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I love these two sm omg

I hope there’re at least two people who like Honkai Star Rail on this page

Cuz I do

I came back to this game after one year hiatus.

I haven’t even started the Penacony storyline but I already draw characters together who haven’t been announced yet and seems like will never meet in the story 🤙

My favorite

#🗯️ — reblogs . ★ #I literally can't wait for 2.2 #I have 50 pity and a guaranteed for Robin #and I'm debating for going for her lightcone #and Boothill and his lightcone #at least Robin and Boothill WILL be coming home #they have no choice 🫶🫶 #AND IT ALSO LOOKS LIKE THEY'LL INTERACT?? #I'm so excited :33

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pocket adventures!!

kinda wanna put my mutuals in my pocket. Or be in my mutuals pocket.

#💭 — nervo rambles . ★ #🗨️ — devil . ★ #I'd be very willing to be in your pocket :33

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kinda wanna put my mutuals in my pocket. Or be in my mutuals pocket.

#💭 — nervo rambles . ★ #I keep getting sidetracked from things but like #just a thought #sorry for being a bit silly guys 🙏🙏 #I promise I'd still be posting a shit ton more if wasn't on break #(esp abt the livestream. Boothill and Robin beloveds)

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GUYS I'M FREAKING OUT OMG THE LIVESTREAM THE LIVESTREAM THE LIVESTREAM THE LIVESTR

#💭 — nervo rambles . ★ #I'M SORRY AVENTURINE BUT I'M BUT HONNA BE PULLING FOR YOU ANYMORE #OMG BOOTHILL CONTENT GALORE #I WAS ACTUALLY SHAKING #GRABBING MY FRIENDS ARN AS I WAS WATCHING THE HSR TRAILER #I'M STILL FREAKING TF OUT ONGOMGOMGOGNG #AND ROBIN SONGS IN MAY 9TH???? #I'M BEING SPOILED WITH MY LOVES.. #GUYS I HAVE TOO MAY THOUGHTS I'M LOSING IT #BEST UPDATE EVER NGL #I LOVE YOU AVENTURINE BUT. BUT BOOTHILL AND ROBIN.. #RERUN SOON MAN 🙏🙏 #ALSO THE RETUNS FOR 2.2 ARE FINALLY SMTH I CAN SKIP WITHOUT REGRETS!!! #ALSO THERE'S A WHOLE ASS EVENT THING FIR BOOTHILL CALLED ALL ABOUT BOOTHILL I'M #I'M SO HAPPY #I did watch this during school btw #so worth it #so worth not playing my best for the livestream #definitely re watching it when I'm home #GUYS I'M ON BREAK STILL HUT OMGGGMGKGKGMGJG #BOOTHILL ABD ROBIN CONTENT GALORE GUYS #I LOVE THEM SO DEARLY #AND THEY INTERACT FROM WHAT I SAW I'M LOSING IT

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WAIT I won't be able to watch the hsr livestream bv of school this is DEVASTATING

#💭 — nervo rambles . ★ #I'm also so mad that all of these funds I'm putting towards Aventurine could be going to Boothill #but we cope 🙏🙏💔 #anyways time to go inactive from posting here for a bit :pp #again.. #listen guys the break is helping promise #just sad abt Aventurine not coming home yet #(I say this when a character has never come home early for me and I expected this)

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I'm at 50 pity now but with abt 200 jades. Aventurine why aren't you coming home I'd LITERALLY spend all 6.5 mil of my credits on you pls 🙏🙏

#💭 — nervo rambles . ★ #hi guys #the now rare post from nervo is abt Aventurine #Aventurine pls I'm desperate I WILL be spending more money on you #that's a promise #btw yesterday was so fun yapping abt my silly Deerling ocs on my oc blog #I didn't think I'd post that much there 😭😭 #It's also finally Friday for me #this week has felt so long and agonizing pls.. #glad it's finally ending 🙏🙏

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🎀 : 𝖳𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗆𝖺𝗓𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗐𝖺𝗋𝖽. 𝖲𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝖾𝗇 𝗁𝗎𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋𝖿𝗎𝗅, 𝗈𝗋 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝖺 𝗆𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖺𝗌𝗄 𝗂𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝖺𝗐𝖾𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗌! — 🤍

wait tysm sp.. right back at you ofc 🫶🫶

#🗯️ — nervo replies . ★ #🗨️ — sp . ★ #you're very amazing and awesome too :33

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u are so silly :3 -🦦

you rlly think so :33

#💬 — nervo replies . ★ #🗨️ — 🦦 anon . ★ #Idk how else to reply lol #we love interactions with 🦦 anon 🫶🫶

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KSHISHEOEBKEND NERVO IM NERVOUS TODAY MONDAY TO THURSDAY IM GONNA TRYOUT FOR MY HS DANCE IM SCARED

I kinda originally didn’t want to but i literally was fighting with myself if I wanted to or not LMAOO like “I don’t want to cause it’s gonna damage my feet..well I can’t say that cause that means it something about me. But I also don’t want to cause I don’t feel like it😞”

FYI I’m gonna tryout alone cause all my other friends are in different high schools 😢😢

finding the time to answer this bc I've got nothing to do rn so. I'M A COUPLE DAYS LATE BUT I HOPE YOU'RE DOING GOOD!! Good luck on that Arii 🫶🫶 and I get fighting with yourself on things I do it a lot. And unfortunately don't go through with it BUT I DO.. OCCASIONALLY!!

#💬 — ⌗nervo replies . ★ #🗨️ — ⌗arii . ★ #I'm actually so bored guys #also me and my friend were talking abt Boothill and Robin earlier lol :pp #(it was slightly deranged. mostly on my end.) #I'm feeling kinda better today but I'm still #uh #I'm still going through it 😞😞 #I've got a runny nose now.. #sigh #I WISH YOU LUCK THO ARII!! #hugs for you 🫂❗

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Hey guys, so I'll be announcing smth rlly important here so pls read this. Just know I get personal on my end but I keep it relatively vague.

I've been feeling very very stressed all month and it's worsened a LOT for this week even tho it is only Tuesday. I'm slacking on my work, sleeping the day away, it's been kinda hard to just get up and do things and I just wanna try and get myself together again before I go down that dark hole again like 7th grade.

It's a very scary thought to me bc I've worked so hard to climb out of that said hole and I don't want to go back down it, if that analogy makes sense (analogies help me understand myself better for some reason).

I've also been feeling very lonely lately and for that reason I've kinda just been shutting myself away?? Online and irl too and while I'll probably be just here to read things, you guys can still send in asks just expect replies to be (possibly very) slow. Just need to get it out of my head that just bc mutuals don't acknowledge me or talk with me as much as they used to doesn't mean they hate me (I hope).

I could ramble on abt how much is going on with my mental health rn and for that very reason I'll be cutting myself off here. I'd honestly love if you guys still talked to me but just be aware, as said before, replies WILL probably be slow (sorry arii for leaving your ask from yesterday sitting in my inbox 😭😭).

I might (very slim chance) post works so I'm not saying this is a hiatus per se, just a needed break if that makes sense. I might be active on my other blog (@benefactordreams) bc that's where I can talk abt ocs and stuff but that's also a big big maybe. I like to write stuff for fun to cope :,))

But yeah, just putting this out there so you guys aren't worried abt my inactivity. Love you guys(/p) and I hope you're all well. I'll see you either in my inbox or when I come back fully

#🗯️ — ⌗important! . ★ #I will still keep the grind for jades tho #Aventurine pls 🙏🙏 #anyways yeah. I'll also not be answering any of the tags I've gotten in the tag games unfortunately #I'M SO SORRY :(( #sigh. I hate emotions 😞😞 #btw I am ok! #I just #need a break 💔💔 #love you guys sosososo much 🫶🫶 #platonicly!!

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I am NOT up for the math test this hour.. I have been VERY unmotivated and have been VERY tired all day. I wanna go home guys it's only Tuesday 😭😭

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★ #sigh 😔😔 #I've been trying to sleep in classes I can but I haven't.. #no wonder I've only fallen asleep in class once in my whole life #It's hard to fall asleep in school

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slept the day way again. woops.

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★ #hate when this happens sometimes ngl

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It's actually so frustrating how bad my luck is 😭😭

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★ #I never get the characters I want #from ANY game #I'll be the person to always get that dud of smth #I'll be the person to get the one thing I buy be not working (if that makes sense) #I could go on and list the unlucky scenarios that I've been in #but I'm mainly just frustrated abt hsr luck and stuff #I have not ever won a 50/50 #and no one has come home early #everyone comes home at 70 pity #surprisingly #I've literally spent money on the game now and I plan on doing so again 😞😞 #I just want my favorite characters man :(( #sigh #I always joke abt it but it sucks so bad like ACTUALLY #anyways guys hi hello I accidentally took a nap again 🫶🫶 #chores are way overdue once more 😭😭

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I'm getting @'d in so many things I'm gonna have sm fun when I get home hehe

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★ #gonna be under the covers with my silly son #I hope you guys do know I'm referring to my cat Tuxiedo when I say son btw #I'm his father 🫶🫶 #cat dad is what I am #anyways yeah gonna have fun and get comfy :33

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i’m currently crying over gay people.. it’s like they want me to kill myself fr -🦦

I FORGOT TO ANSWER THIS PLS.. but I am crying (not rlly.. /hj) over fictional ppl and I'm LITERALLY dying in loneliness ngl

#💬 — ⌗nervo replies . ★ #🗨️ — ⌗🦦 anon . ★ #I didn't know how to respond lol but I did 🫶🫶 #anyways yeah in health class #It just started :(( #rghhh #ARII I'LL ANSWER YOUR ASK IN A BIT PROMISE!!

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I love playing an instrument. It's so fun ngl

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★ #I need to pick the piano back up again #aka my keyboard #and I quite literally need to pick it up bc my grandma has it #but violin beloved 🫶🫶 #Ik it's a common instrument but it's still fun to play

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I think theming my oc blog helped me find out a theme I could do here. Updated my pinned a bit btw with the help Palestine post. Gonna try to finally re-theme it after forever 😭😭

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★ #I'm still obsessing over my blog theme btw #I love it sm pls