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i just packed up all my stuff for my two day trip, i am carrying a backpack that weighs more than myself at all times and sleeping in a tent.

thank GOD i can get home on a tuesday afternoon, get in bed, and watch some spies. give me the digital ticke

#spies are forever #spy another day

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woah traditional drawing post!…

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it came to me in a dream

#it’s low quality on purpose #I have two sides……. curtwen and holloduke….. #starkid #spies are forever #holloduke #curtwen #agent curt mega #owen carvour #miss holloway #duke keane

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(‼️ workin' boys spoilers)

jaw dropped when i decided to watch working boys after the stream, pitch black in my room and the only source of light is grace chastity dropping the coldest fucking line as she shoots professor hidgens.

#starkid #workin' boys #grace chastity

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not ashamed i openly bawled multiple times whilst watching the hatchetfield stream

i think it was the fact i was singing along to the as cool as i think i am reprise animatic that made me cry so hard

#starkid #starkid nerdy prudes must die #lautski #also cried at holloduke..

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ohh me in january was a happy place….. in my mind holloduke is fine…

jst watched nightmare time 2... killer track,, IM NOT OK PLS IM CRYING WHY the FUCK did it get me so UPSET

im going to be thinking about holloduke FOREVER URRHG

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in my mind holloduke is fine in my mind holloduke is fine in my mind holloduke is fine in my mind holloduke is fine this is fine. this is all fine. in my mind holloduke is fine. in my mind holloduke is fine. holloweane isn’t real yet, they’re all still fine. in my mind holloduke is fine……… in my mind holloduke is fine

#starkid #holloduke #miss holloway #duke keane #holloweane

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I JUST IMAGINED HIM LIKE FUCKING CROWNING TED ON THE STAGE

WILBUR WILBUR WILBUR WILBUR WILBUR WILBUR

I LOVE HIM SM HES NOT EVEN ON SCREEN BUT IM CRYING GUYS I LOVE HIM SO SO MUCH

GUYS HES PULLING ALL THE STRINGS GUYS THIS WAS ALL HIS PLAN

#starkid #wilbur cross #uncle wiley #hatchetfield death match 2

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calm now, moved past it, miss holloway made me better

THE JERRY/IES FUCKING LOST? HELLOO?? I CANT BELIEVE THIS.

I MADE MY OWN CHART AT THE BEGINNING AND THE JERRY/IES WON ON MY CHART. GUYS, (we’re the lords in black) WHAT ARE WE DOING. HELLOOOOO PLEASEEEEEEEEE

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Please don't take this deathmatch too seriously, it's literally only for fun. Starkid is raising a lot of money through this and we should be happy about that 💞

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THE JERRY/IES FUCKING LOST? HELLOO?? I CANT BELIEVE THIS.

I MADE MY OWN CHART AT THE BEGINNING AND THE JERRY/IES WON ON MY CHART. GUYS, (we’re the lords in black) WHAT ARE WE DOING. HELLOOOOO PLEASEEEEEEEEE

#starkid

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this is what it feels like to be excited

#starkid #cinderellas castle starkid #cinderella’s castle

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Son la misma imagen

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So I'm thinking about the line "The warmest hello, to the coldest goodbye." again for a number of reasons.

Because when Curt says goodbye to Owen- when he shoots him. When Owen dies. Curt's goodbye to Owen, that's the coldest goodbye to him. Any goodwill between the two of them has been severed. Even if Owen lived there was no way of fixing that bond. He betrayed his partner- called him weak. Tortured him. That's the coldest goodbye for Curtwen.

But for us? As an audience? Well, coming back to rewatch SAF after Wayward Guide, where it's been established that Chimera took over the world. That Curt couldn't stop them. That Owen died for practically nothing.

It feels. Cold.

Upon the first viewing of SAF, we feel a sense of optimism. That Curt's gonna stop Chimera. Everything will work out. But upon the rewatch after Wayward Guide.. there is no optimism. The whole ending for the show just feels bitter.

We say goodbye to the heroes knowing that they're not gonna succeed. They're gonna go through all that trouble for nothing. Chimera's gonna become too big to stop. It all ends on an inevitably unhappy ending.

And that my friend, for us as an audience, is the coldest goodbye. An improper conclusion. Saying goodbye, despite knowing that the big corporation will take over. And there is no hope.

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stop sleeping on prisoner of my past it’s so good

#AT THE TENDER AGE OF FOUR #I WAS AN INSTRUMENT OF WAR #AN ASSASIN FOR THE KGBBBBBB #TATI IS SO AMAZING I LOVE HER SM

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shut up shut up i need to SEE THE FUCKING SPIES RIGHT NOW.

#spies are forever #spy another day