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Bro said 🥺👉👈

#trek #data my best boy

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still can't fucking check in for my flight but my hotel is much nicer than expected and does have a bath tub.

my flight home got fucking cancelled??? i have to move across the country on monday and i am stranded in europe are u joking m8

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they moved me to a flight tomorrow morning and it's not letting me check in for it lol lmao this is fucking fine i hate thisssss

my flight home got fucking cancelled??? i have to move across the country on monday and i am stranded in europe are u joking m8

#WHY IS IT ALWAYS MY FUCKING LIFE #THAT GOES TO HELL WHEN IT REALLY CANNOT DO THAT

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#yeah

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my flight home got fucking cancelled??? i have to move across the country on monday and i am stranded in europe are u joking m8

#its fine i'm rebooked for tomorrow and my credit card will reimburse me for my hotel room but hooooooly shit i am pissed and exhausted #i literaly have to be out of my apartment 10am monday and i am. in spain.

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would you ever visit antarctica

i would uproot my life tonight if it meant i could go there. you see wind pick up snow and think man ive just seen death breathe. its a different planet like mountain tops are a different planet to ours id go right now if they called me there

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What is the highest number of notes on a post you have made? What's your most "successful" post?

#115k on the diner sugar incident post i think

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being held would be so cool. wish physical touch was real

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im not parasocial im paraenemy i hate that guy personally

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If I missed a song, please put in the tags!

#AFTER MIDNIGHT ERASURE?????????? #good luck babe is my backup but come ON im tryin to kiss ur gf if u dont mind :(

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anyways re: new game changer - in the bts for bingo they talk about the concept of an episode where the contestants watched the previous episode and have to play a game based on it? so what if the next episode is like. deja two.

#game changer spoilers #kinda?

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i love feeling that im being annoying but not being able to exit the conversation

#I DONT KNOW HOW TO LEAVE BUT I KNOW YOU WANT ME GONE

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ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be a nervous young man

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I bet after Aragorn became king he would continue to be Just Some Chill As Fuck Dude. You go to the market and there’s the king of Gondor. Buying turnips.

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no matter the struggles there is always ao3 in bed

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people should give me money so i can get more tattoos and look hotter and sexier

#thinking abt the spine tattoo idea i have percolating….