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i think i’m waiting for you to hurt me

like i’ve already decided this is to good to be true

that because i know you don’t really want me

i know that you will leave me soon

and when you chose to leave me

i know it will really hurt

like a knife that leaves an open wound

and salt poured in that burns

but i’ll still stay and go through it

to pretend that you love me too

for in the darkness and the morning hours

you whisper that i’m yours

and i’ll pretend to believe it’s true

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Twelve, still grieving his wife and hence wanting to avoid a companion falling for him again, meeting Bill: Ah, a lesbian!

Thirteen, meeting Yaz: Ah, a lesbian!

Thirteen:

Thirteen: wait

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Doctor Who really said “Happy Gay New Year” huh?

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I will Not let you die because of decisions I’ve taken! 

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Yasmin Khan:

1. Tried to connect with Angstrom and give her a space to talk about her past.

2. Helped convince Willa to not run away by revealing a painful piece of her past that led to her doing the same.

3. Only knew Dan for a brief time but still made the trip to return his necklace to his daughter after he died because she wanted her to know how much her dad loved her.

4. Comforted and reassured Hanne after Ryan’s lack of sensitivity about being abandoned made her defensive.

5. Genuinely listened to Tesla’s ideas, encouraged them, and told him he doesn’t have to figure out everything on his own just because he’s a genius.

6. Was so focused on helping Vilma that Vilma made her promise to run before she sacrificed herself to the Dreggs.

7. Helped give Gabriela a productive way to channel her grief after losing her best friend.

8. Sat with Claire and empathized with her situation because she knew how it felt.

9. Reassured Peggy through her own tears after having been been displaced in time and watching two people get killed in front of her.

10. Consistently tries to offer support and make space for everyone around her and is the actual fucking best and deserves the world.

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Saw a post and I didn't like that person's opinions.

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COUNT dracula? ok. one lol

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lovers

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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

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#She has no one to hold her anymore..

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me_irl

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i am currently in the process of creating a LARGE fic rec for thasmin fanfiction from across the internet and i would LOVE to hear what your favorite fanfics are incase I have missed any!! there is no way I have read all of the good ones, but sometimes they can get lost in the thousands on AO3.

they can be one shots or chaptered, any ratings or warnings, complete or WIPs, and you get extra bonus points if they are AU fanfics

thanks for your help :’)

#thasmin #thasmin fanfic #thasmin fic #thirteen x yaz #doctor who #doctor who fanfiction #please help my lifelong journey of finding more fanfiction to review #i s2g i will turn this into a job one day #i have 25 fanfics on my rec for thasmin and i am not satisfied #this is my otp

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why is doubles luge even a thing like i get the rationale of single luge i guess. get on a toboggan and ride down a hill ok. why get on top of a man on top of a toboggan

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#Step on me, ladies