mxtxkinfessions

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Hello MXTX community !!

It's lovely to see everyone here,, we just found this blog so we're very excited to see everyone and potentially make friends in the tags . . .

Anyway, my confession —!

I miss my San Lang very much,,

He means the world to me, and though I would love to find him again, I do hope that he's having a good life, either with or without me in it .

He waited for me for so long, it's only fair I wait for him .

San Lang, if you're out there, any iteration of you; I love you, I miss you, and I hope that you're enjoying the light of the day .

— Xie Lian (#🌌🧠)

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#this is so lovely... hello! #xie lian kin #tgcf kin #🌌🧠 #character love #well wishes #i kinda miss adding themed emoji tbh LOL

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on a positive note I found my hand fan that I brought like….3 years ago? I can’t control the wind with it unfortunately :( however it still reminds me of my source so ✌️. Also I can still play around with it so like yeah.

on a negative note, I’m reading tcgf for the first time (I watched the donghua already, like I watched season 1 when it came out so my friend told me if I liked mdzs I’ll like tcgf) and I’m reading book 4 so black water arc and what confirmed this kin was the beginning where the reverend of empty words was harassing me.

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(Shi Qingxuan shift)

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#ouch not good #sorry to hear that! #shi qingxuan kin #tgcf kin #life confession #🦋

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callout post: our lan huan volunteered us to work a double shift in the middle of our work week and then tried to leave front halfway in. my guy we are seeing this through together

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#rib #lan huan fictive #mdzs fictive #life confession

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Question for the overall fictionkin community just asking here because it’s mxtx related

does dreaming you are a character denote you are a fictkin of a character. Because I had a dream I was Jiang Cheng and then I saved Jin Ling from a curse that was about to turn to turn him to stone and he hugged me in gratitude. And that was the happiest I’ve ever been in a dream. Oh and then I helped Jin Ling get into contact with a person he had a crush on (it was Keqing from Genshin Impact for whatever reason). I mean sometimes I do relate to aspects of Jiang Cheng’s character but I didn’t think it was a kin level until this dream

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(ps: If I confirm this kin, kinning Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng is going to be a ride 💀)

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#🦋 #kinquiry #(just made that up lol) #i dreamed i was wwx and also protected jin ling and gave him a hug! yeaaars ago #usually dreams DO indicate kintypes for me and that is the first sign!

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God if the world became anything like it is now the wondering has STOPPED. I’ll take my demon husband and my sect and you’ll never hear me complain again

- 💻💫

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#💻💫 #that's the spirit #haha no for real though it is so bad i am glad we have each other (nebulously) #shen yuan kin #svsss kin #life confession

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sometimes being a Lan Xichen fictkin sucks especially because I feel the reason why I fictkin him is only because of a shared trauma of sorts. Of course I wasn’t tricked into stabbing her but I still put my faith in the wrong person and convinced all my friends into trusting the wrong person. And I also went into a form of depressive isolation afterwards too and yet like how I feel in my source I can’t bring myself to hate her despite all my friends hating her. As well as being an older brother too?? Damn

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#🦋 #lan xichen kin #mdzs kin #life confession #ouch that is super tough

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Cons of being me: [vague gestures towards my existence]

Pros of being me: I get!! To think about!! My husband and my son!! The absolute lights of my life!!

Anyways I think it's hilarious that even thinking about this kin always throws me headfirst into a shift, but I can't complain because my heart and mind is too occupied by Lan Zhan and Lan Sizhui 🖤

- 🪷

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#🪷 #wei wuxian kin #mdzs kin #character love #FELTTTT

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I could hardly admit this to anyone but Airplane Bro at the time but I do wonder what I missed out on after I transmitigated. Maybe I wasted a lot of my life outside of Proud Immortal Demon Way, but could I have continued and ended up living a normal life?

I grew to love my life in the novel, but sometimes you can’t help imagining what if.

- 💫💻

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#💫💻 #if it was anything like how things are now... :/ #shen yuan kin #svsss kin #longing confession #kinda...

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Hi hello it’s Noodleplane here to say, OHH MY GOD GRIPS MY HAIR WORMWOOD WORMWOOD SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE HER SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOWWW SHE DOESNT KNOW THAT ID BEG AT HER FEET ALL OVER AGAIN EVEN WHEN THERE IS NO LONGER ANY NEED TO DO SO, SHE DOESNT KNOWWWW WORMWOOD

(‘She’ is Mobei-Jun, specifically my partner who is My Queen, she does not use he/him atm)

—✈️🍜 (Sqh Shift)

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#eajahsdjas is blown back by the force of this ask!!!! #✈️🍜 #shang qinghua kin #svsss kin #character love

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To the Binghes from previous anons. No need to feel weird for missing Shen Jiu. It’s those we have turbulent history with that can take up our minds the most.

- a Shen Yuan💫💻

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#💫💻 #shen yuan kin #svsss kin #confession response #it's true

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gonna say something completely random but I think Pei Ming is attractive

<- unfortunate person who likes flirty characters and had crush in memories

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#testing testing #sorry pm confessor you don't get an emoji this time #tgcf kin #character love

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Prev anon youre not alone, sometimes I find myself missing him more then Yuan, too. Nothing to feel bad or weird about, love and support from a Binghe.

—✈️🍜

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#confession response #luo binghe kin #svsss kin #✈️🍜 #wish i could just post asks without bodies but idk the secrets and intricaties

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I feel so weird for missing Shen Jiu more than Shen Yuan. He's hurt me so much compared to everyone else, yet I can't help feeling this way. I don't forgive him, but I don't want him gone. Surely I'm not the only one?

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#svsss kin #godspeed... i understand in a sense #there is someone i have a very complicated relationship with and due to that i long for them the most #longing confession

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the song Set Fire To The Rain triggered a shift. I really don’t think it’s one of my more pleasant just going into the mindset of the character psychological shifts like Sizhui is for me idk explaining fictkinning is complicated but instead it was one of those like rlly emotional shifts where I feel like crying and punching a hole in the wall. There really was a side to my A-Yao that I never knew and I wish I could resent him for it and I really wish I could tell him that I’m sorry for stabbing him and I wish he didn’t push me away. Idk I just really miss him even though I know I shouldn’t and I should think of him the same way my brother does.

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#🦋 #lan xichen kin #mdzs kin #GOT IT RIGHT THIS TIME! #longing confession #i dont think you should punish yourself for feeling the way you do #but i know people aren't here for my advice either hfgh

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Sometimes I wonder why in my memories A-Yi (Lan Jingyi) seems to give me butterflies. If only I could go like bodily into my memories because then maybe I’d be able to as my fathers about what that’s supposed to mean….

-A-Yuan🦋

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#memory confession #a-yuan 🦋 #lan sizhui kin #mdzs kin #awww

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AYT TUTUGIGGUYG GNAWS ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE Im a little unhinged. Which is. An understatement probs but anyeays, I MISS MY SWORD WORMWOOD I MISS MY SWORD AND IF I DONT FIGHT SOMETHING SOON IM GOING TO GO FERAL IVE NEVER GONE THIS LONG (like the 2 days I’ve been shifted) WITHOUT HUNTING SOMETHING BUT THERES NORHING TO HUNT AND OAGAYDYRUF USUALLY ID VE LESS YELLY SCREAMY BUT THERE IS SO MYCH ENERGY IN MY CHESR!!??’vnvb

—✈️🍜, Liu Qingge shifted

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#I HOPE YOU FIND IT EVEN IF ITS JUST A MINIATURE REPLICA #i have a few (: #longing confession #✈️🍜 #liu qingge kin #svsss kin

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Having an intensely emotional night for two completely different kins about entirely different things that happened . This is as fun as you'd think ( so not at all )

(A-Qing, but also Wen Ruohan)

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#BIG RIP i hope you are okay!!!!!! #life confession #wen ruohan kin #mdzs kin #a-qing kin