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#╳┆ dayne speaking ┆◜ ooc ◞ #I’m orbiting again thanks to Julian #right now I’m kind of easing in / working on a post-pardon drabble #cooking up the niece Meredy & Uncle Jellal content I feel sorely deprived of #and probably some Gaj and Jell content eventually because their dynamic deserves to be explored #but as per usual I will be slow and sporadic. most of my energy is being channeled into a fucked up pharma crime family au fic #that I’ve been writing for like 2 years but decided to start posting a few months ago (fatal mistake) #if we have threads/were plotting rest assured I have not forgotten #I have every intention of continuing once I’m able 🖤 #as always thank you for your understanding #to be deleted

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touches the glass...

breathes on the glass and draws a heart

#╳┆ dayne speaking ┆◜ ooc ◞ #mamorigami #miss you #frantically scraping together enough muse to work on a thread

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#╳┆ dayne speaking ┆◜ ooc ◞ #need someone to grip me tight and raise me from perdition (kl.ance posting) #I have moved but I still have two houses to clean & finish painting so unfortunately I may not be able to do much here #but I am writing fic again so that's typically a good sign #hope everyone is doing well #miss you love you kisses bye

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{ Words by Megan Fernandes, from "Fabric in Tribeca," in Good Boys / Silas Melvin, from "Twenty," Grit }

#⇜ ┆ ◦ the yearning soul ◦ ┆◜ musings ◞ #⤺ such is the nature of our guild ⤻┆◜ queue ◞

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Khaled Hosseini, The Kite Runner/Jaun beaur

Almost, Almost, almo...

#⇜ ┆ ◦ the yearning soul ◦ ┆◜ musings ◞ #⤺ such is the nature of our guild ⤻┆◜ queue ◞

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{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz }

#⤺ such is the nature of our guild ⤻┆◜ queue ◞ #⇜ ┆ ◦ the yearning soul ◦ ┆◜ musings ◞

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Late sporadic activity warning!

Hey yawl. I'm sure it's already obvious that my activity is all over the place, but I'm hoping to get on a more regular schedule around mid-late October. I'm getting ready to move into a house that will require renovations (painting, flooring, etc) on top of preparing for an event at the end of September where I'll be selling my & my mother's wares.

Additionally, I am preparing to go multimuse here. Some muses I plan to add will be Soul Evans, Crona Gorgon, and Frank N. Stein of Soul Eater, Envy and Roy Mustang of FMA, Keith, Matt, and Lotor of VLD, and possibly Dick Grayson as Nightwing (heavily influenced by Teen Titans, New Teen Titans comic series, and Titans HBO).

All that said, I have not forgotten about my asks, replies, and the like. Just figured I'd touch base instead of fading into the wind as I typically do. Thank you all for your patience.

#╳┆ dayne speaking ┆◜ ooc ◞ #much love #to be deleted #impending multimuse warning

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Mieko Kawakami, from 'Heaven'

#⇜ ┆ ◦ the yearning soul ◦ ┆◜ musings ◞ #⤺ such is the nature of our guild ⤻┆◜ queue ◞ #been thinking about young Jellal a lot lately #the kid never had a chance. #sigh.

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independant - quasi-inactive - private/selective

. MULTIMUSE as penned by KAAT [ she/her ] under co.

JELLAL FERNANDES. ALATUS. OIKAWA TOORU. INOSUKE HASHIBARA

LINK TBA. | LINK TBA. | LINK TBA. | LINK TBA.

❝ Who said that humans are the animals of wisdom ? To my eyes, it’s obvious that they are animals of regret. ❞

#╳┆ dayne speaking ┆◜ ooc ◞ #kaat is amazing!! follow her!! #promo #⤺ such is the nature of our guild ⤻┆◜ queue ◞

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i get so many things i DON’T deserve.

#⇜ ┆ ◦ the yearning soul ◦ ┆◜ musings ◞ #⤺ such is the nature of our guild ⤻┆◜ queue ◞

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PROMPTS FOR WORKAHOLIC CHARACTERS WHO PUSH THEMSELVES TOO HARD *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

there's still a lot of work to be done.

i'm not finished with it yet.

i can't give up just yet.

there's nothing noble about working yourself to death.

you think i can't handle this myself?

there's not enough hours in the day.

i realize you think you have to do this.

working like this helps me think.

i'll sleep when i'm dead.

your work ethic scares me sometimes.

i don't need your help.

do you ever sleep?

they need me.

no matter how hard you work, it won't bring them back.

do you realize how crazy that sounds?

i'm not stopping until this is done.

you need to slow down.

i feel like i'm wasting my life.

have you ever taken a vacation?

i can handle this on my own.

i'm nothing without my work.

you're going to get sick if you keep going like this.

you've proven your point.

you're going to work yourself to death.

there are worse ways to spend a life.

you can't keep going at this pace.

i don't have time to rest.

it needs to be done.

do you have any healthy coping mechanisms, by any chance?

there's no time to waste.

i think it's time for you to take a break.

everything was going great until you stopped me.

i can't sleep yet. not until this is done.

i'm the only one who can do this.

at least let me help you.

if i just focus on my work, i don't have to think about anything else.

i'm not asking you to take a break, i'm telling you.

did you really have to interrupt like that?

i'm not budging.

it's my life's work.

you're not going to convince me otherwise.

when was the last time you slept?

i'll help you finish the job if you promise to get some rest.

you're practically falling asleep standing up.

you can finish this in the morning.

let me get you to bed.

don't you get it? it's over!

working yourself to death isn't going to fix anything.

if i don't do it, no one else will.

i wish you would take some time to rest.

i'm not taking a break, if that's what you're asking.

you just broke my concentration, thank you very much.

i'm not going to bed.

i don't know how to quit.

they're counting on me.

too many people rely on me.

i can't disappoint them.

you need a vacation.

i wish you would just listen to me and slow down.

your eye bags have eye bags.

all right, that's it. i'm putting my foot down.

no more excuses.

what do you get out of this? this overworking thing?

without my work... i'm nothing.

no one else is going to step in.

i don't care about me. i care about them.

we have unfinished business.

if i stop now, it'll be like giving up.

i'm a perfectionist. it's in my nature.

better to pour myself into my work than something else.

i wish you would go easy on yourself.

this is very unhealthy.

#rp memes

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╳┆@mamorigami liked for a starter!

╳┆He disembarked from his train with every intention of heading straight home. But that was before something scarlet snagged his periphery.

The doors to an outgoing train snapped shut behind him, and the realization of what he'd just done began to set in. Swiftly behind that came the embarrassment. He hadn't even bothered to check where the transport was headed before he boarded, and now he was stuck until at least the next stop, whenever that was. Nothing to do now other than admit his mistake.

It didn't take him long to find her. She was sitting alone, staring out one of the windows at the steadily rolling scenery.

"Pardon me. Is that seat taken?"

#v: ╳ ┆ x793 ┆◜ main ◞ #mamorigami #sorry it sux!! #trying for this lighthearted thing we talked about #:^)

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╳┆Independent. Selective. Semi-Exclusive. Rules ┆About┆ Headcanons ┆Verses

#╳┆ dayne speaking ┆◜ ooc ◞ #read before interacting #still working on most of these pages #obligatory disclaimer #yeah i thought my gif would be longer #its ok you can laugh #i never claimed to be good at editing.

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Every new event—everything I did for the rest of my life—would only separate us more and more: days she was no longer a part of, an ever-growing distance between us. Every single day for the rest of my life, she would only be further away.

Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch

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                         why aren’t you scared of me? 

                                     why do you  c a r e  for me?

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“When a monster stopped behaving like a monster, did it stop being a monster? Did it become something else?”

— Kristin Cashore, Graceling (via quoted-books)

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╳┆@cuelebres liked for a starter!

"I wasn't expecting anyone to be here," he admitted, nearly sounding apologetic.

The overgrowth he'd combed through in order to find the cliffside overlook perfectly illustrated how little the path was traveled. Aside from the birds' trill and the rolling breeze, there was nothing and no one else. It might've been a nice spot for one to clear their mind. At least, before he burst in unannounced, presumably ruining Erik's peace.

#v: ╳ ┆ x793 ┆◜ main ◞ #starter #cuelebres #hello hello; long time no speak #hope you've been well #sorry; i'm still a little rusty #I won't blame Erik if he decides to push him off the cliff tbh #rp