Tumgik
marinaradiamondsss · 3 days
Text
I can barely use a cane with my shitty hands. I'm going to need a fucking wheelchair by 50 at this point. I hate my parents for having kids.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 3 days
Text
I legitimately don't fucking get it. Why does every day have to be fucking worse than the last.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 29 days
Text
Can't do anything in my own fucking house without criticism.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 1 month
Text
All I'm good at doing is crying at work.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 2 months
Text
I'm not helpful.
You said it yourself. I'm not helpful.
I'll just fuck off. It's not like you're living my *my* fucking house or anything.
But I'm not helpful.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 3 months
Text
I'm just so depressed
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 3 months
Text
All you do is fucking complain. You don't like any solutions i try and give you. I'm finding it hard to give a shit about anything you complain about because you just want to complain to fucking complain. You're not doing anything to get yourself to a better place, you're not doing anything to fix the shit you complain about, well keep on complaining cause I'm not even listening anymore.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 4 months
Text
Nothing but a cursed memory.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 4 months
Text
I've never felt so unseasonably miserable.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 4 months
Text
I get it. Nothing i ever have to say is important.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 5 months
Text
All I've done is ruin my life.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 6 months
Text
Why does everyone act like all i do is complain, I'm literally not even trying to complain I'm just fucking talking. It's not my fault nothing but bad shit ever happens to me, maybe i have a thing or two to actually fucking complain about!
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 6 months
Text
I just want to stop taking care of myself
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 6 months
Text
This really just adds on to the fact I've never been liked.
Nobody likes me.
I've never been liked.
Nobody is going to like me.
Always the least favorite.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 6 months
Text
Why do i even try
Why did i go to three fucking interviews all for nothing
Why does literally nobody want to hire me
Why should i ever try for anything
It's not like I'm going to fucking get hired anywhere
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 7 months
Text
It's been over a month. Over a month of there not being him just out there living his life. Over a month without a random cat pic or a random video of him high as fuck on who knows what at whatever random hour of the night in whatever random city that i wake up to in the morning or a hey how are you? Bad? Me too. I said it in my eulogy, but no matter how many times i envisioned this happening, no matter how long i spent preparing myself for this very thing, i never actually expected it to happen. I was so prepared, yet so unprepared. I haven't been able to cry in days and now i can't stop. I've been fucking raging all week and it's only Tuesday. I spent all day at work trying not to scream. I just keep thinking DABDA. DABDA. DABDA. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. I apologize for feeling the anger part of grief and i want to say it'll get better, but it's been over a month and it hurts just as bad.
Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance.
0 notes
marinaradiamondsss · 7 months
Text
.
0 notes