Longing
Halsin x Fem!Reader
A/N: I have been burning with an intense CRAVING for Halsin and there is such little fic about him (although there are some good ones out there đ) so I had to do my part and add to the pool đ hope yâall enjoy!
Word count: 2.5k
Warnings: fluff, hurt/comfort, reader is insecure about her virginity, talks of inexperience, love confessions, Halsin is a sweetheart, references to NSFW content. Very very minor spoilers for act 2.
Part 2
The fur of the rabbit is soft between your fingers as you prepare it. Yet, despite having a knife in your other hand and your task being a delicate one, you canât seem to focus.
Your eyes keep drifting back to the druid across camp chopping wood for the fire. The axe is a large one, heavy - heavier than youâd be able to lift. Yet the large elf manages to bring it up above his head and swing it back down with a grace you never understood how he possessed.
The muscles in his shoulders ripple with each movement, accompanying the rythmic thump of the axe through wood. His soft grunts as he pulls it from the stump heâs using before placing the next log onto the surface and starting the process all over again.
âThe rabbit is already dead, darling.â
The familiar voice rips you from your staring as your head whips around to see none other than your vampiric companion standing over you, a smirk tugging at his lips. You huff at him before looking down to the rabbit by your knees and heat rushes to your cheeks. What should have been a simple skinning job to get the meat ready for dinner has turned into a mess. Cuts in the wrong places, the hide nowhere near usable anymore.
You look back up just in time to see Astarions red eyes go from you, to Halsin, then back again. His smile grows. He shifts his feet, one arm resting across his chest as he gestures with his other to Halsin.
âYou know, you could paint a portrait. It would last longer.â
Your cheeks somehow get even hotter, as you turn back to the rabbit in front of you, doing a much better job than earlier.
âLeave me alone, Astarion,â you mumble, cursing internally when the elf lowers himself to the ground beside you, arms resting on his knees.
âAnd why would I do that, when teasing you gives me so much joy?â
You canât stop the small smile that tugs at your lips. âOkay, well you got me all flustered. So now thatâs out of the way, did you need something or did you really interrupt your reading to bother me?â
The vampire sighs, leaning back on his hands as he looks over to you. âWhat I need is for you to finally jump that druids bones.â
You nearly choke as the words leave his lips, looking around to see if anyone heard and feeling heat creep up your neck once more as you see Shadowheart failing to hide a chuckle.
You turn to face your friend, eyes narrowed. âCould you be a little more quiet? I donât need the whole camp hearing you.â
Astarion laughs this time, loudly, and it draws more glances than youâd like. You roughly shove the man next to you before he can speak.
âYour next words better be a whisper or Iâm going to stab you â you threaten, poking the knife in his direction.
Astarion places a hand over his heart, faux hurt in his eyes. âYou wound me, darling. Iâm just trying to help you. Plus,â he gestures to the camp, âitâs not like your attraction is a secret, nor Halsinâs.â
You shake your head turning back to grab another rabbit, embarrassment welling up in your chest. âHe doesnâtâŠâ you trail off, getting defensive. âNothingâs there, Astarion. So can we please just drop it?â
Of course, he doesnât.
âLook,â he starts, âall Iâm trying to say is that neither of you are benefiting from holding back soâŠindulge, for once. Gods know we all deserve it.â
You ignore him. Curling in on yourself at the mention ofâŠindulging. There nothing wrong with it of course. Everyone at camp has blown off steam along this adventure. JustâŠnot you.
And the vampire must be able to tell too, because at your silence he straightens up, brows pinching in the rare way that shows heâs concerned.
âWait, have you neverâŠ?â he gestures vaguely in the air.
His words, despite their genuine curiosity, strike a chord in you. You stand abruptly, tossing your work to the ground and stabbing your knife in the dirt.
âNo I havenât. Not that itâs any of your business.â Your words are louder than you intended and draw the eyes and ears of your other companions.
Astarion softens, obviously not expecting this reaction. âI didnât mean to upset you-â
You clench your fists at your sides, interrupting him. âYou never mean to Astarion but -â You cut yourself off, taking a deep breath. âYouâre such an ass sometimes.â
You turn on your heel and storm from camp before anyone can stop you, ignoring the concerned gaze of a certain druid.
âââ
The water is cool against your skin as you squat by the streamâs edge, rubbing at your hands as you try to get the blood off of them.
You feel foolish now, storming off like that. But Astarion pointing out your inexperience just struck you. Itâs not something thatâs ever bothered you before. Especially not in recent months since dealing with the tadpole. You all have more important things to worry about.
But the moment you rescued HalsinâŠitâs like something changed. You were instantly drawn to him. His kind smile and thoughtful words. His care for everyone and everything in nature.
And he flirted with you.
The memory is still fresh in your mind. The night of the tiefling party after you had stopped the ritual at the druid camp and saved Halsin. You were worried you were talking his ear off, but he was attentive the whole conversation. Answering your questions and asking some about you.
Then he said those honeyed words. Suggested celebrating by spending the night with someone special. Implied he would spend it with you if his mind wasnât elsewhere.
You withdraw your hands from the water to drag them down your face as more memories surface.
More flirtatious banter and kind words. Thoughtful conversations and fighting side by side. The night sat by your bedside nursing you back to health after a particularly nasty fight. After Ketheric Thorm almost took you out.
Your side still aches with the memory. But the thought of his hands with their soothing healing glow, makes the ache subside.
You sigh, sitting back into the grass as your eyes lock onto the slowly gurgling stream, Astarion words playing over and over in your head.
Indulge, for once.
You want to. Gods do you want that.
Youâve spent many sleepless nights thinking about it. About his lips against yours, his hands on your skin, the sweet words heâd no doubt whisper against your ear.
You shudder at the thought before shoving it away. Because any time he hinted at that - showed any interest in you - you would be so elated before insecurity took over.
Halsinâs views on love and intimacy are no secret. Youâd asked him once about current lovers and while he did confide no one currently held his affections back home he also expressed that there were others in the past.
Others. Plural.
And youâve never been with anyone. Not physically or emotionally, youâve never trusted anyone enough.
Not until now.
You sigh, frustration creeping back in as you press the heels of your palms into your eyes before quickly standing up. You need to apologize to Astarion and finally, maybe, talk to Halsin.
You turn on your heel to do just that when you run straight into a solid mass. You gasp, stumbling backwards just as two strong hands reach out to steady you, gripping your wrists firmly.
Once steady, you look up to see none other than the man haunting your thoughts smiling down at you.
âYou must have been very deep in thought for someone like me to sneak up on you, little one.â
You have to suppress a shiver at the nickname. A moniker heâd given you since you teased him about his size at the beginning of your friendship.
You shake your head, moving to step away and only stopping when his hands let go only to slip down and take your own gently.
âIâm sorry,â you apologize. âI was justâŠthinking.â
Halsin stares at you for a moment, a thoughtful look on his face before he steps away, gesturing down the first path, one hand still in your own.
âWalk with me?â he asks. âI know being in nature helps me clear my head of even the darkest thoughts.â
You give a hesitant nod and follow him as he turns towards the path, not able to stop the smile when he doesnât drop your hand.
âââ
The walk is mostly silent, a comfortable silence, but silent nonetheless. And you are grateful for it, not sure what you would say if Halsin were to ask what has you so upset.
But, silence canât last forever it seems, because eventually the large Druid breaks through the sounds of nature surrounding you to speak.
âI overheard your conversation with Astarion,â he says, voice gentle. Probing, but not not forcing you to talk if you do not wish.
You stiffen, your pace slowing slightly, wanting to pull away from the man at your side. But his sure grip on your hand keeps you in place. The warmth of his skin on yours puts you slightly at ease.
âYouâŠyou heard that?â you ask, cringing internally. âYou were across camp.â
The druid chuckles, gesturing to his ears with his free hand. âOne of the curses of us elves. Impeccable hearing. Even when we donât wish for it.â
You can feel your shoulders creeping up to your ears. Embarrassment settling in once more. âYou were listening to us? To me?â
Halsin shrugs. âNot intentionally,â he admits, slowing his steps until youâre both stopped and heâs facing you. âBut I find my attention turning towards you more often than not these days.â
His words tie your tongue and before you can gather enough sense to respond he continues.
âNature works in mysterious ways, little one,â he tells you, eyes never leaving your face. âThere is no one way to traverse it, and others journey do not define your own. Each one is unique, as it is intended.â
His words are beautifully woven, as always. And despite his cryptic deliverance, you know the meaning behind his words.
Heâs comforting you. And once again, he speaks before you can detangle the jumble of thoughts in your head.
âAnd,â he reaches out, placing a curled finger beneath your chin to urge you to look up at him, âif itâs any encouragement, I seek you out as much as you do me. Possibly more so.â
Your eyes widen, heart stuttering in your chest at his words. HeâŠdoes he feel the same way? Rationally you know he does. But that ever familiar self doubt, the tiny voice in your mind has always brushed away the flirting - the kind words and gentle touches as just part of his nature. None of it is reserved just for you.
Right?
Halsin smiles, eyes crinkling at the corners gently as he looks down at you. âIs that really such an outlandish thought? That I return your affections?â He pauses, âunless my heart has run ahead of itself and I have misread-â
You stop him then, reaching up to place a staying hand on his own beneath your chin.
âNo! You havenâtâŠyou havenât misread,â you assure him, trying to still your racing heart.
His smile never falters, his other hand finally coming up to cradle the back of your head, teasing soft strands of hair between his fingers.
âThat is good to hear,â he says, pulling you ever closer, his nose almost brushing yours, âit puts this old druid's mind at rest.â
Gods, you canât breathe. The air in your lungs refusing to expel as he lean even closer, lips a hairbreadth away from your own. Your body sings with anticipation, your skin hot despite the cool air ushered in by the sun sinking below the horizon, the days last rays barely filtering through the trees.
âCan I kiss you, my heart?â
Halsins words are soft, barley a whisper and nearly drowned out by the sounds of nature around you and the roaring of blood in your ears.
You nod. âPlease-â
The word barely passes your lips before he descends upon you, sealing his mouth with your own.
Itâs both everything you expected and completely surprising at the same time. His hands are sure as he pulls you into him, one hand still cradling your head as the other slips down to your hip before wrapping around your waist. Yet his lips, the kiss itself isâŠsoft. Gentle. Loving. The action speaks louder than any words either of you have said to one another. Louder than the words you never worked up the courage to speak.
Finally, your mind catches up with you, and your hands slide up his chest to clutch tentatively at his shoulders.
Halsins still hasnât broken away from you, and when his tongue brushes against your lips you let him in. You tug him closer then, one of your hands sliding up to rest at the back of his neck eliminating any empty space between you as his tongue slides against your own.
He only pulls away when he must sense your need for air, but he doesnât go far, lips pressing gently to the corner of your own, and then another to your jaw.
Youâre breathless.
Chest heaving against him, as he pulls away just enough to look at you once more.
âAs much as Iâd love to continueâŠâ his hand squeezes your hip gently, âwe should make our way back to camp. I can imagine our absence as stirred gossip with our vampiric companion and..â he sighs, pressing another soft kiss to your lips. âI donât want to overwhelm you.â
You canât surprise the shiver that runs down your spine, or the smile that tugs at your lips.
âIâmâŠIâm okay being overwhelmed if itâs like that,â you tell him breathlessly.
Halsin laughs, a deep down genuine laugh that makes your heart sing even as he steps away from you.
âThen I will overwhelm you in all the ways I know how.â He promises, eyes trailing over you heatedly.
Your stomach does a flip at his words, and the effect they have on you must show on your face because Halsin chuckles again, leaning in to press one last kiss to your cheek before tugging you back in the direction towards camp.
âAnother night, my heart,â he says, thumb brushing over your knuckles from where your hand remains in his own.
You let out a shaky breath, and nod, smiling as you walk closer to him. âIâm holding you to that.â
âI hope you would, though I doubt I will forget such a promise,â he assures before letting silence blanket you both one more.
You canât stop the thrill that runs through you at his words.
Yes, Iâll hold you to that promise indeed.
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