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sup fuckers im not dead lmao

updates about life bc im probably gonna post again in 6 months or so, or not, probably not lol

i have a kid!

im married!

im medicated!

best life so far. gonna get a forge soon so i can be a *real* blacksmith, but yeah. not dead, happy kribmas and whatnot, fuck isreal free gaza, death to the politicians

#atlas rambles #rambles #im back

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Its the end of the world as we know it. This isnt going to be a political post, just kind of an update for anyone who sees it. I broke up with my partner of 2 years, known her for 6, loved her for 7.

I forgot how heartbreak actually felt, i had been single for almost 2 years before her and the last one ended in a toxic and aggressive way. Hopefully this wont be the same.

It wasnt that we were always fighting, or that we didnt get along, we butted heads on almost everything. I want to give my soul away until its as low as i can find, buy a hobo a 200 dollar hotel room? Done that. Given rides to anyone who asked? Been there. Unless i need it for my mind i Will part with it to give to someone who is worse off than me. It's just who i am. Thankfully sometimes it pays off in a big way.

Right now im sitting on the couch of a close friend whom I trust completely. Im cold. Alone. I never thought I could be here again. I thought i was going to marry her and we would have kids and live in a homey little cottage in the woods. Now i dont even know whos couch im going to be on next.

I haven't cried. I dont break down very often, with all the loss in my life I grew a custom to the emptiness. I know i cant be in a relationship right now. I can't be expected to live someones life for them. To be their lover guardian and caretaker if I cannot maintain a healthy mental state to do so. I will not sacrifice myself to make someone happy if they cant do the same. Fuck whats wrong with me how can i think that... Its who i am to give everything and expect nothing or less... I havent cried yet, but im sure as soon as im finished writing this i will be. Im Sorry if all this is confusing but it's easier to post a wall of text and get the thoughts out where someone will see them.

The last time i felt like this was my own doing, i was ignorant and foolish and it cost me a friendship of a lifetime. I feel like an emotional time bomb. Like my world didnt crash and burn but was never really there to begin with, just an idea of what I wanted.

Out of the night that covers me,

Black as the pit from pole to pole.

I thank whatever gods may be,

For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance,

I have not winced, nor cried aloud.

Under the bludgeonings of chance,

My head is blood, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears,

Looms the Horror of the Shade.

And yet the menace of the years,

Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how straight the gate.

Nor charged with punishments the scroll.

I am the master of my fate.

I am the captain of my soul.

#invictus #william ernest hemingway #typo #im not ok. #i was right. im sobbing

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Fuck. Pedophiles.

Spread this shit i need a fucking cigarette...

#Youtube

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#acab

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the fact that anyone has to fucking explain this blows my mind

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The wedding is about to begin!!

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a few years ago there was an exposé in the intercept about how, according to the fbi, police departments are so thoroughly infiltrated by white supremacists that it's policy to avoid working with them when possible. just something to think about

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I hate that im good at solving other peoples problems but i can never seem to solve my own

#still not dead #atlas rambles

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DON'T LET THEM REWRITE HISTORY

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Something similar happened in my home town. Ironically on the martin king luther jr memorial bridge.

Louisville, Kentucky – May 30, 2020.

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cops boast about how indispensable they are to keeping order, but when the NYPD went on a two week strike in 2015 to protest the dismissal of the cop who killed eric garner, crime rates went down because no one was ticketing poor people and minorities, and violent crime rates (homicide, rape, assault, robbery) decreased as well. 

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UNDERCOVER COPS IN NYC ARE WEARING ORANGE BANDS, CHICAGO’S ARE WEARING NEON GREEN/YELLOW, AND THOSE IN RALEIGH ARE WEARING WHITE BANDS WITH PURPLE/PINK STARS!

LAPD TURNED OFF THEIR BODYCAMS AND ICE HAS BEEN CALLED. EVERYONE THAT IS UNDOCUMENTED LEAVE THE AREA AS QUICKLY AND SAFELY AS YOU CAN!

PLEASE BE AWARE OF THIS!

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TAKE NOTES AND DONT IGNORE! These are crucial if we are going to continue protests

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Im gonna take a poop smoke a ciggy beat my dick and pass the fuck back out thanks for coming to my ted talk

#havent slept #memes #dick beater #mcdick mcgee #k ima sleep now bye #typo #atlas rambles

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Ya know. I never realized how much anxiety having electricity taken away from you is. The power at my apartment *along with 80ish other houses* cut out around 2pm today, and turned back on about 10 minutes ago. I was shocked at myself bc normally i handle things ok in a situation like that... For short periods... Not 10 hours... When the lights flicked back on i legit almost cried and jumped for joy because i was so relieved.

#the more ya know #still not dead yet #atlas is ok i promise #typo probably #atlas rambles