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Actually, I’ve always felt like I looked better in the rear view

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I’m an idiot

I don’t know what was the best course of action here... matched with a mutual friend on a dating app unknowingly. Didn’t realize until we had exchanged a few messages. Unmatched as soon as I realized so hopefully he’s none the wiser and never knew it was me. But I have to live with the knowledge now. Yikes. Would it been better to have let him know it was me?

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Felt good to let you go forever

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It makes me happy to know you’re having a good day :)

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When you feel so much you remember how human you are

#inner thoughts #being human

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Feels bad when...

Your own thoughts are your only real enemy.

#inner thoughts #obsessive thoughts

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You plague my mind

But I don’t even consider you a friend, let alone something more.

#inner thoughts

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Anyone else have obsessive thoughts?

My brain keeps being toxic and checking to see if specific people are online. It’s a compulsion and I do it before I even realize I’m doing it. I also catch myself revisiting bad memories about certain people several times a day and then feeling bitter.

#mental help #obsessive #obsessive thoughts #compulsions