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This really touched my heart ❤✨ (at Old Town Scottsdale)

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Places that take your breath away 🌌

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#grateful 💓 (at Old Town Scottsdale)

#grateful

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There is so much beauty out there 🌍

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New places always help us look at life differently 🌃 #photography #capturingmoments

#photography #capturingmoments

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Photography is a love affair with life 📷 #photography #capturingmoments

#photography #capturingmoments

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We'll find love again,when the time is right; for now let your heart breathe. -M. Muston