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𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 → 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐟𝐚𝐧

𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔣𝔞𝔫𝔬: i'm fine , nothing major tbh 'cept a mild concussion and a fractured wrist

𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔣𝔞𝔫𝔬: and you weren't to know and you don't have to be sorry for speaking your feelings

𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔣𝔞𝔫𝔬: its okay , really

𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔣𝔞𝔫𝔬: how you feel isn't stupid , nini but i can promise that i'll try to be more open and honest with you

𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔣𝔞𝔫𝔬: there's always room for you , u donut

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: that doesn't make me any less worried

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: still i apologize, you've forgiven me, and now i've forgiven myself

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: i trust you, and that's bigger to me than i love you. i trust you stef, please don't mess that up.

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: donuts are delicious so i don't see this as an insult

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: but now is one of those times i need you to be honest. which one is it? i can handle whichever, i just need the truth. please.

#&& imessage. #&& ft stefano. #brb gotta go cry #i love two (2) idiots

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𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 → 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐟𝐚𝐧

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: are you okay?

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: i heard what happened

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: god if that would've been my last conversation with you in bora bora...

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: i'm sorry.

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: i let my anger get the best of me

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: you're right it was stupid, but i trust you when you say it will never happen again, as long as you can promise to be honest with me from now on

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: if there's still room in your life for your annoying best friend, or girl you like, or both, i'm here

#&& imessage. #&& ft stefano. #icb nina is a double texter #except i can #she's so soft for him #i hate 2 see it

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stefanohq‌:

if  there  was  one  thing  stefan  knew  for  certain , it  was  that  he’d  never  seen  this  side  to  her  before . and  as  she  makes  these  sudden  remarks , he’s  honestly  left  confused , not  too  sure  on  what  to  say  or  what  he’d  even  done  wrong  besides  telling  the  truth . “ i  do  care  about  how  you  feel , that’s  the  only  reason  i  told  you  about  ivy  and  kylie . i  don’t  think  i’ve  ever  lied  to  you  before  and  i’m  not  going  to  start  now . i  get  that  it  hurts , i  get  that . ” he  reassures  her , exhaling  heavily  as  he  takes  each  and  every  one  of  her  cold  remarks  on  the  chin . “ i  kissed  you  because  in  the  moment  we  both  wanted  to . and  i  didn’t  tell  you  last  night  because  you  were  drunk . if  you  couldn’t  remember  things  clearly  now , why  would  you  remember  if  i  told  you  about  kylie  and  ivy ? and  yes  i  would’ve  told  you  eventually . ” watching  her  pace  up  and  down , he  keeps  quiet , figuring  she  needs  to  get  this  out  of  her  system  and  needs  to  truly  express  how  she  felt  now . “ they’re  not  better  than  you . it’s  not  a  competition  between  you  guys  either . kylie  is  kylie  and  ivy  is  ivy , they  both  screwed  me  over . and  hooking  up  with  them  this  week  was  in  no  way  planned , on  both  occassions , we’d  had  something  to  drink  beforehand . it’s  no  big  deal . it’s  not  going  to  happen  again , ” stefan  was  definitely  not  caught  up  with  his  exes . sure  maybe  he’d  got  lost  in  the  moment  at  the  time  but  he  wasn’t  still  thinking  about  when  they’d  next  see  or  get  together . “ nina , c’mon .. don’t  be  like  that , we  can  figure  this  out  and  you  know  we  can . don’t  throw  away  years  of  friendship  over  one  night  stands  because  that’s  literally  all  they  were . ”

she  stands  still  in  her  place  ,  unable  to  move  ,  paralyzed  by  the  thought  of  him  with  another  girl  .  “  you  get  that  it  hurts  ?  no  you  don’t  .  the  person  that  you  had  feelings  for  didn’t  sleep  with  his  exes  on  two  separate  occasions  .  ”  she  retorts  coldly  .  “  because  we  both  wanted  to  ?  you  don’t  want  anything  from  me  stefano  ,  and  you’ve  made  that  crystal  clear  .  ”  she  nods  her  head  at  his  next  comment  ,  because  she  knew  this  was  one  thing  that  he  was  right  about  .  “  no  it  is  a  competition  because  you  made  it  feel  that  way  .  you  made  me  feel  like  i  wasn’t  good  enough  to  be  with  you  ,  that  i  was  doing  something  wrong  because  you  didn’t  want  to  be  with  me  .  yeah  the  screwed  you  over  and  you  had  to  screw  them  .  is  that  what  i  have  to  do  ?  manipulate  you  to  make  you want  me  ?  take  advantage  of  you  ?  because  in  case  you  haven’t  realized  i’m  not  like  them  .  i  can’t  do  that  .  all  i  know  how  to  do  is  love  people  and  clearly  in  this  situation  that’s  not  enough  ,  so  you  know  what  now  it’s  my  turn  to  apologize  .  i  am  sorry  that  i  couldn’t  be  like  them  .  ”  she  scoffs  at  the  idea  of  him  telling  her  in  any  situation  other  than  right  now  .  she  replaces  her  anger  with  sadness  ,  a  more  comfortable  emotion  for  her    there  are  tears  forming  in  her  eyes  ,  as  she  tries  to  speak  ,  getting  choked  up  between  words  .  “  no  you  don’t  get  it  ,  i  waited  years  to  tell  you  how  i  felt  ,  and  you  threw  that  away  to  hook  up  with  your  exes  .  i  shared  parts  of  myself  with  you  that  i’ve  never  shown  to  anyone  else  ,  you  know  things  about  my  family  that  i have  never  told  a  single  soul  except  you  ,  i  kissed  you  ,  i  gave  you  all  of  me  ,  and  right  here  ,  right  now  you  threw  that  all  back  in  my  face  .  i’m  not  the  one  who  screwed  up  here  ,  it’s  you  .  i  just  have  to  know  one  thing  and  then  i’m  done  .  did  you  even  like  me  ?  or  was  that  a  lie  too  ?  ”

#dLKFDKLS #she is lowkey bawling her eyes out underneath #but she's acting tough #&& threads. #&& ft stefano.

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                            FEAT. @stefanohq​!

#&& musings. #&& ft stefano. #this is how nina feels #but also me #knowing what's gonna happen #I HATE IT HERE

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stefanohq‌:

brows  furrowing , stefan  doesn’t  really  know  what  to  say  or  do . it  was  becoming  more  and  more  awkward  with  every  passing  moment  of  silence  however . and  he  sits  up , running  a  hand  through  dark  messy  hair . “ i  slept  with  kylie  this  week . and  ivy . ” he  admits , practically  blurting  it  out  but  needing  to  get  it  off  his  chest , though  it  didn’t  look  good  that  he’d  slept  with  both  his  exes  on  separate  occasions  this  week . not  by  a  long  mile . even  more  so  when  he  can  clearly  remember  nina  bringing  the  pair  up  last  night , all  the  while  he’d  sat  there  and  told  her  they  no  longer  meant  anything  to  him .

the  room  goes  quiet  until  he  speaks  ,  and  it’s  not  the  response  that  she  expects  from  him  .  nina’s  brain  doesn’t  process  the  information  but  she  immediately  moves  from  him  .  “  oh...  ”  her  vision  goes  blurry  ,  and  before  she  knows  it  there  are  tears  in  her  eyes  .  “  well  why  should  i  care  right  ?  it’s  not  like  i’m  your  girlfriend  ,  i’m  just  your  best  friend  and  clearly  you  don’t  give  a  shit  about  how  i  feel  .  god  i  told  you  that  i  loved  you  .  ”  somehow  that  statement  makes  her  feel  sicker  than  the  alcohol  in  her  system  .  and  her  anger  shows  no  signs  of  stopping  as  she  continues  ,  “  i  was  so  stupid  to  think  that  you  could  care  about  anyone  but  yourself  ,  i  thought  this  would  be  some  sort  of  fairy tale  ,  but  that’s  dumb  ol’  nina  i  just  romanticize  everything  ,  right  ?  when  you  kissed  me  what  did you  just  want  me  to  shut  up  ?  why  did  you  not  tell  me  when  i  was  drunkenly  confessing  my  feelings  for  you  ?  why  now  ?  was  this  some  sort  of  ego  thing  for  you  ?  would  you  even  had  told  me  if  i  didn’t  tell  you  how  i  felt  ?  ”  there  were  so  many  more  questions  running  through  her  head  and  by  now  she  moved  from  sitting  in  bed  with  him  ,  to  pacing  back  and  forth  ,  clearly  distressed  .  “  why  are  they  so  much  better  than  me  stefano  ?  what  am  i  clearly  not  doing  that  they  are  ?  why  can’t  you  love  me  like  you  loved  them  ?  ”  she  runs  a  shaky  hand  through  her  hair  .  “  you  know  what  ?  this  was  a  mistake  .  i  am  so  sorry  that  i  even  thought  about  liking  you  ,  because  obviously  you’re  too  caught  up  with  your  exes  .  ”  the  room  seems  to  be  spinning  ,  and  yet  she  seems  stuck  in  her  place ,  this  was  the  dream  she  wanted  to  wake  up  from  .  “  fuck  you  know  what  sucks  ?  i  should  hate  you  .  i  should  .  but  i  genuinely  had  feelings  for  you  .  when  we  get  back  to  new  york  ,  just  don’t  talk  to  me  .  don’t  text  me  .  don’t  even  think  about  me  .  in  fact  just  consider  our  friendship  done  for  .  i  hope  that  kylie  and  ivy  are  good  enough  for  you  ,  because  clearly  i  wasn’t  .  ”  she  looks  to  him  but  immediately  looks  to  the  ground  ,  the  thought  of  seeing  him  with  kylie  and  ivy  made  her  sick  ,  especially  paired  with  the  fact  that  he  kissed  her  as  if  he’d  actually  cared  for  her  ,  her  whole  world  seemed  to  be  collapsing  in  on  itself  .  “  thank  you  for  showing  your  true  colors  .  i  used  to  tell  everyone  that  you  were  such  an  amazing  person  .  thanks  for  proving  me  wrong  .  up  until  five  seconds  ago  i  thought  you  cared  about  me  ,  but  obviously  i  was  wrong  about  that  too  .  good  for  you  though  ,  maybe  you’ll  get  the  relationship  you  deserve  .  ”

#okay i wrote WAY too much #but she/i had a lot to say #she is PISSED #but also kinda hurt? #like she was just trying to vibe #but nope #&& threads. #&& ft stefano.

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stefanohq‌:

“ all  those  things  did  happen .. uh , do  you  remember  anything  else ?  a  particular  conversation  maybe ? ” stefan  doesn’t  quite  know  how  to  approach  the  topic  he’d  longed  to  talk  about . if  she  didn’t  remember , should  he  remind  her ? he’s  unsure  but  it’s  clear  she  has  no  clue  what  she’d  confessed  previously . “ you  really  don’t  remember ?  i  mean  you  may  have  expressed  some … feelings  for  me  and  if  you  said  those  things  because  you  weren’t  sober , i  totally  get  that  and  it’s  cool ..”

“  no  ?  should  i  ?  ”  at  this  point  the  curiosity  is  burning  within  her  ,  but  the  more  she  tries  to  remember  ,  the  hazier  the  events  seem  ,  like  tv  static  in  her  brain. “  i  don’t  remember  .  ”  she  states  clear  confusion  in  her  voice  .  her  heart  suddenly  dropped  when  he  says  the  words  ,  she  wants  to  crawl  out  of  her  skin  ,  but  she  doesn’t  let  it  show  on  her  face  .  “  oh... ”  she  searches  for  the  words  to  say  to  him and  almost  considers  denying  it  .  “  no  ,  i  mean  ,  being  drunk  helped  me  say  them  ,  but  i  feel  it  .  i  don’t  know  for  how  long  ,  but  i’ve  liked  you  .  i  think  i  am  in  love  with  you  ,  but  i  shouldn’t  have  told  you  .  you  probably  don’t  feel  the  same  and  that’s  fine  ,  but  you’re  still  a  good  kisser  .  ”  she  jokes  playfully  ,  making  a  joke  just  felt  more  natural  for  their  dynamic  ,  not  the  serious  conversation  unfolding  between  them  .

#okay okay so i was thinkin #if he still technically slept with ivy n kylie #she'll admit her feelings #but maybe he tells her bc he feels bad? #and yikes ya know? #&& threads. #&& ft stefano.

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stefanohq‌:

stefan  can’t  remember  when  exactly  he  fell  asleep , not  entirely  sure  when  he  managed  to  stop  thinking  about  what  nina  had  confessed  long enough  to  close  his  eyes . but  he’s  woken  up  regardless  by  her  voice  and  it  takes  him  a  few  moments  to  readjust  to  the  light . something  about  the  confusion  in  her  voice  leaves  him  wondering  what  exactly  she  remembers . “ well , what  do  you  remember  from  last  night ?  we  didn’t  sleep  together , by  the  way . just  want  to  put  that  out  there . and  your  hangover  is  most  likely  from  wine ,  i  dunno’  about  that  one . ”

nina  wants  to  get  closer  ,  but  she  stays  in  her  place  ,  “  i  remember  truth  or  dare  ,  i  remember  drinking  way  too  much wine  ,  i  remember  kissing  you  .  ”  she  admits  ,  it’s  the  one  thing  that  could  never  forget  ,  the  way  that  he  was  so  gentle  and  soft  .  she  reaches  out  to  touch  his  face  ,  afraid  that  she  was  dreaming  ,  that  she  would  wake  up  .  “  i  don’t  remember  why  we  kissed  ,  how  i  got  into  the  bed  ,  or  why  i’m  wearing  one  of  your  shirts  .  ”  she says  with a  small laugh  .

#&& threads. #&& ft stefano. #nina is SO stupid #but thank u for loving us anyways

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the  sunlight  beamed  in  nina’s  eyes  ,  she  groans  and  turns  over  .  she  tries  to  reach  for phone  ,  but  realizes  that  it’s  probably  dead  ,  it  is  only  then  she  feels  an  arm  wrapped around  her  ,  she  lazily  open  her  eyes  until  she  sees  stefan  .  and  although  it  had  been something  she  wanted  the  whole  trip  ,  she’d  hoped  that  she  would  remembered  it  . “  stef  ,  hey  stef  wake  up  .  ”  she  whispers  to  him  ,  a  hazy  timeline  of  events  in  her  mind  . “  what  exactly  happened  last  night  ?  the  short  version  if  possible  .  and  also  why  do  i  have  the  worst  hang  over  of my  life  ?  ”  she  asks  .  @stefanohq​

#&& threads. #&& ft stefano. #they didn't sleep together!!!!! #dslfkdkld #i just think he helped her to the room #and then she asked him to fall asleep with her #love me shay <3

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𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 → 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐫

nina: EL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nina: EL GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nina: so i know you were supposed to set me up on a date

nina: but i told stefan i liked him!!!!!!!

nina: AND THAT'S NOT ALL

nina: i made out with him

nina: it felt like i was floating on a million clouds and what i had been wishing for my whole life was finally coming true, it was like something out of a dream

nina: but i'm also SUUUUUUUUUPER drunk

nina: and he said he's gonna ask me if i feel the same way in the morning

nina: remind me to tell him i love him again

#&& imessage. #&& ft eleanor. #i... #can you tell she's in love? #can't wait 4 her to ruin it! #we love suffering

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imessage ➪ nina.

eleanor: sh sh shhhh just truuuuust me

eleanor: remember im magic ✨🔮✨

eleanor: oKAY he is male. has legs. if i recall correctly he has ten fingers but that's still up in the air

eleanor: TONIGHT ??? say yEs

nina: icb i'm even going to say this

nina: but you know my exact type!

nina: fineeeeeee

nina: tell me when and where

#&& imessage. #&& ft eleanor. #sdsaldksf #hate this for her

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imessage ➪ nina.

eleanor: ninaaaaa

eleanor: idk if u noticed,,,, but there's a LOT of bora bora cuties huh 👀

eleanor: found a reaaaaaaalllllyyyy cute one who seems just ur type 👀👀👀👀

eleanor: if u know what im sayin 👀👀👀👀

nina: el you know i love you so much

nina: and i ADORE your matchmaking skills

nina: you know i only want to be with one person

nina: but screw it, set me up, tell me about him

nina: when is this inevitable date happening?

#&& imessage. #&& ft eleanor.

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𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 → 𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐱

alex: damn and here i was getting excited there for a second smh

alex: it's okay though my heart will hold off from breaking for now. it'll be my greatest mission to get everyone wasted tn

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: god you wish

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: i know i said i'd kiss you but

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: idk i think i have feelings for someone else

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: it'll be OUR greatest mission to get everyone drunk, you better include me in this alex

#&& imessage. #&& ft alex. #can't wait for their antics

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𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 → 𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐱

alex: cats and wine

#&& imessage. #&& ft alex. #AKDSLDKd #we luv when cat moms get together

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𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 → 𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐱

alex: and personally for me, bora bora has been nothing but a life-sucking hell hole so far

#&& imessage. #&& ft alex. #HELLO #I LOVE ALEX SM #i am personally upset at myself that they haven't interacted

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𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 → 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: you guys are out here having fun in bora bora?

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: personally i could never

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: but what have you been up to?

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: i need a friend for the pool party

𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒂: also need help picking out an outfit ;)

#wealthyhq:start #the wink is supposed to b flirty #she's just built like that #please come love me thank u

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𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐱𝐭 ⇄ 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 ! 💖 😈

kylie : tequila was made so ouy can take yulor uclothes off

kylie : acm i wrong?

kylie : no

nina: i'm more of a wine person myself

nina: but i mean the last time i drank tequila

nina: i went streaking

nina: so i guess ur right

nina: also you good? do you need me to come get you?

#ik this is old mini #HOWEVER #pls love me #&& imessage. #&& ft kylie.

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nina hadn’t had much time to hang out with anyone other than stefan the whole trip, having him take pictures of her both as an excuse to spend time with him, and to have content for her instagram. today however, was all about her, so she decided to head down to the beach, she decides to admire the view for a little while. “hey.” nina comments back with a small laugh, “although both views are very nice, i’m just here for some relaxation, maybe a strawberry margarita.” she shrugs, with a small laugh, “i have come to the conclusion that i need to get back to new york as soon as possible.”

the sun was beaming down on isabella as she sat on the beach in her bikini, and isabella was determined to stay hydrated. sure, her version of hydrated was drinking margaritas with a bottle of water, but she was certainly enjoying herself. the dark-haired woman looked up at the waves in the distance and let out a sigh of relief. sometimes all she needed to get herself back on track was a relaxing stay at the beach. as much as she loved the city, the new york native occasionally needed to get away. her attention was quickly brought back to reality as she saw someone approaching from the corner of her vision. “oh hey,” she said with a kind smile. “you here to admire the view too? i mean, the ocean.. not me. unless…” she teased playfully.

#hi i'm sierra #please have my garbage skfjlfkddf #&& threads. #&& ft isabella.