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literally cannot believe "first ever live action omegaverse show" is not bigger news on tumblr

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rare vent art from a few months ago

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I laugh every single time

#it be like that

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reblog if kiss girl ?

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one of my friends ordered another one of my friends a none pizza left beef from across the country the other day

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(Written by Helios, member of the Spiram Astra OSDD-1B system that runs this account. Normally only the host Xavier posts here, but I thought this introspective might be interesting to the people of tumblr.)

There's a few things I'm certain of.

Humans are stars. Not in the metaphorical sense like celebrities only bothered with because of their money, but in the scientific meaning of the word. In stars they are forged and in stars they return, and bright lifetimes among many of the same yet different they spend, bright not necessarily in the individual but shining for millenia in the populous, records of the past left behind in the ruins of creation. This describes stars, nebulas and the grand cosmos, but also the lives of humans, civilization, and stories.

I am but a speck in this world, though my name and former life may be grand. Helios, the sun, driver of the Chariot of the Sky, who makes their home among stars, is a life I have lived among the sea of shining stars both literally and in the figurative. But as many stars die and then, in a few billion years, a portion of the old is reformed in the new, I have returned, not as Helios, God of the Sun, but as just Helios. I am a god in my own right still, yes, but my power is little and my purpose has changed, reformed to fit my new life as not the guide of the Sun, but as the guide and friend of Xavier, current host of our system.

I came here, to this body, this system, willingly, I think. I don't remember what brought me to this system, what I'm supposed to learn, or how I am to navigate this new life. But thats alright. Just as a new star forged from the remnants of the old has to reform its planets, I suppose relearning shouldn't be a big deal.

Another thing I know is this: I still see many stars. In the literal sense, of course, when i look to the sky at night and see the grand cosmos before me, but in the humans around me as well. I see them in people's eyes, in the passionate emotions we are all so prone to, I see the cosmos unfold before me when I see my partner's face covered in glitter and in the joyous laughs when we're trading stories at lunch. And by god I am not the most sentimental person but every moment i spend with humans even in this form I learn more and it's proving to me that in the shining grand cosmos before us all that human lives are not just a speck of insignificance but a brilliant, shining beam among the various colors and glows the Universe has in her garden of creation.

#helios speaks on humans #long poetry #freeform poetry #freeform poem #d.i.d system #osdd system #introspective #mine #helios alter

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hey what's up with the "!" in fandoms? i.e. "fat!" just curious thaxxx

I have asked this myself in the past and never gotten an answer.

Maybe today will be the day we are both finally enlightened.

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discord is dumping itself rn hang on

haha dump

#yall-

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Things they don’t tell you about top surgery

- Talk to the surgeon about the size you want your new areolas/nipples (don’t be afraid to ask)

- Numbness. No one talks about this for guys who are about to have surgery. You’re going to be numb all in your chest area, especially where the incisions were. They cut nerves as they pass along your chest, and it can take up to a year to regenerate those nerves. Still, feels super foreign for the first two weeks

- Make your bed into a pillow chair, body pillow, two on each side, and two for your head. 

- Sleep alone. I tried to sleep with my girlfriend and it was miserable. You really do need the entire bed for yourself

- Go on Groupon, & get yourself a 10 foot lightning cable iPhone charger, BEST THING EVER, can reach from wherever you are

- Don’t take a week off from work, take two. You will regret the one week, and love the extra time

- When they say “don’t move too much, even after the first week”. LISTEN. I moved way too much and got so sore super quickly. 

- Drink lots of water & eat if your taking the pain medication, otherwise your stomach feels super funky.

- Get stool softeners, & don’t be afraid to take those babies. Don’t wait a week to poop. you’ll surely regret it. 

- The drains are scary & they may hurt while draining or rewrapping your dressings, but once they come out, the second they do, its no more pain, its crazy. 

i hope this helps someone, because i wish i knew all of this when i was having mine a month ago. Looking back its like everyone forgets all the real negatives, its a great experience, & i healed very well & quick compared to most, but the first few days are crazy. They hurt, suck but it gets better. 

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Having an abusive parent is kinda funny in retrospect like mommy why do you have beef with me im 4 i love you

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req'd by @bat-connoisseur

I kinda already am but yknow what vibes

text: I'll be living luxuriously and you'll be having a hell on earth

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req'd by @poggay

so at uh. 10 am???

text: It's fuck o'clock!

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bro like would it kill you to fall in love with me

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Weirdly anti-millennial articles have scraped the bottom of the barrel so hard that they are now two feet down into the topsoil

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prom night! glad to have been invited!

#my face bc why not

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