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the idea of engaged conversation has just felt draining recently being alone has felt good and fulfilling esp with how things have been as of recent i also just do not feel like even running my main blog rn if i could be totally alone on an island with just my bf and my laptop wifi and a chill place to sleep + food i would

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naur literally it's extremely fucking annoying.

being a psychic can be so helpful but that annoying ass feeling when u suspect someone is plotting to lie on u/spread false shit just... shit is frustrating. Like the evil eye has been crazy, been getting dream after dream. At least it won't be a surprise though.

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being a psychic can be so helpful but that annoying ass feeling when u suspect someone is plotting to lie on u/spread false shit just... shit is frustrating. Like the evil eye has been crazy, been getting dream after dream. At least it won't be a surprise though.

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I literally am enjoying hermetics so fucking much

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it looks so good fr bb u snapped

New blog look, the skeleton looks so rad

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Some of my loose D6s

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Hey! Welcome to my side blog. You can call me Eli or Mars. I'm a 23 year old nonbinary person. I am extremely enthusiastic about occultism, tarot, spirituality, & all things taboo & strange. I love talking about "forbidden" or shocking topics in general. Exploring different ideas, societal constructs, and matters of the mind peak my interest greatly. I am a novice witch. I would consider myself to be rather eclectic seeing as I am not someone who desires to be tied down to one path. I enjoy a good debate as a 9H aries mercury. I'm not really someone who is easy to get close to. However I do enjoy the experience of speaking to & getting to know others. I like to learn about how people think, what they believe & why, and to understand why they are who they are. The psychology of ppl is something I passionately wish to understand. I have a great deal of interest in all things psychological, subconscious, & mental. If you have any questions just shoot me a dm or an anon. I'm totally open to conversation as well. This blog is going to be a lot different than my main @daarlingdatura so def do keep anything related to that blog ie: free readings, reading inquiries, more serious pac requests, shadow work prompt requests, shadow work related questions etc over on that blog. This is a lot more of a social/chatty blog for me. I like to keep things pretty separate & I just have a hard time feeling comfortable really expressing myself on my main account for whatever reason. So I hope that utilizing this blog actually somehow helps lol. Anyways, if you actually read this far I'm glad to have you here & I hope you're having an awesome day. :)

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Hello! If you're seeing this randomly, this it is a post that will be linked to a Shadow Work related post on my Main Account @daarlingdatura. If you're coming from that post heyy!! this is my side account lol. Since it's such a long breakdown I figured most people probably weren't going to want to read it- though I thought some might benefit from it. So here it is:

ACCOUNTABILITY + SHAME SHADOW WORK RANT?? 12.22.22 ©daarlingdatura

This may not always be well received by some, but in today’s age accountability can seem- overwhelming. We see even innocent mistakes get blown unfairly out of proportion. This is a deeply confusing & in some ways even validating way of doing things. Validating because, if we are hurt we are validated and others will rally behind us- validating also because the older generation's LACK thereof accountability. In fact, the older generations associate accountability with shame- and this is where the dark side of accountability can come into play. It can become a point of ego, of victimhood.

Desiring to always be correct (or in some cases an overwhelming guilt for any small mistake made), this is where we follow in the footsteps of our ancestors. We all remember what it feels like to have our tiniest mistakes highlighted and put under a microscope by our parents, peers, or teachers- meanwhile in a reversed scenario accountability is thrown to the wind. It simply never gets discussed again and YOU are in the wrong for having an issue with THEIR behavior. This is a deeply embedded cycle in most of us, and it is now playing out on a mass scale. NOW, This is not to say I think accountability culture is bad. In fact, people SHOULD be held accountable. It’s important however to do this in a way that is appropriate and well suited to each situation. Nuance is important when dealing with accountability. We tend to want to categorize things into either bad or good. This white & black thinking is detrimental to the learning process of others. When we approach others and shame them for their mistakes & dog-pile them with insults & negativity it takes away from any real lesson being learned. Instead it creates a dynamic where you are now victimizing someone- further validating their OWN lack of accountability while you act like an asshole. It can be easy to want to hop on the bandwagon- to want to join in, because it feels invigorating- your anger is validated. You can project your pain and your traumatic experiences onto this person. I believe that a struggle with accountability can often be linked to a lack of acknowledgement. When someone’s trauma has not been acknowledged- when THEY refuse to acknowledge their own trauma… it becomes a fight. A competition, the goal then is to maintain innocence & to be validated by others in some type of way- OR to invalidate others in order to feel empowered or create a power dynamic in which YOU are in control. We must look at our relationship with vulnerability. I believe that vulnerability is a large part of accountability, this is a huge reason people can struggle to apologize. It can be viewed as a weakness or create a perceived sense of inferiority. It’s important to ask yourself why accountability causes you to feel inferior- why it brings shame, guilt, anger, regret, avoidance, etc… This links all the way back to the way that we can be so hard on ourselves. Feel like the smallest mistakes are our biggest failures, and forget that mistakes pave the pathway to success. We all act like an asshole sometimes, we all get shit wrong sometimes. By accounting from and LEARNING from those experiences we can give ourselves the opportunity to grow as a person and continue climbing the ladder of success. We cannot repeat the same cycle of the older generation, nor can we allow a mirrored overly judgmental approach that lacks in self awareness become the way we handle these things. In order to truly heal from the shame brought upon us by the older generations we must give each other the space to learn and heal. That is not to say we should compromise our boundaries for those who harm us. That is not to say that we cannot be angry, or feel negatively towards those who abuse us. Etc... 



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It's been some time , I've been on hiatus , how have you guys been ? Choose a pile using your intuition and take what resonates, claim for yourself 🤍 lmk if it resonates 🫶

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Pile 1:

December will bring you a lot of things back i feel so , like a compensation for a forfeit in your past could be monetary or materialistic, like i hear ancestral property or material or something, like seems like a rediscovery for sure. You will get in touch with your native culture again like learn more about where you stay , will bring you promotions at work and revelations, work with your boss and observe the people around you , whatever your seeking can be found if you stop and observe, stop denying yourself the love you give others , buy yourself what you need , i specifically think someone really should buy boots for themselves, accept the fact that you have worked so hard and it's time for recognition yes you yesssss you did it !!!! Whatever your achievements are small or big people are looking at you admiring you , wanting your guidance . You will gain more strength and maturity, you might get hotter , you will be a popular but dedicated person with a career , solitude will be beautiful as it might help you in getting greater insight into your intuition . Happy holidays stay blessed 🤍

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Pile 2:

December is a month of rest and relaxation for you , moving around with friends etc , seems like a soft Christmas movie to me , i think you will be spending time with your lover communicating feelings for one another , how you did good or bad things and will correct your mistakes . There's definitely some uncertainty going on , leave it to the universe, as your angels to help , they will guide you , you will be spiritually blessed , like journal about spirituality, if your into spellwork your power will increase , like i think the next full moon will be important for you be ready uwu , you are moving away from something that hurt you in the past , maybe people or situations i think things went down bad , take care and take necessary action, you will get more into the academic sphere of life . Life will be relaxing for a while be prepared for something big though, a spiritual awakening is around the corner, be ready to level up .Happy holidays stay blessed 🤍.

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Pile 3 :

December will bring you clarity , love confessions, travels and gifts , if you were investing into something you will get a positive response, you will be spending time with the person you really love , you will get a fresh start emotionally, like maybe a new relationship also ,take into account your dreams and interpret them , someone of you might news about pregnancy too , you're at the end of the cycle , new things are beginning for you , a lot may not make sense at first keep going trust yourself, you might get a paper work published or pursue higher education , don't wait whatever is chosen is good for you , your angels are rooting for you , you're also asked to change your eating habits , eat high vibrational foods your will see the changes coming in, you will be really satisfied this month , gifts coming in as well , i think you will get what you desired . If you're in school , you might be getting new friends. your relationship with the masculine figures around you might get better as well . Happy holidays stay blessed 🤍.

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Thank you so much for reading, have a great day/night ahead .

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I’m giving away astro-based solution readings to 5 random people

🛎 Like + reblog this post to enter

I’ll contact the selected ones.

(Make sure you know your birth details)

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Astrology Observations

DISCLAIMER: This is based on my own experiences and research it does not mean it's inherently true!! Pisces Placements aren't intentionally fake but switch up so quick. I have had so many pisces placement friends that r just so wishy washy. Pisces Venus depending on the person will literally choose shitty partners over even their closest friends! They just want to fit into the mold their partners create for them so bad u won't even recognize their personalities sometimes in certain relationships smfh. Taurus Placements get just as jealous as scorpio and can be JUST as bad about it. Have you ever dealt with a Taurus who felt lesser than you? just terrible. Pluto in sag is an interesting generational placement. It's cool to look at how it shows up. The way ppl are so self righteous and like to flaunt how their life philosophy is best. Going on social media spreading dogmatic beliefs and wanting to be a teacher but actually guiding people into the dark. Unrealistic morals & ideas that are half-baked and rooted in egotistical projections of what people deem correct. Even if the legitimacy is questionable at best. The way there is an excess of waste, consumerism, and lack of appreciation of it. The rise of fake spiritual influencers & conversations being hd around xenophobia, racism, religious beliefs & cultural appropriation. Pluto - Mercury people seem to be able to develop telepathy fairly easy or have a natural predisposition towards it? A lot of my friends who are clairaudient or sometimes hear other ppls thoughts have Pluto - Mercury aspects. Gemini Moons are actually very emotionally nuanced and understanding, I feel like Aquarius is the main air sign who tries to rationalize the emotions of OTHERS. I feel like Gemini moreso tries to understand every aspect of something. The emotional and logic, the dynamics of it all, the duality. Libra Moons seem to be more selfish than both Aquarius AND Gemini moons. It's not that they don't care about others, but the way they think/feel (which isn't surprising considering they're aries sister sign) is usually in relation to how people feel about THEM. What people think of them, how they are being perceived. How they can be liked more, etc. That's not to say Libras are not caring about others because they are!! I honestly like Libra Moons, I find them to be very sweet and considerate and if they really love you they are super giving and chill.

Aquarius Moons are solution oriented, they want to figure out how to solve or understand the root of an issue so it can be done and over with. This can cause them to come off as emotionless, dull, and unempathetic. I notice though that immature Aquarius moons are very selfish & think they're the only ones who suffer. I see that in immature capricorn moons as well. I believe it has to do with saturn. Libra Mercuries are so poetic imo Virgo is literally ruled by mercury, the only way you're going to find them boring is if they don't trust you enough to open up to you or converse with you. They are extremely intuitive & pick up on the patterns of others easily. More often than not it usually only takes a virgo a small period of time whether it be minutes or days to decide they actually just don't like you and don't want to engage with you. They also tend to mirror, so if you're boring maybe that's why you think they're boring.

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Scorpio Szn Affirmations

My desires unfold without complication, the intentions of others simply cannot penetrate my reality. I have worked hard to cultivate, develop, and nurture my desires. Source sees this, and I recognize my own capabilities and my destiny is aligned with these desires. I am no longer in alignment with old ways of thinking and being that separate me from my desires. As God, it is my right to have these desires. I understand my purpose is to explore, grow, heal, & achieve. What I struggle to manifest I work through. I uproot the seeds of doubt, lack, fear, disgust, and aversion that have in the past been rooted into my mind by the limiting beliefs and preconceived notions of others. I define my reality and I understand that I am the only one who can create my future. I am responsible for myself on every level. My confidence blooms exponentially with every drop of energy I put into cultivating my future. I am unstoppable, I am determined, focused, and ready to thrive. I accept all blessings the universe gives me. I am free from the shackles of limiting belief and self doubt. My life is a canvas and I am free to create what I desire.

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The protests are ongoing. Help us by spreading the news

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i just feel unsure but at the same time i do feel sure