misscammiedawn

[misscammiedawn]

You ever just realized how lucky you are that you did that weird thing that led to you being friends with the people you are friends with?

#canmie posting #mhmm! #I do whole timeline maps to work out the NEXUS POINTS #the weird things that lead to EVERYTHING #important to know #incase you wake up a decade ago and have to live it all again!

[misscammiedawn]

cursed with "do you still like me?" "are you mad at me?" "did i do something wrong?" disorder

#cammie posting #bpd #emotional permanence is a bitch =/

[misscammiedawn]

This is part of my ongoing Discworld jacket embroidery project. Of course Great A'Tuin has to be on there. And of course it has to be the biggest one of them all.

I'm going to put the finished product in my masterpost, but I'm so proud of the thing that I have to put it in an extra post beforehand. Enjoy!

#cammie posting #gnu terry pratchett #daja <3

[misscammiedawn]

obsessed with this reddit thread 

#cammie posting #YOU PRICKLY PRICK YOU'VE BURIED US ALL

[misscammiedawn]

boop! :3c

!!!!

BOOPS YOOOOOU!

#cammie asks #boops you boops you boops you

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#cammie posting #human disaster #I want tallied validation #points feel good!

[misscammiedawn]

slut era (would do anything for the person that makes me feel safe, protected, and adored)

#cammie posting #<3 #*clings to my poly family*

[misscammiedawn]

Oh, you think you're safe now?

Nothing can deliver you from these paws!

#cammie posting #boops you boops you boops you #FOREVER BOOPING #I WILL NEVER CEASE!

[misscammiedawn]

BORN TO FORGET

WORLD IS A BLUR

I Am Memory Issues Man

410,757,864,530 FORGOTTEN PRECIOUS MEMORIES

#camden posting #forever reblog #did #watch me post my trauma in public

[misscammiedawn]

Sometimes I make little bets and agreements with myself over the smallest things. Like 'okay, we'll get up when the cat isn't on our lap anymore' or 'next time YouTube throws on an ad we'll make a cup of coffee'

Which is all fun and games until the trigger never comes and you're stuck in limbo wishing you hadn't made a binding pact that has tethered you into the space between spaces. Certainly you could break the pact. But an agreement means something, dammit!

This is normal human behavior, right?

#camden posting #this post brought to you by me waiting to get out of bed when my phone battery goes below 95% #damn it all I want coffee #why did I agree to this?! #I can't decide not to or we'll realize that's an option for anything #and for this to work we need to always honor our internal agreements #even if they're stupid and wrong

[misscammiedawn]

#camden posting #I wish it were possible to be safely honest with these ice breakers #'I was a professional photographer when I lived in London' invites work to ask me for free labor #'I have done the coding for 4 video games' leads to people wanting to see them and having access to my online identity #'I have 2 hypnosis certifications' invites much unwanted attention #even 'I saw Wicked front row center with Idina as Elphaba' gets Disney adults to hang at my cubicle talking at me when I'm busy #'I attend and speak at conferences for dissociative disorders' is a good one until people ask for more details #I hate dilluting myself for any reason #we had a lot of issues trying to repress parts of ourselves #but at work we need to run under the radar for safety #there are people who think that us existing in public is Wrong #because my body and identity are politicized #and that means being dull and boring #'I played Poker with the cast of Firefly at a con' tends to work well because the focus tends to shift onto the celebrities #all follow up questions are about how nice Nathan Fillion is etc #and I can't disappear into the background of my own story

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#dawn posting #I am so in love with my boyfriend #particularly when he gets passionate about things #watching anime with him is a true delight #he's allowed to be wrong about End of Eva #I forgive him #incidentally our first anime was either Samurai Pizza Cats #or if that doesn't count then Sailor Moon #with Fist of the North Star and Mononoke in there somewhere #because London was always full of bootleg anime VHS

[misscammiedawn]

XENA: WARRIOR PRINCESS (1995–2001) Season 6, Episode 3, 'Heart of Darkness'

#dawn posting #oh my goodness #I am completely disarmed #this is gorgeous beyond words

[misscammiedawn]

It's that time of night, have my favorite tiktok of all time

#dawn posting #forever reblog #damn fine show #this is legitimately my favorite TikTok

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#dawn posting #objectively the best sign

[misscammiedawn]

get your power then reblog and tell everyone in the tags!

Note: Powers only work with enthusiastic consent!

(The first poll here was very obviously way too easy for too many of you, this time the landslide option's out, have fun ^^)

#dawn posting #let the record show hypnotic eyes was winning BEFORE I reblogged this to my followers #I appreciate the extra note of enthusiastic consent #that makes me quite happy

[misscammiedawn]

oh to be dommed by the narrative

#dawn posting #laundry and taxes #there's a hypnokink application to this somewhere #I'm sure of it